Maybe Later(60)

AWalk90: We’re not talking about my sex life. But if we were …

AWalk90: I have to trust the guy blindly. This isn’t a let’s get naked, fuck, and forget we ever existed kind of relationship. We’re building something strong. The foundation is just solidifying. I can’t just give him something I’m not ready to give.

JSpear84: Wait, you lost me. You are willing to have sex with a stranger but not the guy you’re dating.

AWalk90: There’s a difference between sex with a stranger and sex with a person who you’re falling for. If I have sex with him, I’d be opening a door I haven’t opened, ever. Am I ready to give him everything? I’m not sure.

AWalk90: If these words come to mind ? I’m not sure ? that means you’re not ready.

JSpear84: The poor guy is sporting a semi-hard on and blue balls because you’re not sure.

AWalk90: He can take care of himself. I’m sure he’s been jerking off as much as I’ve been using my vibrators.

JSpear84: You think I should give her time?

AWalk90: I should be charging you more for all the dating advice I’ve given you lately. I gave you tips for the perfect dates. Shouldn’t you be talking about sex with her?



What do you think I’m doing, Emmeline? I’m trying to figure out what to do because I’m pretty new at this fall before you fuck.



JSpear84: It hasn’t come up in conversation.

AWalk90: That’s your answer. If you can’t even bring it up in conversation, it means that you neither one of you is ready.

JSpear84: I hate that you’re right, but why isn’t she ready?

AWalk90: She’s married.

JSpear84: Ha, ha, ha!

AWalk90: Women are different from men, never forget that. People can argue as much as they want, but they are different. Actually, erase that. It’s not that women are different from men. Each individual is different. The way they feel about sex isn’t always the same from one person to the next. You’ll never have the right answer. When you find a connection that’s worth holding onto, you don’t want to fuck it up with sex.

JSpear84: I hope you’re aware that you haven’t been helpful.

AWalk90: Aww, so if I asked if you were satisfied with your service. You would say no? Would you tell me how unsatisfied I left you? Hard, uncomfortably hard, and very, very horny.

AWalk90: Please, Mr. Spearman. Tell me how to make this better for you. I’d do anything to relieve the pain caused by the hard time you’re going through. I live for … your satisfaction. Would you like me to loosen up those knots?

JSpear84: Fuck, are you touching yourself while trying to make me harder?



No, don’t send that!

I am so fucking unsatisfied right now, I’m about to fucking explode inside my pants.



JSpear84: Do you think I don’t know what you’re doing?

AWalk90: I know you know, that gives me more pleasure. You know what? I should go into my bathroom and use my little gadgets before my date arrives.



My mind goes blank, knowing what she’s about to do. I want to run to her apartment and help her. No, I want to be the one bringing her pleasure and satisfaction.



JSpear84: What time is your date? It’s almost 7.

AWalk90: I still have two minutes to spare, and I am working on it … Womanizer, best product to take off the edge in seconds. I might slide in a plug, tonight I’m having fun with myself. I’ll talk to you tomorrow, Mr. Spearman. If you can’t at least take care of yourself. Use your imagination, porn, or a picture of her.





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It’s hard to fall asleep after having one of the best nights of my life.

I wrap my hands around the base of my cock, and I’m already hard thinking of her. I wonder if I should’ve handled this date differently. Talked to her about our future to see if she was ready. She was fucking flushed when I picked her up and fuck if I didn’t get harder because I knew what she’d been doing.

At two in the morning, I’m stroking my dick like a sixteen-year-old who can’t get laid, feeling the hot, hard length under my palm, wishing I was thrusting inside her wet pussy. Fuck, if only it were her hands instead of mine or her mouth.

I would command her to suck it. Would she be able to fit it all in her mouth? My grip around my cock tightens, and I push my hips forward. The pressure reverberates along every inch of me. I shake with need and lust—desperation because I can’t have her. I let out a harsh groan as desire slams against my ribcage, right along with my heart.

My head goes back, and my eyes close, giving into the fantasy. Her tongue slides down to the bottom of my shaft and everything inside me tenses. I pant, looking at those bright eyes dancing with excitement. She licks her lips before taking my entire shaft in her mouth. Her dark hair spills down her shoulder, she’s wearing a black lace bodice.

She’s my fucking goddess.

I tug harder, jerk faster. Pure need to claim her drives me to the edge. My grunts echo in the room. A growl slips from my lips as I shudder, not holding back, coming as the pleasure rips through me.

“Em,” I cry her name, begging her to be ready for me.

I had no idea I needed her so much. In my bed, under me.

Slowly, I come back from the fucking oblivion I sent myself into, and realize she’s not beside me, and that I can’t breathe because she’s miles away from me.