Atonement(58)
Colin’s mouth teased my right nipple in the same way he had the left only this time, he’d removed his hand from my clit and his right fingers were playing with my left nipple; it was stiff and attentive under his expert touch. God, I loved what this man could do to my body.
Slowly and without pretense, he abandoned my nipples but not before he said, “I want you to pinch and caress your breasts. I love watching you play with them while I go down on you.”
This brought a smile to my face as that was not a tough request to keep. It was true about my limited sex partners but I had a thorough amount of knowledge about sex in general. Without a doubt, there was no man who could eat * better than Colin and I could think this thought with a straight face because he was an expert.
He had no shortcomings to make up for because he had a decent sized cock. Hell, he wasn’t Dirk Diggler from the infamous film, Boogie Nights, but he was at least eight rock solid inches with a thick girth and that was more than enough for me. As far as I was concerned, his cock size was perfect like the rest of him was and I never felt like I was missing out on anything because he gave me everything I needed, both sexually and emotionally, and more.
The way he approached my soaking sex was a show in itself and I had never been more grateful in my life to have a Brazilian wax. He kissed my clit before his tongue flicked over it in a teasing, sensual way and I was his for the taking from that moment on. The way he spread my sex and licked my clit again before his mouth surrounded it in a apex of pleasure, sensation and feeling. My hips moved on their own, and ground closer to his mouth as his tongue licked lower and f*cked the entrance of my soaking sex. I continued to play with my breasts for him as his tongue led lower and teased my perineum. That was always as far as he’d gone so it didn’t shock me.
There was so much about Colin to love but I knew he was more of a freak in bed than he’d let on. I didn’t think he was the “whips and chains” type but I knew he wasn’t afraid to experiment and perhaps he was waiting for the okay from me. I was pretty much open to any and everything except sadism and masochism. It wasn’t my scene and I had enough issues without surrendering myself to a man. That wasn’t the type of person I was and I knew I could never be like that. I had nothing wrong with my fellow women who had it in them to do that but I couldn’t and deep down, he already knew this therefore it wasn’t a conversation that would ever happen between us.
However, when his tongue licked my anus, I jumped and sat up in bed. “What are you doing?”
Colin smiled lazily. “Relax. I’m not going to ask you if I can have you back there…not yet at least. I am assuming by your reaction you have never had anal sex?”
I lay down again and closed my eyes. “No, I haven’t. Drew wanted to because he was…well, you know…but I have heard horror stories from Caitlyn and she said it was the worst experience of her life. According to Aubrey, it gets better once you relax and use the right kind of lubricants but…I’ve never been as sexually adventurous as my cousin.”
“She’s right, you know. I picked up a few items since we are here in the legal sex capital of the world. Of course, it would have to be totally cool with you but it won’t be tonight. There is a…cleansing that has to take place. It helps prevent messy accidents you don’t want to know about but yes, it can be very pleasurable for a woman too.”
“Okay, well, if there are cleanses and what not then don’t lick me there because I don’t think it’s all right,” I whispered.
“Fine. Though I know your bowel patterns…we have been traveling together all this time. You actually went this morning before you had a shower so there is nothing wrong with my licking your anus. It isn’t disgusting and I’m not going to get sick by pleasuring you there.”
I leaned up on my elbows and looked down at my lover who was still positioned between my own legs. “I know but can we do it some other time then? Until I’m ready…can we just stick to straight intercourse and you eating me out?”
Colin’s crystal blue eyes stared at me in a devilish way before he nodded. “Of course, sweetheart. It’s no big deal but you should know that eventually, we will explore most of one another’s bodies. I don’t want there to be a place on your body I haven’t explored and I would be quite honored to be your first…when you are ready.”
“Okay,” I replied.
He began to lick my clit again before his mouth devoured it and before I knew it, he’d milked an orgasm out of me I was not quite ready to give. I felt cheated because all this talk of experimental sex hadn’t squelched my desire to have him. In fact it turned me on and that said a lot more about me than it did Colin; perhaps I wasn’t the extreme sexual prude I’d always believed myself to be and that was a scary revelation in itself.