The Drake Unwound Complete Collection (The Drake Series Book 9)(19)

"Can I join you?"

I felt bad but couldn’t encourage her. "I'm in a hurry, so we can't do anything this morning."

"That's OK," she said, and stepped back to close the curtain. "I'll wait until you're done."

I took hold of the curtain and stopped her, catching her eyes with mine.

"I'd love to f*ck you, but I'm really in a rush," I said and shook my head. "But later, I want to watch you make yourself come for me." There. That would arouse her and excite her. She’d be wet all day in anticipation.

“What?" She made a face.

"Katherine," I said and furrowed my brows in a sad attempt to look stern, fighting a grin the whole time. "I enjoyed watching you f*ck me so much, I want to see you get yourself off. No objections. Masturbation was part of the agreement, in case you forgot."

She bit her lip. "I've never done it in front of anyone. I don't know if I can, you know," she said, raising a shoulder. "Relax enough."

That excited me. I’d be the first to watch her pleasure herself to orgasm. I’d be semi-hard all day in anticipation. It wasn’t just the visual of her masturbating that aroused me. It was the thought that she’d let go of all her own inhibitions and be open enough to make herself come in front of me.

That required complete intimacy, and that’s what I wanted. It’s what I craved.

"I want to see you use Big, but for today, I'll let you use your own fingers," I said. I finished rinsing off and stepped out of the shower, grabbed a towel and dried off. Kate leaned against the doorjamb and watched while I brushed my hair. She was still naked, her arms crossed around her waist.

"You look entirely edible, Ms. Bennet,” I said, my eyes roving over her body. “I don't know how I'll make it through the day, thinking of what I'll get when I return tonight."

"You're going to be gone all day?"

"Meetings and more meetings," I said. "But when I get back, I want you freshly showered and waiting for me, naked, on the bed, your legs spread. I want you already wet, thinking of me."

She smiled reluctantly. "If you really want to watch..."

"I really want to watch," I said, knowing that she’d be both aroused by it and shy. "I want you looking in my eyes as you make yourself come, thinking of me watching you."

"I'll feel like a wanton woman," she said, biting her lip as if she was trying not to grin.

"That's exactly how I want you to feel, because there’s one inside of you if you'll let her out." I went to the bedroom closet and pulled out my clothes for the day – a dark suit, white shirt and dark tie. After I dressed and pulled on socks, I stood before her, trying my best to look stern and dominant. I wasn’t used to moving between being a normal boyfriend and a Dominant. Doing so would take some finesse.

"I want you to perform for me on command. I want you totally focused on me, your eyes on mine. I'll be so hard, I'll have to f*ck you immediately after."

"Oh, God," she said, closing her eyes. "How will I last until tonight?"

I stood in front of her and tilted her chin up, staring in her eyes. "You are not allowed to even touch yourself until I'm watching you, except to wash, do you understand?"


"I love it when you're all bossy," she said, smiling.

"Katherine, you need a spanking for that grin." I shook my head, unable to hold back a smile. "You can think of me," I said, stepping closer. "You can imagine what will happen, but don't touch yourself until I'm with you."

She nodded. "OK," she said. "I won't."

"Good girl." I bent down to kiss her. "I'll call you from the street and let the phone ring twice so you'll know to be ready and waiting for me. When I unlock the door, I want to find you on the bed, naked, your legs spread."

She smiled, a flush spreading on her cheeks.

"Do you have time to eat?" she asked and followed me to the entrance.

I grinned. "Ms. Bennet, you know I love to eat you, but I told you I have to run…"

She laughed. "I meant food."

I opened the closet. "No. I'll pick something up at the cafeteria after my appointment." After I pulled on my coat and boots, I bent down and kissed her once more. "You are so delicious looking, all naked and beautiful. I hate to leave you, but think of me while I'm gone. Imagine it."

Then, I left, pulling the door closed behind me.





CHAPTER EIGHT





My day went quickly, despite the slate of business meetings I had at the Corporation, the Foundation and the hospital, wrapping up the small details that would allow me to hand over both my cases and business matters to others.

I didn’t like giving up control, but I had to do it. There was no way I could keep things going at a distance, even with the conferencing software on the web. I’d have a teaching load, a surgical load – and Kate – to keep me busy in Nairobi. I had to give them all my total focus because Michael Owiti was relying on me to help him out at the college and hospital. Kate would be relying on me as a partner and lover.

I enjoyed being responsible and in control. In truth, I knew nothing else but being in control. I’d been responsible for myself for so long that I couldn’t remember a time when I felt out of control – except when Maureen left and again when my father died. Luckily, both times I had someone to help me stand up straight and get back in control. Lara supported me when I got divorced and Ethan befriended me when my father died.