Lost and Found (Twist of Fate #1)(63)

My chuckle was cut off when he gripped my dick hard.

I leaned down to kiss him and said, “Remember, turnabout’s fair play.”

He gasped at my words and I eagerly drank the sound down as I kissed him. I remembered what I’d been doing before we’d gotten sidetracked and resumed the search of my pack. When I finally found what I was looking for, Bennett stopped playing with our cocks.

“What is that?” he asked as he eyed the small white lump in the plastic jar I was holding in my hand.

“You know what it is,” I said.

“No, I don’t,” he shot back. “It looks like the coconut oil we use for cooking, but I know that can’t be what it is because there’s no way you’re sticking that up my ass.”

“Don’t worry, Aunt Lolly swears by this stuff.”

“What?” he asked, his mouth agape.

I chuckled and leaned down to kiss him. “It’s this or nothing,” I said. “And by nothing, I mean that tight little ass of yours stays empty.”

“Just use some spit.”

“No,” I responded. “Not risking hurting you… except for in a good way,” I added suggestively. “And trust me, the pounding I’m going to give you, you’re going to want something more than spit between my dick and that tight little hole of yours.”

I kissed him again and once he was completely pliant, I said, “It’s perfectly safe, Bennett. It’s all natural.”

He nodded, his eyes glassy. “Yeah, okay. God, just fuck me already, Xander.” He was practically writhing beneath me. I wasn’t faring much better. I knocked his hand away from our dicks and slathered some of the oil, which had a texture like butter, on my cock. I put a generous amount on my fingers and searched out Bennett’s hole, but as soon as I slipped a finger inside of him he said, “Don’t play with me, okay? I’m too close.”

Joking Bennett was gone and in his place was gorgeous, needy, dangerous-to-my-heart Bennett. When I shifted slightly, Bennett grabbed my arm and said, “Xander.”

When he didn’t continue and color stained his cheeks, I dropped my mouth to his. “What is it, baby?”

“I need… I need…”

“What, Benny? What do you need? Anything… it’s yours.”

The words held more meaning than he could ever know.

“I need it to be face to face this time.”

I nodded. “Me too. I need to see you…”

Bennett nodded and I knew we were on the same page. “It’s another first for me, Xander. I’ve never let anyone else take me like that.”

My heart lurched in my chest. “Me neither,” I admitted. I was too overwhelmed to say anything, so instead, I settled down on him and shifted enough so I could get my hand between our bodies. I guided my cock to his entrance and began to slowly push inside of him. Bennett bore down on me and we both shuddered when my crown breached his outer muscles. I pulled out a little before sliding back in, allowing more of myself to sink into him. By the time I’d bottomed out inside of him, I was a quivering mess. I couldn’t even hold myself off him because my arms felt like jelly.

“God, Benny, so good.”

He grunted in my ear and then his mouth was pressing against my neck. I forced myself to lift enough so I could watch him as I began sliding in and out of his hot, tight body. The oil smoothed out my glides after a couple of strokes, so I picked up the pace. Fire coiled in my belly as I watched Bennett’s eyes go wide with wonder. His hands wrapped around my forearms and I felt his ankles lock behind my ass. His inner muscles milked my cock on every pass, pulling my orgasm to the surface in record time.

I’d wanted to make it last longer, but I knew I wasn’t going to be able to.

“Too close,” I muttered.

“Me too,” he huffed. Sweat clung to our bodies as the tide of pleasure began to consume us. I shifted my left hand so that I could clasp his and hold it against the ground near his head. I began moving my right hand between our bodies so I could jerk him off, but he grabbed it and linked our fingers instead.

He shook his head and I understood his unspoken message. He didn’t need the extra stimulation. From the slickness coating my abdomen as my lower half rubbed his dick with every pass of my body, I’d guessed as much. The feeling of being bare inside of Bennett was just too much. I wasn’t allowed to tell him I loved him, but I couldn’t stop the words that did tumble out of my mouth as my orgasm began to wash over me.

“So many firsts we should have had together, Benny.”





Chapter 30





Bennett





So many firsts we should have had together, Benny.

The words were painful to hear, but I knew he was only saying the same thing I was thinking. As beautiful as this moment was, I couldn’t help but recognize the regret that came along with it. We’d lost so many years of moments like this… of firsts that had been meant for each other, but that a cruel twist of fate had stolen away.

I clung to Xander as he drove into me over and over again. I didn’t want it to end, but I couldn’t stop the agonizing bliss that had become a living thing within me. My only purpose in life in that moment was to take the pleasure Xander was giving me and give it right back to him. I let out a scream as the violent orgasm hit me with such force, I had no choice but to close my eyes.