Lost and Found (Twist of Fate #1)(62)

“Are you really asking me that?” he asked, his lips drawing into an exaggerated frown. His hand came down on my ass with a crack, causing me to jump in surprise.

“Was that supposed to be some kind of punishment?” I drawled as I enjoyed the warmth that flooded through my skin the second the slight sting faded away.

“Not working?” he asked as he smoothed his palm over my globe. “Guess I’ll have to think of something else.” He arched his eyebrows as if deep in thought and then pulled his hands from my backside.

“No fucking way,” I snarled, and then I searched his hands out and put them right back where they’d been. I kissed him hard and deep until he was squirming against me again and his fingertips were clutching my flesh. But he wasn’t satisfied with the simple act of gripping me. Because as I fucked his mouth with my tongue, one of his long fingers traced the crack of my ass and then he was breaching it and searching out my hole. I’d been with a few guys who’d tried to play with my ass before, but it wasn’t something I’d ever been into. But Bennett wasn’t just some guy and even if the sensations were new ones, I welcomed them. Hell, if he’d told me to turn over in that moment so he could shove inside of me, I would have gladly done it, despite the fact that I’d never let a guy fuck me before.

“Yes!” I cried out when he began massaging my hole.

“God, Xander, you feel so good,” he murmured against my mouth. I wanted to tell him what he was doing to me felt amazing, but figured I’d show him instead. I reached behind me and grabbed his hand. I held his gaze as I pulled his fingers to my mouth and slowly bent every finger down until only the one that had been pressed against me remained. I slowly sucked it into my mouth and licked all around it as if it was his cock in my mouth. His eyes went wide and he inhaled sharply. When I released his finger, it was covered in spit and I carefully returned it to my ass.

Bennett hesitated for several long seconds before he pushed against me.

“Go slow, I’ve never…”

I let my words drop off and Bennett completely froze. “What?”

I dropped down to kiss him. “You’re going to be my first, baby.” I nipped at his lower lip. “I need you too bad to let you fuck me tonight, but I’m going to have every part of you before you leave, Bennett. I promise you that.”

“I’ve never either… done that to a guy, I mean,” he stuttered.

I smiled against his mouth. “So we still get to be each other’s firsts after all,” I whispered.

He let out a little cry and then his mouth crashed against mine. His kiss was hungry and passionate, even as his finger gently began to probe me. It wasn’t until he began adding pressure that he gentled the kisses, making them slow and deep. It stung when his finger popped through my outer muscles, but the burn that followed didn’t feel at all bad. And the sensation when he pulled his finger back just a little bit before pushing it in again was heaven.

“Fuck, yes,” I said on a breathy sigh.

“So tight, baby. You’re going to feel so good wrapped around my dick.”

I’d already known Bennett was demanding, even when he was the one getting fucked, but the heavy timbre of his voice as he plied me with dirty talk had me wondering if I shouldn’t be reconsidering having him take me tonight. It was my last coherent thought, because just as Bennett’s tongue slipped between my lips, he hit something inside me that sent shockwaves throughout my entire body.

“Jesusfuckingchrist!”

I dropped my head against Bennett’s shoulder and heard him chuckle in my ear. “Now you know what you do to me,” he said softly.

I couldn’t even muster a response because he was massaging my prostate with finesse. He might not have ever fucked a guy before, but his touch had me guessing he’d probably at least done this part. It felt so good, I didn’t even have the energy to feel jealous about that fact.

He plunged his finger into me several more times before I had to reach behind me to stop him. “I’m too close,” I said. Even now, the orgasm was right there, waiting for that last touch that would send me over. And I definitely didn’t want to go over without him.

Bennett gently withdrew his finger and then we were kissing again. Our dicks were spikes between us. As much as I wanted to tease him with pleasure like he had me, I was too far gone for it. I reared up and began searching through my pack. I nearly jumped out of my skin when Bennett’s hand wrapped around both his dick and mine and began jerking us off. But he knew exactly where to draw the line to keep us riding the edge of pleasure, but not toppling over it.

“What are you looking for?” he asked lazily, though I could tell from his bright eyes that he was as ready to blow as me.

“Something to use as lube,” I said.

“You don’t have any more?”

I looked at him. “Seriously?” I asked. “Why would I be carrying lube around out here? Who exactly do you think I’m going to fuck out in the middle of nowhere?”

He shrugged. “You did have an unnatural obsession with your teddy bear when we were little, and you did name your dog Bear.”

“This coming from someone whose room looked like a Barney the Dinosaur store.”

“Hey, he was popular when we were kids.”

“Yeah, for like five-year-olds. You were almost twelve when your mom made you redecorate. You cried your ass off!”