Losing Him (Mitchell Family #8)(47)

I moaned and tried to sit up, albeit Jessie stood up and held out his hand. He lifted me to stand and walked me back to his bedroom. He pulled down the covers giving me a big area to climb into his bed. I took my time, trying not to hurt my neck again. He climbed in beside me, rubbing his warm hands up the skin between my breasts. My nipples hardened and I could feel the burning fire forming between my legs. Even with my health being a factor, it had been too long since I’d been touched. Jessie leaned in and kissed my shoulder. His soft lips trailed down to the skin between my breasts. I had to be careful not to arch my body as he tantalized me with his tongue.

When his lips made contact with my nipples, I shuddered. Just feeling the wetness covering the sensitive spots caused me to shake. Jessie growled as he devoured each one, taking them fully into his mouth and sucking hard. I played with his hair and closed my eyes to keep from screaming out. It felt so good, so natural for us to be like this.

The sheer pleasure he was giving me as his lips traveled down to my abdomen had awakened me again. I felt needed and wanted, in ways that only Jessie could make me feel. I guess that came with the territory of him holding my heart. It would always skip a beat as long as he was around.

I kept massaging his head with my hands, feeling his thick hair going in between my fingers. As he reached my clit, he kissed it softly, rubbing his wet lips against it. Once again, I wanted to arch my back and close my eyes, but I wasn’t able to do so. His tongue forced it’s way against that tiny bud, flicking it just at the right pace, while his hands traveled up my thighs, tickling me.

He reached up and pinched my nipples while he massaged me with his tongue. My toes curled and I could feel myself losing all self control. When I cried out into the bedroom, I could feel him sucking on my clit. I moaned again and again, letting the physical bliss overwhelm me.

I was in a state of euphoria as he kissed his way back up to my lips. The taste of what he’d just done lingered as his mouth pressed against mine. His warm tongue connected to mine and mingled with it as he climbed into position, carefully. I reached up and ran my hands across his broad chest as he put his hard cock at the base of my *. I wanted to move my hips and force him to enter me, but he teased me with it first, rubbing it against my sex while making me crazy for it. “Jess, please. I want you so bad.”

“I know you do.” He sat up and licked his lips. “You love it, don’t you?”

“Yessss.” I purred.

He entered me slowly, filling me with his eagerness as well as his hard limb. I watched his face as he set a pace for himself. “Tell me if I hurt you. I’ll go slow.” He whispered as he leaned down and kissed me.

It was different than some of our wild times before. This time wasn’t like he was full of lust and just needing release. Every touch and every kiss was filled with passion and gentleness. He moved slow, almost like he was caressing my insides as he pumped himself inside of me. Our kisses were slow and the hunger that I had for him was only growing. Our skin rubbed together when he thrust inside of me as far as possible. He pulled almost completely out and then repeated the process. Each time I felt like he was entering me for the first time. My * ached for this man and I was once again at his mercy.

I dragged my nails down Jessie’s sides as he continuing moving inside of me. The heat between us caused our skin to become sticky. As he went in and out our bodies kept sticking to each other, particularly on my clit. It sent me into a orgasmic fit. Try as I might to stay still, my body jerked as I lost control again.

Jessie dug into my hips and filled me with his load. He stilled me by holding me down with his strong arms.

Once we were able to breathe again, he kissed me tenderly, before falling beside me on his back. I was still shivering all over, while he played with my arm, kissing over my wrists.

It was moments like this where I started to reconsider my upcoming decision. Maybe one day Jessie would be able to be true to me and to himself about what he wanted, but for now, he was too fickle. I couldn’t depend on someone that changed their mind every five days.

My decision was final.

Chapter 26


Jessie


Things were finally feeling like they were getting back to normal. After two months of Heather not being able to do anything, she finally got a clean bill of health. Because she wasn’t allowed to drive, she’d decided that it would be a good time to get things done at her mother’s house.

We planned on spending a long weekend there, going through old things and donating a bunch of stuff to a church or charity. Heather seemed motivated to get in and get it done. Her mother’s passing was finally getting easier for her to talk about. She spent a lot of nights telling Jacob fun stories about silly things that her mother did to pass the time while she was a child.

I could tell that Jacob missed his Nana. I’d caught him talking to her several times when he thought nobody was listening. I remember catching him talking to her about me and Heather being under the same roof. He asked her to make sure we stayed together. He said he didn’t want to have to go back and forth from house to house. He liked that we were a real family again.

It made me happy hearing that, and knowing that I’d made the right decision. At the end of the day, my family was the most important part of my life. Heather was a part of that, she was a part of him.

After the night that I’d took her to dinner, she started sleeping in my bed again. It was nice waking up and seeing her pretty blonde hair. I often rolled over and gave her attention before I headed out to work.