Carnage: Book #1 The Story Of Us (Volume 1)(92)

“Probably.”

“Do you want to go?”

“No, I want to stay. I want you to tell me what you’re thinking? What you think of me now that I’ve told you all of that?”

Bloody hell, this is all a bit deep and heavy for three on a Saturday morning, then thoughts starts popping into my head. “How did your Dad die?”

“He was murdered.”

“Like, Kray gangster style murdered?”

“Yeah, he was shot, on our doorstep, my little sister saw the whole thing, she had run and opened the front door ahead of him, and they pulled out a gun and put a bullet between his eyes.”

“Fuckin hell Cam.”

“Now dya want me to go?”

“Will you shoot me if I don’t give the right answer?”

“That’s not funny Georgia.”

“And dentist o’clock was?” Before he answers his belly growls loudly, my heads still pressed into his chest and I hear the sound echo around his insides, I look up at him with a grin.

“Are you hungry Tiger, have you worked up an appetite?”

His mouth is on mine before I even finish what I was saying, I twist around in his lap and straddle him, the duvet is between us but I can feel how hard he is regardless. I tangle my hands in his hair and he does exactly the same to me. My lips feel sore, burnt almost where his stubble is scratching over them; I pull away and look up at him, we went to sleep with the lamp on earlier, it’s just enough light to be able to see the glint in his eye.

“I thought you were hungry?” I ask with one eyebrow raised.

“I’m Hank f*ckin Marvin Kitten but would much rather be inside you”

“Do you have another condom?”

“Are you not on the pill?”

“I’m on the pill but I don’t know you well enough Cam, no condom, no sex, sorry but that’s my rules.”

He looks thoroughly pissed off for a few seconds. “I’m clean Georgia.”

“Says you.”

“What, do you think I would lie, about something like that?”

“Cam, I, no, I don’t think you would lie but I don’t have sex without a condom.”

“What if we were in a relationship, would you still make me wear a condom?”

“I… we would… no, probably not.”

“Would you like to be in a relationship, with me I mean?” Oh f*ck, here we go and I thought he was different.

“Cam, look, we’ve just had sex for the first time tonight, we could be sick of each other in a week, can’t we just see how we go with this?”

He bites down on his bottom lip and still doesn’t look happy. “I don’t share Georgia Layton, if we’re sleeping together, then I don’t expect you to be sleeping with anyone else.”

I feel a little bit ashamed, he has every right to think that I’m a two timing whore, I want to get off of his lap, I want to have a little hissy fit and order him to go but how can I, how can I when he knows exactly how I have behaved these last six months?

“There’s no one else Cam, there will be no one else while I’m seeing you, I won’t f*ck you about.” I don’t want sex now, the whole moment has gone.

“Would you like me to make you something to eat?” I ask.

His forehead is pressed against mine. “I would love for you to make me something to eat now please Kitten, and then when we are done, we find a f*ckin’ condom somewhere and we will f*ck again.”

And we did twice more.