Absolutely Unforgivable(88)

When I glanced over I noticed Billy was there talking to Patrick. I couldn’t hear what they were talking about but he was pointing up at the lights. He had that serious look on his face he gets sometimes before a show. I loved that side of him. It was so sexy.


Mindy came in right after and we all shared another shot. Darla and Starla came in next and they too wanted to have a drink. We hadn’t even completed the first set and I was already getting way too drunk. I knew I had to slow it down if I was going to make it all night, but still I couldn’t help it. The more I drank the easier it got to deal with all of this anxiety I had about Billy; our relationship; and being on stage. It was all just so much better this way. I didn’t want to think about any of that drama and the more I drank the quicker those thoughts went out of my head.


The first set went well. The guys played a few popular cover songs to get the crowd warmed up. When we made our way to the table Trista set up for us, she leaned in to me and Billy and reminded us that we were supposed to be a happy couple so we better start acting like it. I giggled and jumped in Billy’s lap. He whispered in my ear. “What are you doing?”


“I’m being your pretend girlfriend, like I was told to do. What, worried I’m going to scare off one of your whores for tonight?”


Billy just rolled his eyes and then we started signing posters and taking pictures for the lined up fans and every once in a while Billy would throw out one of the band’s t-shirts to a hot girl. When someone wanted to take a picture, I would lean in and kiss Billy on the cheek or look up at him adoringly.


Once I thought that Billy might be getting a little turned on by having me sit in his lap but I wasn’t quite sure. I whispered in his ear that I needed a break for just a moment. I wanted to order a shot and asked if he wanted one. He didn’t but Bree did so I got off of Billy’s lap and flagged down the waitress. She quickly returned with a whole tray of shots for the table. I grabbed mine and downed it in one gulp.


Bree poured a tiny bit of hers on my chest and then started to lick it off. She popped her head up and said “Hmmm. You know what would make this better?” She looked around at the crowd of staring men, and then giggled. “Salt! You need some salt Stacy.”


Before she could say another word someone handed her a shaker. She poured it on my breasts and then licked up and down, slowly and seductively. I laughed. I couldn’t help it. That girl was always doing something crazy like that. “Mmm, Stacy, you are deliciousness.”


Billy didn’t stop us this time, but I noticed him watching. Trista piped up. “Okay girls, that’s enough of a break. Let’s get a few more posters signed before the next set.”


When I sat back down on Billy’s lap I purposely squirmed so that I would rub against him. I knew now I was right. He was aroused. A huge grin came across my face and I leaned in to whisper in his ear. “This skirt is so short; I hope I remembered to wear my panties tonight.”


His eyes widened and his hand shot down between my legs to feel. Of course I had remembered to wear them. I was just teasing him; but still it was funny to watch the expression on his face when he wasn’t sure if I was serious or not.


Feeling I had my panties on he started to pull them to one side and insert a finger. I let out a soft moan. But then I realized we were in a club with a huge crowd of people around us, I stiffened up. “Okay you win. Stop. Billy! You win, you win!” I started to giggle and move my hips trying to force his fingers out of me and the rest of the table started looking our way wondering what was going on.


“You Mister are a very naughty boy.”


“What? You started it. You can’t tell me something like that and not expect me to check.”


For just a moment things were like they used to be between us and all was right with the world. But that moment would end all too soon because it was time to go back on stage. This set would start off with a new song Billy wrote. He didn’t look at me when he sang it, but I knew it was about me.


Hate me today. I hate how I loved you. Hate me tomorrow. I hate how you make me feel.


I hate everything you said that made my heart melt. I think I’m ready to let you go.


I hate what you did. I hate that you made me hurt. I think I’m ready to let you go.


I however wasn’t going to let this get me down. I had seen the set list earlier so I knew the next song was going to be “Crazy Bitch”. It was a fast tempo, upbeat song and the perfect song to get wild and crazy with. I pulled Mindy and Bree front and center with me at the start of the song and we did our naughty dance.