In Spite of the Bosset Life(38)

Ace stood looking out the window and wouldn’t turn around to look my way. He seemed disgusted and annoyed by me. Someone needed to give in and say something or do something. I wanted to run and jump in his arms but my stubborn ass wouldn’t. I wanted to apologize but I couldn’t. I was standing crying my eyes out, fighting a battle with myself. I felt like I always made it to the front of the line, just to say I was never in the right line.

“Ace, I swear I love you. You gotta know I love you.” I tried to control my breathing and tears. Ace wouldn’t look at me. “Do you still love me like you use to?” I was so serious with this question. Ace walked over to me and just looked me in my face. I looked down because I couldn’t look him in the face. Instead, I looked around the room and wood flooring. He gently grabbed my face and made me look at him. Tears fell uncontrollably down my face. I sighed and bit my lip. My lip was shaking and I swear I was about to lose it. I needed Ace to tell me he still cares and loves me, not that he was hurting and wanted to divorce me. I ain’t want that. I couldn’t take that.

“Listen to me when I say this Koì. Don’t ever in yo f*cking life question my love. I don’t care if you was the cause of my dismissal. I love you through it all! You belong to me and I belong to you. I’m not up for letting you go. You make me strong and I make you strong. If I don’t have you, I’m nothing. You took my heart. Ain’t nobody f*cking with you,” said Ace, cracking a smile. Of course, it made me laugh. Ace always made me smile. We could be in the middle of a fight and he would do or say something crazy like this. Tears were still falling but I was smiling.

“Stop crying. You know your tears make me feel sad. Like I’m doing something wrong or something. I never want to be the reason for your hurt. I try so hard to protect and love you. I never want you to feel neglected or betrayed. You had no easy life and since I know, I should never add to that. You’re so beautiful inside and out. I don’t understand how someone could hurt you. I just wish you were happy being with me. I never intentionally tried to hurt your heart. Who would hurt this big heart of yours?” asked Ace, kissing my heart. He sucked in his bottom lip and looked at me. “Give me a chance to fix and repair your heart. I can’t watch you drown in your own tears Koì. You scaring me with this divorce shit. I really don’t want no divorce. I actually didn’t call my lawyer. I can’t even pick up the phone to sucker out like that.” Ace was looking me in my eyes. I held his hands. I looked in his eyes to his soul.

“I’m convicted with your love. Koì and Ace,” I said, putting my fist to his. He laughed and dapped me up. He kissed me like he thought he was about to lose me. I did the same because I thought I did.

“I love you, Koì Lee,” said Ace, holding me to his chest.

“I love you the most, DaDa.”

“No, you don’t.” We bust out laughing. Ace and I were so connected that we couldn’t be broken.

“Where’s Majesty?”

“Sleeping.” I grinned and gave him that look.

“You wanna have my baby?” asked Ace.

“I wanna have all yo babies Ace.” I bit my lip and sat on his desk. He spread my legs and stood between them. I put my hands on his neck and brought him closer.

“I miss everything about you. I want you to feel like the only woman because you are the only woman. I wouldn’t cross you. I want you to bubble over in happiness. I don’t want nobody else. You know I’ll do anything to make you smile. I don’t care what it is,” said Ace, gripping my thighs. I smiled and gave him a kiss. “I need you, not just with me because you feel you have to be. I need you to smile, so I can smile. I want pure happiness coming from you. I’ll do my part and swear to make you feel the love you need. You are a prize from God and I believe it. I’ll make you happy if you let me,” said Ace, putting my titty in his mouth.

“And I’ll make you happy if you let me,” I said, lifting his head up. I kissed his lips passionately.

“I want you to dance for your husband.”

“Huh?”

“Dance for me. You stressed a nigga out. I want you to dance and ease my mind. You f*cked me up with that divorce shit, so you gon dance.”

“Go have a seat,” I said, looking back at his desk that I was already sitting on. I didn’t feel like having him get the pole out, so I decided I would use the desk instead. If my husband wanted me to dance, then I would. If my husband was stressed, then I would fix that. Ace hooked up the music and made sure the door was locked. He had a playlist already set up, so I would have to freestyle and just make up some shit. Since I used to dance, it wasn’t a problem.

“Royal Koì has hit the stage. Do yo shit boo,” said Ace, clapping and grabbing some money from under the desk. They were crisp and still had the paper wrapped around.

“Royal Koì don’t want no one’s bay-bee. Get dat check book,” I said, shaking my head. He threw some money on the desk, letting me know he only had hundreds. I smiled because I was about to milk this nigga dry. I took my white leather jacket off and threw it to the side. He wrote me a few checks and put them to the side.

“Sit back. Welcome to the Royal Koì show,” I said, handcuffing my husband to the chair. He licked his lips. Beyoncé’s Rocket had just come on. I sat in his lap and moved my booty all around. I still had on my clothes, so I stood and took my clothes off. He didn’t have to tell me to go slow. I made sure I took off everything at a slow pace. Once I was down to my bra and thong, I put my heels back on. Ace was studying my every move. I rocked my hips and squatted down in front of him. I bounced up and down slowly in the squatting position. I swung my hair and changed into the crawling position. Ace smiled and nodded his head for me to crawl to him. I did but not that close. I turned on my back and arched it. He had a clear view of my * and I started doing the take it down. I played in my hair. Trina’s Wetter came on and it was time to stop playing. I got up sexually and walked to the desk. Ace was drooling. I raised one leg on the desk and played with my breast. I licked my titty and shook my hair. I bent all the way down with my one leg still stretched along the desk.