Drawn to You (Lover to Stepbrother)(56)

The last part is of her and the band at a club. She watches Max start to dance with another girl. I watch as Sasha looks hurt as she watches him smile to the girl. Towards the end of the song, it’s like she is trying to reach out to him before pulling her hand back. The song ends and soon all the lights switch on.

“That’s it, guys.” I look at the clock to see we have been here for six hours. It didn’t even feel we were here for that long. I guess I loved watching her and time just flew by. The song is stuck in my head. Her voice playing over and over in my mind.

I watch her walk to the changing room trailer and I wait outside until she reemerges in the clothes she came in. I walk out first back to the limo. I don’t want her to say anything. The voice in my head is of her singing and I don’t want her bitchy comments to ruin that for me.





Sasha


I think I had too much to drink. I just feel so happy. I love every song that gets played and Karen and I dance to each one without a care in the world. I shouldn’t have drank so much but I know Colin is here to look after me. We just played another gig and I am on such a high.

The longer the night goes on, the more I keep thinking of him. I really have missed him. I tried to hold onto my hurt and anger for him but it’s getting harder. I keep looking over his way and like he knows when I’m looking at him, his eyes will find mine. Each time, I see that look he always used to give me.

I know that he wants me.

He would be an idiot if he couldn’t tell I wanted him, too.

I am still sexually frustrated since I didn’t get to finish as Colin pulled Digger away from me the other day and I don’t want to give him the satisfaction in pleasing myself.

I used to think that Digger was everything I needed sexually, but having Colin so close to me, how he speaks to me, I know I was missing something.

I am never truly sexually satisfied since Colin ruined me for any other man long ago.

I know that now.

He has been back in my life for only a few days and he is already getting under my skin.

I shouldn’t be thinking like this. He is my stepbrother but I want to say fuck it. Just for one night. It’s only a matter of time before we end up tearing each other’s clothes off, so why not just do it now and get it over with?

I grab Karen by the hand and pull her to the bar, ordering four shots of tequila. I down two, one right after the other, and wait for her to do the same.

“I want to fuck Colin,” I blurt out to her. She starts coughing,

“What?” She touches her chest. “You can’t fuck him. You’ve been telling me how much you hate him since he’s been back.”

“I know, but I still want to fuck him. Angry sex can be so good.” I look over to him and watch as he looks around the area. Seeing him in his suit, the shirt hugging his tight body, has me burning up. I feel my body being shaken as I turn to Karen.

“Sasha, he is your stepbrother. If it got out that you fucked him, even once, your reputation, the band's reputation will never be the same.” I know that she’s right. I don’t know if it’s the drink but with the ache building inside me, I don’t care.

“I know that. I just need him.” I need his hard cock so bad. She holds onto my shoulders.

“I think we have had way too much to drink. I know you will think differently tomorrow.”

“What if I get you and Aaron to fuck?” I try and bargain and she steps back. I know she liked him back in school. She wouldn’t admit it, but she did. She wouldn’t have wanted to lose her virginity to him if she didn’t have some sort of thing for him.

“If I wanted to fuck him, I could.” She places her hands on her hips. I start shaking my head at her.

“I heard Colin say to him that he isn’t allowed to fuck you since he’s on the job looking after me, unless Colin says so, but if Colin is busy with me, you could get busy with Aaron.” I sing out the last words.

“You are one evil girl.” I know me saying Aaron isn’t allowed to go near her, is more of a challenge for her.

“Just let me fuck him to get him out of my system. He may not be all that anymore. I may have thought he was great in bed since he was my first but now that I’m more experienced, he could be shit. If he is, that’s it.”

“What if he is mind-blowing like you remember?” I know that it is most likely to be.

“Then at least I had it one more time. You and I know after the stalker thing is over with, he will be gone. So let me do this,” I plead with her.

“I’m not your mother, but you do what you want to do.” Bingo.

“You are only agreeing because you want to fuck Aaron now.” We both burst out laughing.

“You shouldn’t have told me he isn’t allowed.. Now all I’m thinking about is his dick.” She groans.

“We are fucked up.”

She shrugs. “All the good rockstars are. Go get fucked girl.” I give her a tight hug.

“Tell him to come find me, I’m going to get some fresh air.” I head to the fire exit that leads me to an alleyway and I lean against the wall, my heart pounding.

It doesn’t take long for Colin to run out, and he looks angry, but I need him. I need him right now.

I need him to touch me.

“What the fuck were you thinking, coming out here on your own?” he growls, his eyes trained on me. Before I give him time to say anything else, I pull him to me, my mouth landing on his. He quickly pulls back, looking confused. “Sasha,” he breathes.