What Doesn't Destroy Us (The Devil's Dust #1)(37)

“Shadow,” she whispers into the dark. My name slipping through those angelic lips nearly has me busting my load.

I take her bottom lip into my teeth and give it a light tug before leaning up and catching those eyes staring back at me breaking walls I never knew were there. I have never loved before, but I would think it would take longer than the time I have known Dani.

Her nails skid across my back as I feel her vaginal walls squeeze my cock; she’s getting close. Her tits bounce while I thrust into her, screaming for attention. I reach down with both hands and grab onto her perky tits as I plow into her softly. Her hands come up and tangle into her own hair; her body arches and she spreads her legs wider inviting me in deeper. I can feel the fluttering sensation race deep within me, licking up my dick. I start to piston my hips faster. She moans louder and untangles her fingers from her own hair to fly at my back, her nails digging into my skin, claiming me. Her legs tighten now around my waist while she climaxes. The sight of her is it for me; I throw my head back and explode inside her.

I fall next to her trembling body; mine feeling like Jell-o; a first for me. She rolls over and places kisses on my chest, knocking the iPod off on the floor again and stopping the music. She doesn’t panic that she might have broken it this time. I don’t even know if Whitesnake is still playing, I am so caught up in us. Then it hits me; we just made love. Last time we did it was a bit more animalistic. This time was sensual, deep and tender. What the f*ck is happening to me?

I tuck her head under my chin and give it a kiss. Her hair smells like my shampoo, making me grin. Laying there we try to catch our breaths while I try to reel in what the hell I'm doing. Have I f*cking lost my mind? I can feel Dani’s breathing slow, as her body starts to go limp.

“Sleep, Baby,” I whisper into her hair.

“Shadow,” she croaks out, sleep heavy in her voice.

“Hmmm?”

“We didn’t use a condom,” she whispers against my chest.

My eyes snap open. Shit, how could I be so careless? I didn’t even think about a condom. This is yet another example of how I cannot think clearly around Dani. I have always made sure to wear a condom; never thought for a second to go without one. Even when I was a kid f*cking around, I always used a condom.

“I’m clean. You’re the only girl I have had sex with unprotected.”

“Yeah... but I’m not on the pill.”

Fuck. Of course, she’s not on the damn pill; she was a virgin until a few days ago, why would she be on it.

She pulls her head from under my chin and looks up at me. “Maybe Bobby can talk to Doc for me or something. We will figure it out. We will be more careful, though.” She kisses my lips tenderly, causing me to sigh into her.

“Good night, Shadow.” She whispers against my lips.

Fuck.





I feel fingertips sliding up and down my bare back, waking me from my slumber. I open my eyes to a tanned chest and remember my night with Shadow. A grin instantly plasters itself across my face. I look up at him and his gorgeous, blue eyes are looking back.

“Good Morning.”

“Mmmm...” I respond. I grab the sheet and pull it over us, tucking us both into the bed. I don’t want this to end; whatever is outside that door can wait. I don’t even mind his morning breath, not that mine is any better. He grabs the hand I hit Candy with, lifts it to his mouth and kisses each knuckle. How can he say he is a shitty romantic when he does things like this? When he acts like this, I have no problem being his.

“I want to take you out this evening,” he says. I look up at him, shocked. His face looks shocked, too, that he even said it.

“Really?” I respond, stunned. I didn’t take him as a date kind of guy.

He nods his head yes.

I feel giddy, like a teenager being asked to prom.

“What are your plans today?” I ask him, trying to find a distraction from the awesome feeling bubbling inside of me.

“I got church; gotta let the Prez know how the run went; see if anyone heard anything back on the shooting or that Stevin guy; then probably work on my car some.” He starts rubbing his rough fingertips up and down my back again. The feeling is so sensual; I love it. Wait, he has a car? I haven’t seen it.

“What about you?” he asks.

I sigh heavily. “Oh, probably helping Babs or laying around in here. It’s pretty boring here.” I am glad I have someone to talk to like Babs, but sitting around here doing nothing is driving me crazy.

I run my hands across his chest; his body is so toned and perfect. I feel his length pressing against my stomach as I caress his chest. It makes me feel needed. I throw the sheets over my head and lower my body down the bed. I find Shadow's impressive length instantly.

“What are you doin'- aaahh!” I lick up Shadow's shaft before he can finish his sentence. I flick my tongue at his head and cup his balls with my hand. I sheath my teeth with my lips and plunge my hot, moist mouth around his erection. His body comes off the bed as I suck on him like a Popsicle. My hand grabs the bottom of his shaft to keep it still while I assault him with my mouth. He groans as I flick my tongue on the underside and continue to suck him without mercy. I feel his length pulse and tighten as I bob my head. I hollow out my cheeks and suck harder, making his body tremble. He places his hand on my head as I continue to suck him like a vice. His shaft tightens and pulses inside my mouth again as he groans.