Uniting the Souls (Souls of Chicago #6)(31)
My eyes traveled up the tall expanse of smooth, ebony skin until they landed on Hudson’s face. He was staring down at me through hooded eyes and his voice was rough when he told me, “Everything you’re doing is perfect. You both make me feel so good.” I saw the honesty in his eyes and so I knew he hadn’t just said that to placate me. I felt proud of myself and I quickly went back to work, trying to draw every bit of pleasure from him that I could.
Matt’s tongue flicked over mine as we took turns licking and sucking Hudson, stopping occasionally to kiss. I cried out when I felt Matt’s long fingers circle around my cock. He pulled on it a few times and let his thumb smooth over the tip, spreading my pre-cum all around and driving me insane. I was having trouble concentrating on what I was supposed to be doing to Hudson with Matt’s hand working over me like that.
All of a sudden, Hudson leaned down, cupped me under the arms and lifted me off the floor and onto the bed in a move that seemed effortless. Matt got to his feet beside Hudson and they both stared down at me. I had to resist the urge to cover myself as I lay there, naked and exposed, under their watchful gazes. The appreciation and carnal lust I saw in their stares made my apprehension fade away, replaced with a feeling of power like I’d never experienced before.
I decided to tease them by running my hands down my stomach and tugging on my cock a few times. Their eyes continued to follow my every movement as they reached for their own leaking cocks. My skin felt like it was on fire and I found myself liking this little bit of exhibitionism.
Hudson growled and grabbed Matt in a fiery kiss that made my toes curl. The men clawed at each other as they kissed and Hudson bent his knees so that their cocks were lined up with each other. His large hand slid between their bodies and wrapped both of their dicks in his tight fist. Pre-cum dribbled out of them like a faucet, slicking their shafts and making Hudson’s hand glide quickly up and down. Matt whimpered at what had to be an amazing feeling and I licked my lips at the show they were putting on for me.
No longer satisfied to sit on the sidelines, I climbed onto my hands and knees and crawled to the foot of the bed where they were standing and pushed my head between their two bodies. I could hear their gentle groans as they kissed above me and I began to lap at their combined juices, memorizing the various tastes and textures of my lovers. I was in Heaven.
Hudson’s tongue swept through my mouth, urging me to do the same and I felt long forgotten sensations spark to life once again. The wet heat of Isaac’s eager mouth on me made my legs shake and I slid my hands up Hudson’s strong arms, clinging to him so I wouldn’t fall.
I’d only been with a few other men since Sean, each of which I’d met through a hookup app on my phone. I didn’t use the app often, but I kept it there for the times when the loneliness got to be so heavy that I thought I’d drown in it. It was in those moments when I just needed the touch of another person, and it didn’t matter who, that I’d find myself giving in and swiping through the app. Those hookups were quick, cold, and done with the sole purpose of getting off.
I could already tell that being with these two men was going to be different. Isaac was all gentle movements and held nothing back as he gave of himself freely. Hudson on the other hand was intensely passionate, taking what he wanted without apology, but giving back just as much in return. The contrast between the two was addictive and I didn’t think I’d ever be able to get enough. And that right there was what scared me.
Hudson’s mouth made a path across my jawline, kissing and nibbling his way over to my ear. I shivered as he licked along the shell of it and then dipped down to gently suck the tender skin right under my ear.
“I think it should be you,” he whispered in my ear. I pulled my head back so I could see his face, but it was hard to concentrate on what he was saying because Isaac’s enthusiastic mouth was pushing me closer and closer to the edge.
“What?” I rasped.
“I think you should be the one to take Isaac for the first time.” My eyes widened in surprise and I glanced down just as Isaac’s head shot up, our cocks leaving his mouth with a wet pop. “That is, if you even want things to go that far. We’ll only do what you’re comfortable with,” Hudson assured the younger man. I studied Isaac’s reaction closely, but he didn’t look nervous anymore. Instead, his expression was one of curiosity, surprise, and, as he focused his attention on me, longing.
“Is that something you’d like?” Isaac asked me. I couldn’t speak as I stared into those sweet, innocent, blue eyes that I had looked at for years but that I felt like I was just getting to know.
What he was offering was huge and not something that I took lightly. I cared about Isaac, he was important to me. Even though I’d never told him about my past, I was closer to him than just about anyone. The fact that he wanted to give so much of himself to me was humbling and I wasn’t sure I deserved it. I dropped down to my knees beside the bed and cupped his cheeks in my hands.
“I would love to be with you in that way, but you need to be sure. You won’t ever have a first time again and it should be with someone very special. I can’t make you any promises and I won’t lie and say that I can, so you need to be sure,” I told him.
“I’m ready and I want to be with you; with both of you.” Isaac glanced at Hudson and then back at me, staring directly in my eyes as he answered. “I’ll be honest and say that I really hope this isn’t our only night together, but if it is…if this is the only chance I ever get to feel you and experience what it’s like to be this close to you, then I’m not going to let that opportunity pass me by.”