Say You Love Me(48)
“Nothing?” Her expression looked sad suddenly and I pulled her onto my lap.
“I like you.” I whispered in her ear. “I like you and I just want to focus on that, if that’s okay?” My hand slid down her body and to the sweet spot between her legs and rubbed gently. She moaned slightly and looked me directly in the eyes. I could see a million thoughts crossing through her mind as she stared at me and I couldn’t read a one of them. I waited for her to respond with bated breath. What was she thinking? What was going through her head? I just wanted to know. I wanted to know how she felt. What she wanted. Yet, I didn’t want to know. Not really. Knowing could ruin everything and I couldn’t stand for her to be out of my life again.
“I want to make love to you, Sally. Slowly. Quickly. Deeply. Forcefully. Teasingly.” I leaned forward and nibbled on her earlobe as I continued to rub her. She shifted on my lap back and forth and I knew she was getting as excited as I was. “I want to make you mine. In all ways possible. I want to take you on the couch. In my bed. In the shower. On the kitchen counter. On the rug. On the balcony. I want you on your knees. On your back. Riding Me. On my face. I want all of you. I want you. I want to drive you as crazy as you’ve made me. What do you say?” I paused then and waited. Waited for the answer that could either make or break this moment.
Chapter 16
Sally
That moment. That moment when time seems to stand still. That moment when all you can think about is him. That moment when all he can think about is you. That moment when he touches you. That moment when you touch him back. That moment when you cross the line. That moment when he is the only thing stopping you from losing control. That moment. That's the moment. That's the moment when you both go crazy. That’s the moment where you lose yourself in everything you knew you should stay away from. This was the moment. This was the moment that shouldn’t be happening. Not again, but I couldn’t say no. I couldn’t walk away.
“I didn’t realize you were such a dirty talker.” I said finally as Cody continued to rub me between the legs, turning me on and making my mind become mush. Why could I not focus on all the reasons why this was a bad idea? Was I that easy? Did I have no self-control? I thought about Luke for a second and about how I’d thought he was a nice guy until our last date when he’d just left. Maybe Cody was right. Maybe all Luke wanted was sex and he’d just been pretending to be a nice guy that was into me. I didn’t know what Cody wanted from me, but at least now I knew he really was attracted to me and I knew he’d been jealous, or at least kind of jealous. And that, well that made me feel amazing. It was pitiful and sad and I knew I was playing with fire, but I didn’t even care.
“Do you like the dirty talk?” Cody asked as he leaned forward and kissed me. “Do you want me to tell you how I want to be inside of you right now.” He mumbled against my lips. “Do you want to know how badly I want to rip your jeans off and your panties and feel your wetness on my fingers, my tongue, my lips, how I want my cock to make you come as soon as I penetrate you.” He paused and then groaned as he grabbed my hand. “You can feel it now. He’s throbbing, waiting for you to respond.” He placed my hand on his member and it felt hard beneath my touch. I swallowed and gazed into his eyes. They were full of desire and lust and I knew that I couldn’t say no. I didn’t want to say no.
“Take your jeans off.” I said and before I knew what I was doing I was standing up and kneeling before him on the couch. I reached up to his zipper and button and undid the button before unzipping his jeans and pulling them down. He looked at me with a steady face and then started grinning as I reached up and pulled his briefs down as well, exposing his hardness to the air.
“You don’t have to...” He started as his voice drifted off as I bent down and took him into my mouth. I loved the salty warm taste of him as I felt him growing every time I moved my head up and down. He grabbed the top of my head and I could feel his body moving back and forth as I pleasured him, the guttural noises from his chest turning me on even more. “Sally,” He grunted as he pulled my arms and stopped me. “It’s my turn.” He grinned as I looked up at him.
“But...” I started to talk, but he shook his head. I stared at him in confusion, as I knew he’d been about to come soon.
“I want to pleasure you first.” He lifted my arms up and pulled my top off quickly before undoing my bra. He then pulled his own top off and I undid my pants and slipped them off, so that I was just standing there in my panties. “You are so sexy.” He muttered as he gazed at my breasts and leaned forward. “I want to slide your panties off and f*ck you hard.” He groaned as he hands reached over and played with my nipples.
“So why don’t you?” I said softly, wanting to feel him inside of me once again.
“Because I’m already close to coming.” His eyes were starry as he looked at me. “I want to take my time and pleasure you first. I need to wind down a bit before I enter you.”
“I see.” I grinned at him. “I guess I have that effect on you.”
“The I can’t think straight when I’m inside of you effect?” He grinned. “Why yes you do.”
“Good to know.” I laughed, feeling heady and high. “What should I do with my power?”