Atonement(30)

“You want this?” he inquired out loud. “Tell me you want this.”

“I want this,” I repeated.

“You want what? I want to hear you say it. I want that beautiful mouth to exclaim she wants my cock.”

My eyes never left his as I whispered, “I want your cock.”

Liam pushed me further up on the bed and knelt down in front of my spread legs. “All in due time but first, I have been dying to taste that sweet cunt of yours.”

Ugh, I hated that word but I tried not to let it kill the moment.

His fingers spread my sex like a flower before his tongue traced my swollen clit. I gasped out loud as his whole mouth surrounded the swollen bud with warmth while his tongue flicked over the center with measured, teasing strokes which drove me nearly to the brink.

Liam slipped two fingers inside my soaking sex and began to slowly pleasure me from the inside out as he licked my clit. I thought I would lose it but once I began to see stars and a powerful orgasm flowed over me, I knew I would be okay, physically at least.

He crawled up my body and began to kiss me passionately and for one lost moment, I forgot about precaution because before I knew it, he’d entered me and thrust hard and rough against my body. I placed firm hands on his shoulders and ended our kiss.

“I’m not on birth control. We can’t bareback,” I lied smoothly.

“Oh, okay.” He immediately withdrew and reached over to his bureau where he grabbed a condom wrapper, sheathed his cock and spread my legs and thrust inside me again.

As he kissed me, I felt the difference but what ever he had sheathed himself with wasn’t a latex condom. I could still feel the warmth of his hardness buried inside of me and every time he thrust into me, it felt as if we were still barebacking yet we weren’t. I tried to lose myself in the moment, knowing he wouldn’t have put himself or me in any danger. Sex was great but it wasn’t worth dying over.

His lips trailed my neck before he stopped and stared into my eyes. “Where are you because you’re not here, and you certainly aren’t in the moment?”

“Yeah, I know, I’m sorry…what kind of condom are we using?” I wondered out loud.

“Lambskin. I’m allergic to latex and I get monthly HIV and STD tests. Should I be worried about you? To be honest, you don’t seem like the promiscuous type. How many sex partners have you had? One, maybe two?”

His flippant description of my sexual history was a bit humiliating. “You’re the second,” I whispered as I felt my face heat up.

“Listen, lambskin doesn’t protect against STDs but we’re both safe. You said you weren’t on anything and it will protect against pregnancy. As far as I am concerned, that is my only worry. I don’t make it a habit to bone my employees or random women and I trust you. Do you trust me?”

His sky blue eyes were so bright with lust and truth, I nodded before I could stop myself from doing anything different.

Liam nodded and flipped me over onto my stomach. “Do you like it rough? Is that what will make you pay attention to the here and now?”

“Yes,” I gasped.

He grabbed my hair as he entered me roughly from behind and f*cked me hard and rough. I lost myself in the moment and it was exhilarating. Nothing existed outside of his hard thrusts and the way his cock felt inside me, opening me, commanding me to obey his every thrust and his need to get off along with my own.

When one of his hands snaked between my legs and began to caress my clit, I lost all sense of time and place. His breath, hot and heavy against my neck, drove me over the edge as he caressed me in a teasing way. He wasn’t trying to help me come in any way. The longer I held out, the more time he had to enjoy me and that was the point.

I lost count how many times he made me come that night or how many condoms we went through but it was more than three. As soon as I thought he was sated, he would be ready to go another round and as much as it embarrassed me to admit it, I felt the same way. I wasn’t ready for the night to end, not yet.

Around four in the morning, we were finally finished, physically and mentally exhausted. Liam liked to cuddle and he held me close in his arms, his lips kissing my neck and breathing my scent.

“No one can know this happened between us,” I finally said after a very long silence. “They will think you gave me the job because you were attracted to me and not because of my skills. Plus, the last thing I need is workplace gossip. It is going to be tough enough to be the new ‘girl’. I don’t need talk I’m just some whore who spreads her legs for the boss.”