Love At First Glance (Love at Firsts #1)(64)

“Oh! Ellie.” I smile. “I like her, she’s cool.”

“She is.” He chuckles. “So, what do you think about moving back in here? Yes? Awesome.” He grins.

“Don’t jump the gun too fast. I love my apartment.”

“I know you do, but come on, it doesn’t beat this house.” He waves his arm around at the space around us.

“It kinda does.” I grin.

“How so?” He frowns.

“I love it and it’s me, you said it yourself.”

“Yeah, I just wanted to make you happy, this place is the real you. Your stuff is already lying around all over the place and your apartment doesn’t have me.” He shrugs.

“No it doesn’t, but I do have a nice view and the location is perfect. I can walk to work as well.”

“And you’re close to Valentine.”

“Oh for f*ck’s sake, Spencer! Stop it with him. I. Love. YOU! Get that in your thick skull. What do I have to do to f*cking prove it?” I sit up straight, already annoyed with him after only five minutes of us admitting our feelings. What a good start.

“There’s one thing.” He smirks as he pulls me into his lap to straddle him.

“And what is that? Please tell me so it’ll shut you up, at least for a few minutes.” I cross my arms over my chest and his eyes, as always, zero in on my boobs. “Up here, Spence.”

“Not even sorry.” He grins smugly.

“So?” I press him.

“We haven’t kissed yet.” For some reason I become extremely shy.

“I…Uh…”

“Am I that repulsive?” He makes a disgusted face and manages to make me smile and relax.

“It’s just…it’ll be the turning point to us. There won’t be any going back after this.”

“Babe, we’re already way too far gone. No matter what we do now we’ll never go back to how we were in the past. And if I’m honest, I don’t think I’d want to.”

“I know, neither do I, it's just scary.”

“I'm scared too, but here we are, in love and able to openly admit it, we just gotta seal the deal.” He waggles his eyebrows and grinds into me.

“Seriously? Is sex the only thing you have on your mind?”

“I haven’t had sex since you broke up with Adam. It’s been a while now. I have needs and I have your lady parts pressed against my dick right now. Sorry if that does something to me…Actually, you know what? I’m not sorry. I’m so f*cking hard and ready for you. All you need to do is say when.” He smirks.

“Pervert.” I chuckle and go to slap his chest but he grabs my hand and maneuvers us on the couch so that he’s lying on top of me.

“And damn proud. Tell me if you want me to stop.” He inches dangerously close to me. I wet my lips, anticipating this kiss. I’ve wanted this for over ten years. I’m more than ready. His gaze wanders from my lips, to my eyes and back to my lips. Unfortunately, I can’t physically pull him down to me. He licks his lips, making me want to be the one doing the licking. We stare at each other for what feels like forever before he closes the gap between us and seals our fate.

He brushes his lips over mine softly. I shiver in anticipation of what’s to come. He alternates between soft kisses and gentle nips on my lower lip, causing tension and passion to build up inside me. I feel like I’m going to explode if he doesn’t stop with this teasing.

After what seems to be an eternity but was just in reality a few seconds, he deepens the kiss and I feel like an electric shock sparked through my body. He slowly releases my hands and I wrap my arms around him, holding him flush to my body as he deepens the kiss even further. You know that one kiss, the one that’ll make you forget your own name, the one that’ll ruin you for anybody else, the one that makes you sure that he’s The One? That’s this kiss.

I lick his bottom lip, getting bolder the longer we kiss. He opens his mouth slowly and he caresses my tongue with his, alternating that with soft, gentle sucking on my lower lip and the occasional nibbling. The intensity is overwhelming. I never expected things to be like this with Spencer. I always thought it’d be awkward but this feels so natural.

All too soon he breaks the kiss and grinds into me, making me understand that we need to stop or he’s going to take things further. I want him so much, but I’m not sure this is the right time to take the next step.

“You’re f*cking perfect,” he whispers in a raspy voice.

“How so?” I blush kissing his chin.

“The kiss, your body, your personality, everything.” He sighs happily.

“Right back at you, Love.”

“Our bodies do fit quite well together.” He smirks grinding into me as a moan escapes my lips. “Yep, they do.” He chuckles.

“No point in me denying the obvious.”

“So true.” He smiles and kisses me softly. “Will you be my girlfriend?” He smiles sheepishly.

“I’ll have to think about it.” I shrug casually.

“You’re such a bitch.” He chuckles and nuzzles my neck.

“I know, but this bitch loves you. And yes. I’d love to.” I kiss his forehead.

“Thank you. You’ve just made me a very happy man.” He sighs happily.