Teaching Aleck (The Last Hangman MC #2)(51)
I deepen the kiss when she moans, giving my tongue access to her mouth. My dick stands straight to attention as I caress her tongue with mine, gently sucking on her bottom lip. She wraps herself around me. I get lost in the kiss and back her up against the patio door. I caress down her sides, resting my hands on her hips, squeezing them a bit too roughly. Her pained moan brings me back to reality. “I’m sorry, Gorgeous, I got carried away.”
“I never said I minded,” she says out of breath. “I enjoyed it.” She smirks at me and nips my bottom lip.
“Well, someone turns out not only to be very understanding and simply amazing, but also a little bit kinky, I like that…a lot.” I smile and kiss her again, more gently this time.
“What can I say? You bring the best out of me.”
“I see that.” I sigh happily resting my forehead on hers.
“Not to put a downer on this moment that I totally loved, but will you ever tell me the rest of your story, what you were trying to get me to say so you didn’t have to say it yourself?”
“Here I thought I would get out of telling you about it today.”
“Might as well get everything out of the way today.” She kisses my chin as she’s still wrapped around me and can’t reach my face.
“Alright, if that’s what you want.”
“Yes, but only if you want to share your past with me.”
“I don’t want to taint your mind with my f*ckedupness, but you need to know this before we go any further. I think at this point, we both have the power to hurt each other pretty badly. I’d rather have you know everything up front, than have you find out some things in the future and end things with me.”
“Seriously? By now you still think you’ll be able to get rid of me? You’re stuck with me forever, Sanford.” She grins innocently and brushes her lips over mine.
“I never want to get rid of you. You’re mine forever.” I hug her tightly and burry my face in the crook of her neck. “You smell good.”
“Alright, you creep.” She chuckles and slaps the back of my head playfully.
“Not even sorry.” I kiss her neck and sit down in the outdoor couch pulling her onto my lap before spilling my guts out…
CHAPTER 21
Charline
To say Aleck had a rough time when he was younger is putting it mildly. Despite everything, he turned out to be a good man, even while being in a MC. The illegal shit he partakes in never scared me. I know he’d do anything for Ally, and for me.
I make myself comfortable in his arms and he nuzzles my neck.
“You know you’re going to have to speak up eventually, Sanford.” I can’t help but moan as he gently bites my neck.
“I know, but you’re so much more interesting than my tale of woe.”
“Bullshit.”
“Just telling you the truth.” He strokes my cheek softly and brushes his lips over mine softly. “Are you sure?”
I nod. “Very.”
He sighs and rubs his nose on mine gently. “Okay,” he whispers. “When my sister took her own life, I used to stay in by myself, wallowing in self-pity. Some friends from college tried to get me to go out and I started to drink, too much for my own good. After a while I couldn’t stand them anymore, I was always moody and found everyone irritating. I went to a random bar and they served me alcohol. I used to have a fake ID, but then I got busted. I was kicked out of the bar and ran into some guys that were hanging around outside. Clearly, they weren’t the right crowd to be around when you’re emotionally unstable, but I couldn’t help myself. They told me they could help me cope and that’s when I started doing drugs. I wasn’t using much at first, but then it got too painful and I started to take more and more to the point where I couldn’t think straight without it. The day I hit my lowest point was the day I got into a fight with Ant. We had hung out a couple of times before, but I was on edge that day. I know now that Ant was just trying to be a good friend, but I got pissed off and picked up a fight with him. You saw how big Ant was already at that time, he kicked my ass pretty quickly. A couple of days later, I gave him a call and we talked. That’s when I started to hang out at the club. They soon took me on as a prospect. I didn’t want to live a normal life anymore. It clearly wasn’t for me. My life was pretty simple back then, eat, f*ck, sleep, do whatever they told me to do and repeat. Then, my world was turned upside down by my blonde angel.” He smiles looking up at me, making me melt inside. “You weren’t around nearly enough to my liking, but seeing you always made me smile even in the darkest times. I was still struggling at that point. I relapsed a couple of times, but Ant and Cabe were always there to help me out. When you left for college, I fell back into my old habits very quickly. I couldn’t think straight, you were the light to my darkness. I started to hang out in bars and that’s where I met Emma and you know how that story goes.” I nod and kiss his head.
“I’m sorry you’ve been through so much, even if some of it was self-inflicted.”
“I’m okay now, the temptation to slip is still very much there, but I’m doing my best. Ally is helping a lot and you of course. I want to be strong and stable for you both. I don’t want you to stop wanting me anymore because I couldn’t resist another hit.”