Touch Me Not (Manwhore, #1)(21)

“I said we’d meet tomorrow.”

“Milaya, what happened?” he asked softly. “Why are you crying?”

She just stared at him, tears leaking out of her big blue eyes, and it nearly did him in. It was a feeling he’d never experienced, and it unsettled him. He reached out to touch her, and she shrank away from him, her whole body trembling. He could see the fear in her eyes. This was the first time he’d ever really wanted to comfort someone, to help them, and he couldn’t. Her phobia prevented him from even trying to soothe her. Frustration burned inside, both at himself for wanting to comfort her, and his inability to do just that.

“If our arrangement is upsetting you this much, Lily, we won’t do it.” Nikoli couldn’t believe the words escaped his lips, but he wouldn’t be the cause of this. People were right in that Lily was special, and maybe that was why he was determined to have her, but he would never delibrately do anything to cause her this much pain.

She shook her head. “No…no, this isn’t your fault. Adam…”

When he heard her voice break, he wanted to smash Adam’s face. What the hell had the little f*cker done? “Adam what?”

She shook her head again and hiccuped. “Doesn’t matter.”

“It matters to me, Milaya.” His voice was deceptively calm. When he got his hands on Boy Wonder, he was going to do some damage. “I…” He broke off when someone started pounding on the door. With a growl, he swung around and nearly ripped it off its hinges, hoping Adam would be standing there so he could hurt him as badly as Lily was hurting now. Instead, he saw the same girl he’d seen Lily with earlier tonight.

She stared up at him, surprised. “Where’s Lily?”

“She’s not seeing anyone right now.” Nikoli tried to shut the door, but she slid around him. When she saw Lily in tears and shaking, she turned on him like a rabid dog. “What the hell did you do?”

“Nikoli didn’t do anything,” Lily defended him. “What are you doing here, Janet?”

“Adam said you were upset and…” Her eyes widened. “Adam did this? Honey, what happened?”

Lily’s gaze shot to Nikoli, and he cursed. Janet did the same.

“Come on, Milaya,” Nikoli said. “We’re getting out of here for a little while.”

“I don’t know.” Lily backed further away. “I…”

“I promise, I’ll be on my best behavior,” he assured her. “You need to get out of here, away from everyone for a little while.”

“I don’t know, Lily,” Janet frowned at him, which caused him to snarl in return.

“I’m not the one who hurt her,” he said, the bite in his own voice shocking him.

“Not yet,” Janet said hotly. “She’s not a one night stand, and she’s not one of your girls who spread their…”

“Enough!” Lily shouted. She’d had it. Everyone needed to shut up. Her head was pounding, and she felt like she’d been dragged over a pit of hot coals. She hurt. Everywhere. She couldn’t deal with any of this right now.

“I’m sorry,” Janet apologized. “I just…”

“I know, Jan.” Lily closed her eyes and let out a long sigh. “You care and you’re concerned, but Nikoli isn’t anyone’s business but mine. Leave it alone.”

Janet’s eyes went round, but she nodded. “Do you need to come stay at the House tonight?”

Lily shook her head. She couldn’t face anyone until after she calmed down. No way in hell did she want Janet pitying her all night either. “No, I’ll be fine. Go home, Janet.”

“But…”

“No buts,” she said firmly. “I’m going out with Nikoli anyway, so no need to stay here. I’ll be fine.” Lily couldn’t believe she’d just agreed to that, but the thought of all those girls in the hall whispering and talking about all the fighting…it was too much. Plus if she stayed here another minute remembering everything that happened with Adam, she’d go a little nuts.

Nikoli held the door open for Janet. Lily expected to see a self-satisfied smirk on his face when he closed it behind her, but instead, he still looked angry. Lily had been surprised to see Nikoli at her door to begin with, but was even more suprised he seemed to be pissed on her behalf. It confused her a bit. She hadn’t expected him to rush over here after her phone call.

“Why are you here?” she asked him, more curious than anything.

“I honestly don’t know.” He grimaced. Lily had the distinct feeling he was as confused by his own actions as she was. Nikoli Kincaid was not a man who checked on women, let alone women he’d just met.

“You didn’t need to,” Lily told him after a minute. “I’m fine.”

He snorted. “You are not fine, Milaya. Come on, let’s get out of here.”

“I just told Janet I was going with you so she’d leave,” Lily said. She had no intention of going anywhere with him. She’d changed her mind. “You can leave too.”

He studied her, and it made Lily squirm. “Do you really want to stay here by yourself, Lily? As soon as I leave, all those girls are going to start knocking on your door asking questions. Are you up for that?”