Ryan Reign (New York Ruthless #4)(58)

“Liam. Where are you going?”

“Back to bed,” I snap with my head down.

“You want something to eat?”

“No,” I shake my head, still unable to look at her beautiful face.

“Liam?” she whispers. “Why won’t you look at me?”

I hear a sob catch in her throat and it breaks my heart so much that I’m forced to look up. “How can you look at me and not see him, Jessie?” I drop my head again quickly, scared to look into her eyes in case I see something in them that I can’t stand. She’s too good of a person to make me feel bad about who my real father is, but she can’t hide the truth from me. I can read her so well, and it’s something that I’ve always loved about our connection, but now I wish for blissful ignorance. She places her warm hands on my cheeks and tilts my head so I can’t avoid looking at her.

“I look at you and see you, Liam. The same man I saw yesterday. The same man who I’m completely in love with.”

“But he’s our dad, Jessie. The man who did all of that fucked up shit to you, is my fucking dad!”

“Hey! My biological father was a madman who had my whole family slaughtered, including his own twin brother. But I am who I am because of my dad – the man who raised me – and not that murderous psychopath. Just like you are who you are because of the man who raised you.” She glances over at Shane and smiles. “And even though you’re pissed at him right now, you know that he did a pretty good job with you and Mikey.”

“I hate that he caused you so much pain,” I say. I have a physical ache in my chest when I think about what that sadistic cunt did to her. It was rough enough when I thought he was our uncle, but that my own father was capable of it... Not that Patrick Ryan was much better.

“And I hate that he’s causing you some now. Please, don’t let this come between you and me, Liam. That would be the true pain. It would break my heart,” she says as a fat tear rolls down her cheek. What the fuck I ever did to deserve her devotion, I’ll never know.

“I will never let it come between us, Jessie,” I say as I wipe the tear from her face.

“Good,” she whispers as she leans up on her tiptoes and seals her lips over mine. I wrap my arms around her as she slips her tongue into my mouth and I melt into her, kissing so fiercely that I feel like I might run out of breath.

“Bedroom!” she breathes as she breaks our kiss for a second and what can I do but obey her as she kisses me again and I walk backwards toward our bedroom. As we pass Mikey, she reaches out and grabs hold of his hand too.



Mikey closes the door behind us and the three of us stand beside the bed. Jessie peels her top off over her head.

“Are you boys planning on keeping your clothes on?” she asks with a grin and a pop of one eyebrow.

“Fuck, no!” Mikey chuckles as he starts to unbutton his jeans. I undress too until all three of us are naked.

“What’s going on in that deviant mind of yours, Red?” Mikey asks.

“I want both of you right now,” she breathes as she reaches for us.

“You’ve always got both of us,” I whisper against her ear as I step up beside her, pressing my body against her back.

“Yeah, Red,” Mikey agrees as he presses against her front until she is sandwiched between us. She wraps her arms around Mikey’s neck and pulls him to her for a kiss as I press soft kisses against her neck that make her squirm. My hand slides between her and Mikey until I find her slick folds. I can’t help groaning as she grinds against my hand. “You’re always so wet for us, baby.”

“How does she feel, bro?” Mikey breathes as he breaks their kiss.

“She’s fucking soaking,” I groan. “I can smell how ready you are for us, baby. You make me so fucking hard.”

She gasps as I press my cock against her ass and push a finger deep inside her pussy.

“What do you want, Red?” Mikey hisses.

“I want both of you to fuck me right now!” she groans as she releases a rush of slick heat onto my finger.

I look up at my twin and he nods his head. We don’t need to speak to know what the other is thinking. And I have wanted to do this with her for a long time.

“Get her onto the bed,” I say and Mikey guides her to the bed before pushing her to lie down.

We both look down at her. She is the most beautiful fucking thing I have ever seen in my life. I want all of her. Her body, heart and soul. I need to know that she still trusts us, and that things are no different now that she knows who we truly are. She can tell me that things haven’t changed but I need to feel it from her.

“Are you going to tell me what’s going on in those devious minds of yours?” she breathes.

“You trust us, baby?” I ask.

She doesn’t miss a beat. “Yes.”

“You up for something a little different, Red?” Mikey grins as he crawls onto the bed beside her.

“With you two? Always!” She smiles at us both and my cock throbs in appreciation.

“We’re gonna have to get her super wet,” Mikey says to me with a flash of one eyebrow.

“What are you two planning?” she asks with a frown as I crawl onto the bed. I run my hands up her calves to her knees and spread her legs wide until her beautiful pink pussy is on full display.