Wanting Winter(46)

“Yes,” he breathes out. I know it will only take him a few minutes until he is back in action, but I need to come now.

“Good boy. Now, go in between my legs now and suck my clit; make me come.”

He looks into my eyes and I look at him sternly. I now know he loves being told what to do, me taking control.

I love being in control.

I love having power over him.

I love being the boss of him.

He licks my thighs and I grip his hair. He slowly starts to lick up towards my folds and sucks on my clit. I groan from the pleasure. I am so sensitive down there right now. He starts licking harder and I feel my legs shaking again. I need to come. I want to scream out how bad I need to come right now.

“Suck me harder, make me come.” I grip his hair harder. After a couple of minutes, I come all over his mouth telling him to suck every last drop of me.

I love, love, love taking control.

It is my new turn on—telling him how to please me, when to fuck me. I think that’s what I have been searching for to help me move on.

Control.

Maybe I’m fucked up.

Maybe I am a control freak in general. But I don’t give a shit. If this pleases me then I’m going to do it every chance I get.

I stand up gathering my clothes, getting dressed, and once I’m sorted, I look to Joshua who is waiting for me with a happy look all over his face that causes me to laugh at him.

“There is something we need to get straight before we leave,” I tell him.

“What’s that?” He smiles, walking towards me taking my hands.

“I don’t want a relationship. I am not your girlfriend and you’re not my boyfriend.” I see the smile on his face slowly go.

“So what are you after?”

“I want us to keep being friends but with some perks.” I wink at him.

“You want a ‘friends with benefits’ type thing?”

I shrug. “If that is okay with you.”

He ponders over it for a moment. “So I still get to sleep with you.”

I smile, nodding. “Yes, you get to sleep with me. This is more beneficial for both of us without all the drama. I’m just not ready for anything like that.”

“I get it. Let's just have fun and not overthink this.” He cups my face and kisses me gently. “Now let’s go get a drink.” He takes hold of my hand and opens the door and I freeze when I see Drake sitting on the floor.

He stands up when he sees us comes out, and I see sadness written all over his face. I am sure he knows what went on in the bedroom.

“Hey.” I try and smile.

“I was told you both came up here, I was just seeing if you wanted to go home, but I see you don’t,” he says before walking away.

I chase after him, calling out his name, but he ignores me. “Drake, please wait,” I beg, and he finally stops when he gets to his car.

He turns and faces me, and I see so much hurt in his eyes. “Him? I have held you as you’ve cried, listened to you say how you can’t be with someone right now and then you sleep with Joshua.” He waves his hands in the air. “I have been there for you.”

“I know you have and I appreciate that you have, you have been an amazing friend.” I try and take hold of his hand, but he pulls it away.

“Friend. Of course, I would be just a friend. Who am I kidding? The nice ones never get the girl.” He shakes his head.

I feel tears prickle my eyes. “Drake, please. I just needed…” I stop. I don’t know how to explain it to him.

“You needed what? A good fuck? Someone, to take your mind off everything?” I nod. “I don’t even know why I am upset by this. I am overreacting. I need to go.” He turns but I block his way.

“You can’t leave me,” I cry.

“Winter, go back to the party; go have fun.” He looks to the ground.

“Drake stay with me,” I plead.

“I have to go. I’ll see you around, Winter.” He opens his car door. I look at the house then back to him and before I think twice, I pull him towards me, kissing him. I wrap my arms around his neck and I kiss him hard. It takes him a second before he starts kissing me back. I arch my body into him and he pins me against his car, lifting my legs so they wrap around his waist. The kiss is hard and needy and I swear I feel it vibrate all over me. I pull his hair, squeezing my legs so he has to push further into me. I feel like I can’t get enough. I feel his erection press against my core and I moan into his mouth.

He pulls back, his forehead pressed against mine. “Winter,” he says, breathlessly.

“I didn’t know you could kiss like that.” I smile against his lips.

He chuckles. “I didn’t think a kiss could be like that.”

“I want to go home now,” I tell him.

He looks behind me then back to me. “What about Joshua?”

“He isn’t my boyfriend. I don’t need to tell him my whereabouts. Right now, I just want to be with you.”

He helps me stand and guides me to the passenger side of the car and assist me in then walks around getting in his side. “Winter, before we go, what did that kiss mean?”

I shrug. “I don’t know. I just knew I couldn’t let you go. I need you.” It’s a stupid explanation but it’s all that I can come up with.