Borrowing Trouble(31)

Chapter 14


At some point that night after coming in from working on the deck, their watching tv on the couch had gone from them sitting on opposite ends and eating sandwiches, to leaning against one another and drinking a beer. It hadn’t taken long for even that leaning shoulder-to-shoulder to evolve into making out.

Landon hadn’t necessarily expected to get laid that night. Sometimes after big conversations like that, Jay was more about just the act of touching, rather than getting off. Landon could understand it. For all that this sucked for Landon’s wary heart trying not to get attached, Jay had a whole life change to adjust to.

But Landon would admit, while he was a patient man, his dick was no such thing. So when Jay’d pulled Landon between his legs and gripped his ass, Landon had breathed a sigh of relief. They’d started with a slow grinding of their clothed cocks, then when Jay’d made sure the blinds were drawn, they were naked in short order and touching every inch of skin they could get their hands on.

Jay’s enthusiasm was fun. While some things he did with the sexual knowledge of any man who’d had sex with anyone, some of the new things, he fumbled with. But his enthusiasm and near teenaged excitement for each new experience was heady.

The way he f*cking worshipped Landon’s body, made love to it like it might disappear on him, always left Landon not only sated, but feeling cherished. That was just as new to Landon as any of this was for Jay.

“Landon?” Jay asked into their kisses. Landon kept steadily stroking their cocks together where he’d trapped them in his lubed hands. That’d been the one thing he’d been daring enough to employ, lube. He figured it’d at least make the frotting more interesting. And perhaps it’d ease the way into eventually, maybe one day, talking about going further.

“Yeah?”

Jay rolled them over until Landon was on top, straddling him. The position was awesome because he could look down at Jay, take in his powerful shoulders and his lightly furred chest and tummy. He loved how Jay didn’t have the stomach of a teenage muscle head. He had an honest, working man’s build, complete with a slightly doughy stomach. But he was all power and built to go for hours, strong and sure.

“I want to try f*cking. At least once,” Jay stated.

Landon stilled his hands, though Jay continued f*cking up into his joined fists.

“Jay, we don’t have to, you know. It’s not like a gay test.”

Jay stopped moving and gripped Landon’s waist firmly. “I’m not worried about that. I want to f*ck you, Landon. So bad. You have no idea. It’s like it’s just… not f*cking enough, touching you like this.” Jay leaned up on his elbows and kissed Landon frantically. “This is great, this is perfect. But, if you like it, I really want to f*ck you.”

Jay winced. “Unless you’re really not into it. Then I understand.”

Landon shook his head, slowly. Wasn’t this a day full of surprises? Hell, Jay was full of surprises. From that quiet, simple man he’d first seen in his parents’ kitchen to this almost daring, open Jay he had underneath him now, Landon was a little light headed from his wanting.

“I’d love to, I guess I just didn’t think you’d want…”

“Landon,” Jay said, then kissed him sweetly. “I want everything I can have with you while I can.”

Landon could have done without the last few words Jay’d added to that thought, but for now, he wanted this. He wanted Jay and Jay wanted him, and Landon couldn’t believe it because he’d really thought this moment was too much to hope for.

“Fuck. Jay, I didn’t exactly bring condoms with me. I hoped we’d eventually discuss doing this, but… I didn’t figure we would.”

Jay reached up and grabbed Landon’s face. “Are you clean?”

“What? Of course I am,” Landon said, a little offended. Then he got it, eyes going wide. “Jay, that’s… kinda big.”

Jay flexed, making his cock jump where Landon still held it. “Thanks for noticing.”

Landon laughed out loud. “Not that, you jackhole. I meant… going bare.”

“Landon, it’s us, just us. I know this is a little from being drunk on you, but I want all of you, if it’s safe. I know I am. I haven’t… with anyone… and my last stuff was all…” Jay seemed embarrassed to admit that. Landon realized that meant he would only be the second person Jay’d had sex with ever. Holy shit.

“Jay, I haven’t been with anyone in… well, it’s been a long time. I’m clean. But,” he looked at Jay carefully. “You’re sure?”

“We can just keep on with our hands if you want,” Jay said. “I don’t want to—”

“No, I guess I’m just surprised, is all.”

Jay smirked. “I like keeping you on your toes.”

Landon dropped down and devoured Jay’s smiling mouth, pinching his nipples. They rubbed against each other like that for a while until Landon reached between them and pushed Jay’s cock behind him, fitting it in the crack of his ass. He chuckled into the kiss when Jay groaned as Landon started rubbing his ass, his hole up and down Jay’s cock.

Shivers raced up and down his body with each pass of Jay’s fat cockhead over his entrance and Landon’s body craved having Jay inside him. This would, in fact, be his first time to ever go bare with a man. He’d only done anal a handful of times, always with guys he’d dated however briefly, but they’d never made it to the stage where he trusted them to go bare. This, this was a big f*cking deal. But he did trust Jay. Even if it’d break his heart in the end, he wanted the same thing Jay did; he wanted all of Jay, and to give Jay all of him. Even if just for tonight.