Healing Gabe (The Last Hangman MC #3)(17)
“So do you,” she moans, rolling her hips. Her arms are still wrapped around my neck, keeping us close together, turning this supposed casual sex into something so much more intimate. Our eyes lock and I’m mesmerized. She is f*cking beautiful and in this moment, she’s mine. I can see that I’m all she has on her mind, and she’s all I have on mine.
I caress her back before grabbing her ass and helping her ride me, at a slow, painful pace but I don’t want this to end. I never want this to end. She makes me feel so alive.
She bites my lower lip, bringing me back to reality. We are both covered in a light sheen of sweat, our breaths ragged, our eyes filled with lust. We are both lost in the moment. We both need to feel again.
She starts riding me harder and faster, usually I need to be in control but this time, with her, with Viv, I don’t mind at all. It feels amazing to see her on the brink of falling apart.
I kiss her deeply, touching my tongue to hers when she opens her soft pouty lips for me. I grab her ass tightly, guiding her up and down my cock. She’s close, I can feel it, and so am I. It doesn’t take either of us long to fall over the edge.
“Viv,” I groan her name as I explode into the condom. I’ve never experienced such a strong orgasm.
She screams my name, throwing her head back. Her legs are squeezing my hips, her whole body is shaking, her chest heaving and she’s covered in sweat. Beautiful.
She falls limp into my arms. As I pull out of her and remove the condom, she whimpers. “Are you okay?” I ask concerned.
“Yes. I liked you in me,” she says shyly. Fuck. Me!
“Don’t say things like that.”
“Why not? It’s the truth.” She looks at me confused.
“I wasn’t expecting you to enjoy this as much.”
She chuckles and shakes her head. “Seriously? I thought you’d be super confident, cocky as f*ck and ask me if you were the best I’ve ever had.”
“I’m not that big of a dickhead!”
“That’s yet to be proven.” She grins innocently. I lay us down on the bed, facing each other. I move a strand of her lilac hair behind her ear, my fingers tracing down her neck all the way to her hip where I pull her closer to me. “Well, was I?” I chuckle, something inside me needs to know I was the best she’s ever had.
“Yes, you were,” she whispers brushing her fingertips over the scar on my right cheek. I nuzzle her hand and sigh, appreciating the answer and her honesty. I couldn’t help feeling proud that I was the best.
“You were too. Never thought I’d enjoy a woman in charge this much.” I smile and kiss her forehead.
“Glad you enjoyed it too.” She cuddles into me and I can’t help but wrap my arms around her. I’m not the type of guy who likes to cuddle after sex, but it was out of this world and it didn’t feel appropriate for me to just up and leave. More importantly, I didn’t want to.
“More than you could ever imagine,” I whisper and cover us up with the blanket. In no time, she’s fast asleep wrapped around me. I close my eyes and smile. I really could get used to this but I shouldn’t, I can’t. She is the one woman that is off limits, even though I’ve just crossed that limit.
Nothing ever should have happened with Viv. Not because I didn’t want her, but because I know how it’s going to f*ck with her head. I know Viv and Annie are two different people although they are twins. Annie was the sweet quiet girl. Viv was the fun and rebellious one. I never saw them as carbon copies of each other. They are so different, both in personality and looks. I just hope she’ll understand that I didn’t do this to relive my time with her sister.
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Today is the first time I can take Annie out on an actual date. We decided to meet out of town so we could spend some time together without the chance of anyone catching or spying on us. It will be refreshing to be able to hold hands in public, hell to even be out in public together.
We drive separately to Grand Isle. I asked Cabe if I could borrow his cabin by the lake for the weekend, telling him that I needed some time on my own. I hate having to lie to him but I can’t risk telling him the truth and have him disapprove, it could start a war. Even though Cabe and Annie know each other, I’d rather keep this to ourselves for the time being.
I travelled to the cabin a day early to set up everything and make sure we’d have everything we’d need. I’m not planning on forcing her to do anything she’s not ready for, but I wanted to make sure we had everything just in case. I’m anxious and excited to see her. Nicole has been sick and off from school for the past three days so I haven’t been able to see Annie at all.
We’ve been together for two weeks now and haven’t been able to go on a real date. Some days, I think it’d be best to end things with her, not just because of that dickhead Jared, who’s been dead set on getting his revenge on me for beating him up, but also because I can’t forget this uneasy feeling that I’ve had since we got together. It feels so good being with her, but it’s also so wrong and I know one day it’s going to catch up with us and we’ll have to pay the consequences.
I feel bad for Viv though, she’s had to hang out in some random places so no one would see her while Annie and I were together. I feel like a dick for doing this to Viv. I’m brought out of my thoughts by a knock on the door. I smile seeing what time it is. She’s here. I rush to the door and open it. I wrap my arms around her small frame and kiss her softly.