Love At First Glance (Love at Firsts #1)(78)

“No you don't, and is that so?” I smirk.

“You live here now. I'm never letting you go. Never ever.” He laughs happily, hugging me tight to his body and spins me around.

I squeal. “Put me down, Spence!”

“What made you decide to move in?”

“Do I need a reason?”

“No, but you were so adamant to stay at yours until your lease was up. I’m just surprised, in a good way obviously, I get you here every day for the rest of our lives but I’m wondering what changed your mind.”

“Well, I always loved living with you, me wanting to stay at mine was just a way to regain some independence but after being with you at the cabin, even though it was such a short amount of time, I couldn’t face going back to my flat and being away from you. What really sealed the deal was the donuts and flowers.”

“So if I buy you flowers and donuts every day you’ll never leave me?” he asks and I can’t tell if he’s joking or not.

“You don’t need to, especially with the donuts, I’d become a chunky blob in no time.” I grin.

“I’d still love you,” he says and kiss my cheek.

“You’re just saying that.”

“No I’m not and you know it.” He smiles. “How long do we have until the food is ready?”

“Five, maybe ten minutes, why?”

“Can we turn down the heat? I want to christen my room with you.” He smirks.

“It was christened long ago.” I roll my eyes.

“The couch has been, well my old one, in case you hadn’t noticed. It'll need to be christened too. Anyway, nobody but you has ever touched my bed, let alone slept in it.”

“Oh…”

“Yes, oh.” He smiles. “What do you say?”

I grin as I turn around and turn off the stove. “The food can wait a bit longer.”

“Good answer.” He chuckles and picks me up, throwing me over his shoulder. I squeal as he rushes up the stairs and playfully drops me on the bed.

“That was interesting.” I giggle as I land on the bed.

“I’ll give you something interesting to talk about with your girlfriends.” He smirks and grabs the collar of his shirt behind his neck, pulling it off in one swift move. I can’t help but stare at his perfectly sculpted chest. “Enjoying the view?” he asks with a smug look on his face.

“Very much so.” I match his smug look and slowly take off the shirt I’m wearing, leaving myself sitting in the middle of the bed in just my panties. He makes quick work of his pants and my underwear, throwing them away before joining me on the bed.

I sit up and make him lie down so I can crawl between his legs. Kneeling in front of him, I lean down and slowly take the tip of his already hard cock into my mouth. I flick the tip of my tongue over the tip, making him hiss in pleasure. I pat myself on the back for finding something he enjoys; I've never been one to particularly enjoy giving blow jobs. I usually try to rush it and mainly use my hands, but I want to please Spencer and give him pleasure. I suck more of him into my mouth, taking as much as I can, which is proving to be difficult as he’s rather big. I stroke the base of his cock with my hand while I suck the head, earning another long hiss from him.

“Fuck.” He groans bucking his hips.

“Easy, Tiger.” I smirk, happy that he’s letting me take control. I lick the underside of his cock, from bottom to the tip and he shudders in pleasure. His skin breaks out in goose bumps and I tease him a little bit more. I take a little bit more of him in my mouth again, but I’m quickly pushed away and suddenly find myself underneath him with my hands pinned above my head.

“I can’t take it anymore. I need to be in you, to feel you. I’m clean, I know you are too…”

“Whilst I know we’re both clean, you do know that I could get pregnant thou-”

“I know.” He looks at me intently.

“Are you sa-”

“I might have changed my mind.” He leans over and kisses me long and hard. “I want you, all of you. Forever. If that means that in a couple of months we could be parents then I’m okay with that.”

“What made you change your mind?”

“You, Haven, you did, with everything that you do. You’ve never stopped believing in me, you’ve been supporting me since the beginning, listening to me and being there for me no matter what. You are my everything. I don’t want anybody else. Listening to the other guys on my course talk about their families and how it changed their lives for the better made me realize that I want that with you. I want to have my very own family. Things weren’t the best growing up, but this is my chance to rewrite my history.” He finishes a little breathless.

“I want that too.” I smile at him.

“Thank God.” He smiles and slowly pushes into me. The feeling of having him, all of him with no barrier between us, is mind blowing. Whilst I thought the sex before was amazing, this is so much more and it means so much more to the both of us.

With each thrust he sends sparks of desire and pleasure through my body bringing me closer and closer to orgasm. This isn’t soft love making. This is pure, carnal, raw sex. His thrusts get increasingly harder and faster.

I manage to roll us over and take control. I’m surprised he let me do it, but I’m not about to stop and question him. I rest my hands on his chest and dig my nails into his skin as I slowly lower myself onto his hard cock before slowly rolling my hips.