Tempted (House of Night #6)(17)

Not pausing to think about what she was doing, Stevie Rae bent, lifted his shoulders gently, tilted his head back, and held the dipper to his beak. He drank thirstily. When he'd had his fill, she helped him lie back, but not until she'd put one of the towels under his head. Okay, I don't have anything to clean you up with except water, but I'll do my best. Oh, and I brought some strips of moss. If I pack your wounds with them, they'll help. She didn't bother to explain that she really didn't know how she knew the moss was good for his wounds--it was just one of the snatches of information she'd get from time to time--out of nowhere. One second she wouldn't have a clue about something. The next she'd be sure of how to, well, plug up a wound, for instance. She wanted to believe it was Nyx whispering to her, like the Goddess whispered to Zoey, but the truth was, Stevie Rae didn't know for sure. Just keep choosing good over evil . . . she muttered to herself as she started to tear one of the towels into strips. The Raven Mocker's eyes opened and he looked questioningly at her. Oh, don't mind me. I talk to myself. Even when I'm not alone. It's kinda like my own version of therapy. She paused and met his gaze. This is gonna hurt. I mean, I'll try to be careful and all, but you're pretty messed up. Go ahead, he said in that pain-filled whispery voice that sounded too human to be coming from such an inhuman-looking creature. Alright, well, here goes. Stevie Rae worked as quickly and as gently as possible. The hole in his chest was terrible. She flushed it with water and picked off as much of the twigs and crap from around it as possible. His feathers made what she was doing super weird.

There was chest and skin under them, but it was just so dang odd! He had feathers, and under them she found downy little black puffs that felt soft as cotton candy from the state fair. She glanced at his face. He'd laid his head back down on the towel pillow. His eyes were squeezed shut, and he was breathing in short little pants. Sorry, I know this hurts, she said. His only response was a grunt which, ironically, made him seem more guy-like. Seriously--the grunt was well known to be a major guy communication method. Okay, I think it's ready for the moss. She spoke more to soothe her own nerves than his. Tearing off a section of the moss, she carefully packed it into the wound.

It doesn't seem as bad now that it's not bleeding so much. She kept chattering, even though he barely responded to her. Here, gotta move you a little. Stevie Rae rolled him further on his stomach so she could get to the rest of the wound. He pressed his face into the towel and stifled another moan. Stevie Rae spoke quickly, hating that agonized sound. The hole where it came out of your back is bigger, but it's not as dirty, so I won't have as much cleaning to do back here. It took a larger chunk of moss to cover the exit wound, but she got it done quickly. Then she shifted her attention to his wings. The wing on his left side was tucked tightly against his back.

It didn't look like it had been injured at all. But his right wing was another story. It was totally messed up--shattered and bloody and hanging lifelessly down his side. Well, I guess it's time to admit I'm totally out of my comfort zone back here. I mean, the bullet wound was nasty, but at least I knew what to do about it--kind of. Your wing is something else. I have no clue what to do to help it. Bind it to me. Use the cloth strips. His voice was gravelly. He didn't look at her and his eyes were still tightly closed. Are you sure? Maybe I should just leave it alone. Less pain--if it's bound, he said haltingly. Well, shit.

Okay. Stevie Rae got to work tearing another towel into long strips, and then knotting them together. All right. I'm gonna arrange your wing on your back kinda in the same position your other wing's in. Is that right? He nodded once. She held her breath and picked up his wing. He jerked and gasped. She dropped it and jumped back. Shit! I'm sorry! Crap! His eyes slitted and he looked up at her. Between panting gasps he said, Just. Do. It. She gritted her teeth, leaned forward and, blocking out his muffled moans of pain, rearranged the shattered wing into a position that vaguely resembled the unwounded wing. Then, with barely a pause for breath, she said, You're gonna have to hold yourself up a little so I can get this tied around you.

Stevie Rae felt his body tense and then he heaved himself up, leaning mostly on his left arm, so that he was in a tilted-over, half-sitting-up position--and his torso was far enough off the floor of the shed for her to quickly wrap the towel strips around him and secure the wing. Okay, got it. He collapsed. His entire body was trembling. I'm wrappin' your ankle now. I think it's broken, too. He nodded once. She tore more towel strips and then securely wrapped up his surprisingly human-looking ankle, just like she remembered her volleyball coach wrapping up one of her teammates' weak ankles back when she was in high school at Henrietta High, home of the Fighting Hens. Fighting Hens? Okay, her hometown's mascot had always been silly, but at that moment it struck Stevie Rae as super-funny, and she had to bite her lip to keep a hysterical giggle from bubbling out of it. Thankfully she got herself under control in just a couple breaths, and managed to ask him, Are you hurt bad anywhere else? He shook his head in a short, jerky motion. Okay, then I'm gonna stop messin' with you, 'cause I think I got the worst of it tended. When he nodded once in agreement, she sat on the floor beside him, wiping her shaking hands on one of the leftover towels. Then she just sat there, looking at him and wondering what the heck she was going to do next.

I'll tell you one thing, she said aloud, I hope I never have to tie up another broken wing in my whole dang life. His eyes opened, but he didn't speak. Well, it was totally horrible. That wing hurts worse than a regular broken arm or leg, doesn't it? She was talking because she was nervous, and Stevie Rae didn't expect him to answer, so she was surprised when he said, It does. Yeah, that's what I thought, she continued, as if they were two normal people having an ordinary conversation. His voice was still weak, but it seemed easier for him to speak and she guessed immobilizing his wing had really helped his pain level. I need more water, he said. Oh, sure. She grabbed the dipper, glad her hands had stopped shaking. This time he was able to hold himself up and tip back his own head. She only had to pour the water into his mouth, or beak, or whatever the correct word for it was. Since she was already up, Stevie Rae decided she might as well gather up the bloody pieces of towel, thinking that she should get them away from the shed. The red fledglings' sense of smell wasn't as good as hers, but it also wasn't as undeveloped as regular fledglings. She didn't want to chance any of them having a reason to sniff around there. A quick search of the shed and she discovered extra-big lawn and garden trash bags, into which she stuffed the rags. There were three towels she hadn't used, and without really giving it much thought, she unfolded them and spread them out, covering as much of the Raven Mocker as was possible. Are you the Red One? His voice made her jump. His eyes had been closed and he'd been so quiet while she was cleaning up that she had assumed he was asleep, or maybe passed out.