Borrowing Trouble(26)

“It strikes me,” Jay started, then stepped closer to Landon, crowding him against the wall next to the stairs. “That my kids are away for another five days.”

Landon nodded.

“So, in that time, I’m free to be a little crazy.”

“Jay, crazy is f*cking a bunch of barflies, not me.”

Jay reached out, trembling but sure, and brushed the back of his hand against Landon’s hard cock. Landon hummed his pleasure. “Is that what you want?”

Landon blinked, shaking his head. That vulnerable look in his eyes screamed please don’t hurt me. Jay closed his eyes and brushed their lips together just so. “Landon, I can’t promise things. I can’t tell you what’s going on. I’m so tired of thinking, I hurt.” He opened his eyes and looked back into Landon’s curious ones. “I want you. I want to touch you. I want you to touch me. I want to sleep with you. I want to not be scared or confused.”

“That’s a tall order,” Landon said warily.

“I chose you. Tonight, I choose you.”

“Just tonight?”

“I don’t want to use you, Landon. I don’t want to hurt you, so if this, if my being scared is too much, tell me to go or tell me to get my hands off you. But if not, I want tonight. And maybe tomorrow night.”

Landon was still and silent for a moment before his arm came up and his hand wrapped around Jay’s neck, pulling him down to mash their lips together. Their kiss was nothing sweet, all raw desire and need.

Landon’s tongue slid into Jay’s mouth and Jay sucked on it, loving the sweet hint of mouthwash and the taste he remembered was all Landon. The sweet sounds that came from Landon as they wrapped their arms around each other made Jay’s cock pound with every beat of his heart.

Jay grunted into the kiss as their clothed cocks pressed together. Landon slid a leg between Jay’s and started rubbing them together. Jay pulled from the kiss and pressed their foreheads together, eyes closed as the friction made his brain short circuit. Every light in his head went dim except the one that focused on pleasure and feeling.

“Come to bed,” Landon said roughly. Landon pushed Jay back and took his hand, threading their fingers together as he started ascending the stairs. Jay followed closely behind him, realizing this was a line, one he was going to cross tonight. He stared at their linked fingers, then glanced up to the muscles flexing in Landon’s back, the way his perfect, round ass bounced with each step.

He wanted to do so many things to that body, but had not one f*cking clue where to start. He really wished he’d watched that gay porn all the way through now.

Jay was out of his depth in so many ways. He obviously got the gist, he wasn’t a complete idiot, but he’d never felt like this toward sex. He’d never wanted to please someone like this, even if that made him a complete dick to admit.

When Landon opened his bedroom door, Jay followed him, looking around at all the intricately carved furniture, the books neatly stacked on all surfaces. He would have teased Landon about being a nerd again, but his mouth was too dry to speak as his gaze landed on the king size bed. The room was spotlessly neat, save for the bed whose sheets were rumpled and unmade.

Landon turned to Jay. “You sure?” His gaze was hungry, but the restraint and care he took with Jay made any reticence Jay felt melt away. He simply nodded. Landon nodded in return, let go of his hand and reached up to help Jay pull his thermal shirt over his head. Landon’s awe as he rubbed his hands down Jay’s front made him feel more naked than he’d ever felt in his life. Those warm, work roughened hands that were so different from anything he’d ever known, sent chills down his back.

Landon bent his head and sucked in each of Jay’s nipples, giving them a gentle nibble. Fuck, he’d never had that done. He’d used that move before, but never thought his would feel the pleasure of it. Landon came closer, his natural, woodsy scent and the smell of his citrus shampoo filling Jay’s senses. His balls ached, heart thumped harder as he was consumed by, and with, Landon.

Landon hummed his pleasure as he sucked and kissed on Jay’s chest and collar bones, wrapping those big, strong hands around the small of Jay’s back, then dipping into Jay’s jeans.

And that was the biggest difference, the thing that made Landon so addictive. Jay felt worshipped. He felt Landon’s touch, the way it felt like he was actually being touched for the first time, all the way from his balls to this scary place deep in his chest.

“Oh, Landon,” he said on a breath as Landon kissed his chin, then his cheek. Landon moved his hands to Jay’s fly and undid it before pushing his pants and his underwear down. They both chuckled nervously as Jay tripped up a little.

“Sit on the bed,” Landon directed. Jay did as he was told and Landon kneeled before him, pulling off his boots and pants, one leg at a time. Jay’s cock rose proudly, hard and red-tipped. Landon ran his stubbled cheek all along Jay’s inner thighs, over his balls. Jay shuddered, his balls drew up.

“Damn,” Jay hissed. “That’s so strange, but it’s hot as hell.” The pleased look in Landon’s eyes was precious to Jay. He was glad, he wanted to please Landon.

Landon opened his mouth and took Jay in hand, patting the head of Jay’s cock on his tongue. It was equally the most obscene and hottest thing he’d ever seen.

“Want me to suck it?” Landon asked, stroking Jay’s cock, then kissing Jay’s leg.