Uniting the Souls (Souls of Chicago #6)(29)
I felt drunk on the unbelievable things they were doing to my body. I turned my head in search of him and Hudson found my mouth with his, licking at my lips until I opened to him, allowing him entry. He sucked on my tongue at the same time Matt moved to my ear and began to nibble at the tender flesh beneath my ear.
Hudson’s lips left mine and I groaned in frustration until I saw where he was headed next. He cupped the back of Matt’s head and tugged him forward. The two of them began to make out over my shoulder and I reached down, cupping my cock roughly through my clothes, trying to resist the urge to come. It wasn’t easy when I could see their tongues sweeping inside each other or the way Matt bit down on Hudson’s lip, gently pulling on it with his teeth and eliciting a deep groan from Hudson that vibrated against my back.
Hudson’s hand came up and held the back of my head as he drew me towards them. The three of us shared a kiss, full of passion and discovery as our tongues explored each other, and I was amazed at how very right it felt to be kissing two men at once. I wasn’t sure how much longer I would be able to hold off my orgasm though so I broke away, my chest heaving as I gulped in air.
Hudson reached around my waist for the button of my pants, but Matt put his hand over Hudson’s stopping his movements. Matt looked at me and I could see beyond the heavy lust and need in his eyes, the seriousness of whatever was on his mind.
“Isaac, have you ever done this before?” he asked gently.
Hudson stiffened slightly behind me and I felt my face heat with embarrassment. I must have done something to fuck up already. How else would Matt know how completely inexperienced I was? I wanted to curse my lack of knowledge, but at the same time, I was glad that I had waited to share such an intimate moment with the two of them.
Unable to speak around the lump in my throat, I shook my head once. Matt must’ve seen my distress because his eyes immediately softened and his hands came up to cup my face. The look in his eyes was almost tender as he spoke.
“Don’t be embarrassed, you didn’t do anything wrong. I just want to be sure that this is really something you want to do,” Matt explained.
My eyes burned with the knowledge that even in that moment when it would have been so easy to just lose ourselves in the needs of our bodies, Matt was still watching out for me, making sure I was protected, just as he’d done since the day I met him.
“We can do as little or as much as you’re comfortable with,” Hudson said behind me and I turned my head so I could look in his eyes.
He stared back at me with a gentle look that left no doubt as to the sincerity of his words. They cared about me as a person and that knowledge was what solidified the decision in my mind. I wanted these two men more than I wanted my next breath and I was tired of waiting.
“I’m absolutely positive,” I answered, my voice steady and sure. They shared a look over my shoulder and then Hudson asked me something that made me want to bury my head in Matt’s chest.
“Have you ever had anything inside you before? Your fingers or a toy perhaps?” he asked.
It was strange that after everything I’d been planning on doing with them that Hudson’s question would seem so unbelievably personal, but I just wasn’t used to talking about sex with anyone else, especially not about what I had ever done or not done to myself. Deciding that I should be able to talk to my lovers about that sort of thing, I decided to answer honestly.
“Just my fingers a few times.” My face felt like it was on fire and I was sure I resembled a tomato at that point, but I was grateful when neither man laughed at me, not that I’d expected them to.
“Thank you for telling us,” Matt said. “We weren’t trying to embarrass you, we just needed to know so we could slow things down; take care of you properly.”
A slow burn started low in my belly at the idea of how the two of them would take care of me and my embarrassment was replaced with a renewed desire to share myself with my new lovers. My lovers. I liked the sound of that, liked the sense of ownership and belonging it brought to mind.
“I want to see you both, naked in my bed,” Hudson suddenly announced, his voice was rough with desire and it made my cock leak into my underwear.
He stood up behind me and backed up to give me room as I crawled off Matt’s lap. I winced as I adjusted myself inside my jeans, but apparently, I wasn’t the only one with that particular problem because Matt and Hudson did the same. Hudson held my hand as we climbed the stairs of the loft and I reached behind me for Matt, not wanting to sever the connection between the three of us.
The loft was spacious with a large California king bed and a nightstand on each side. My heart pounded wildly in my chest as I stared at the bed, but it was excitement rather than nerves that had me shaking.
Matt came up behind me and wrapped his hand around my waist until it lay flat on my stomach. I sucked in a sharp breath at the feel of his hard bulge pressing into the curve of my back. I was still having trouble believing that this was all really happening, but the warmth of Matt’s hand as his fingers pressed against my bare flesh and the heat that emanated through his clothes, soaking into me all the way to my bones, served as a reminder that the moment was very much real.
Without letting go of my hand, Hudson turned to face us. His gaze zeroed in to where Matt’s hands splayed across me, his pinkie finger tracing circles around my belly button. Hudson clenched his jaw as his eyes turned nearly black with raw desire.