Savage Love (Back Down Devil MC #7)(45)

Miller gritted his teeth.

Beck broke out into a full cry.

Miller settled for a kiss and left the room. He shut the door and walked to the wall and made fists, hitting the wall. He put his head to the wall and stared down. It was like he was out of breath. Or angry. Or… something.

In reality, it was easier than that.

Miller was in love. With Ella. And the baby.





seventeen.



Trev threw a shot of whiskey back and chased it down with a glass of milk. He then shoved both glasses to the edge of the bar and stood up. He stood and folded his arms, Miller watching the entire scene.

“How’d that taste?” Miller asked.

“Wonderful,” Trev said. “What’s our plan for today?”

“Brace ourselves for hell,” Miller muttered.

Blaine and Jace came into the clubhouse from the back hallways. Jace grabbed a pool stick and offered one to Blaine.

“Shoot?” Jace asked.

“No, I’m good,” Blaine said. He stared at the floor.

“What’s wrong with you?” Miller asked.

“She used her teeth too rough?” Trev asked.

“No,” Blaine said. “I hurt her.”

“You hurt someone?” Miller asked. “How bad?”

“A little blood,” Blaine said.

“From what hole?” Trev asked.

“Jesus,” Jace said. “I love these conversations.”

“No hole,” Blaine said. “Her tit.”

“Her tit?” Miller asked. “What did you do to her tit?”

“I don’t want to talk about it.”

Blaine made a move for the bar. He waved for a beer.

Miller took out his gun and pointed it at the prospect. “Give him a beer and I’ll shoot you.”

“Fuck,” Blaine said. “Come on, brother.”

“What? Are you actually embarrassed for once?”

“No,” Blaine said. “I don’t want you to get mad at me.”

“Why would Miller get mad at you?” Trev asked. “He has his own tits to suck on.”

“Shut it,” Miller growled at Trev.

“That’s the problem,” Blaine said.

“What is?” Miller asked.

“Promise you won’t hit me?”

“No,” Miller said.

“Fine,” Blaine said. “This reliever… massive tits, man. I mean… put your face between them and you’re dead. Like f*cking beautiful watermelons smacking you in the face when she’s on top.”

“Okay, we get the picture,” Miller said.

“I started sucking. Going at her left one. I couldn’t stop, man. I just kept sucking and biting.”

“Biting?” Trev asked.

“Yeah,” Blaine said. “I was waiting for something to happen.”

“Like what?” Miller asked. “Trying to make her come?”

“I guess you could say that.”

“So you bit her tit,” Trev said.

“But I couldn’t stop,” Blaine said. “I wanted… milk.”

The bar seemed to fall silent.

Jace dropped his pool stick. “Say that again.”

“Oh, f*ck,” Miller groaned.

“Milk?” Trev asked. “Why the…”

“Are you kidding me?” Miller asked Blaine. “Because of Ella?”

Blaine frowned and nodded. “I can’t stop thinking about it, bro. That baby sucking on her. I don’t picture Ella, okay? But I just picture myself with a woman who…”

“Wait,” Trev said. “Tell me what the hell is going on.”

“He caught Ella feeding Beck,” Miller said. “He shouldn’t have seen anything but he did.”

“You’re a sick guy, Blaine,” Trev said. “Now you have a milk fantasy?”

“I don’t know,” Blaine snapped. “It’s just there.”

“Hey,” Trev said, leaning by Miller. “Be honest. How did it look? Were Ella’s tits super big and full?”

Blaine grinned.

Miller grabbed his gun and pointed it at Trev. “I’ll kill you. Nobody would miss you, brother.”

“I don’t give a f*ck,” Trev said. “Kill me.”

“Enough tit talk,” Miller said.

Blaine laughed. Jace burst in laughter. Trev snorted.

“Conference room,” Miller said. “I want a full f*cking table right now.”

Trev put an arm around Blaine and pulled at him. “Come on, man. Don’t piss off the President. Plus, I want to hear all about these tits. The two women I had last night weren’t all that great. Barely a handful on one and mosquito bites on the other.”

Miller gritted his teeth. He wanted to explode but knew he had to keep himself level. If anything, it was a little flattering. Blaine had a woman f*cking him and he was thinking about Ella’s body.

“Give me a f*cking shot of something,” Miller yelled.

The prospect served the shot. Miller turned and saw the conference room filling up. The last guy to enter was Landon. He let the door shut behind him.