Holding You (Love Wanted in Texas #3)(7)

Fuck. Why am I thinking of Lauren being with other guys? What the hell is wrong with me? Shaking my head to clear my thoughts, I kicked my briefs off to the side. My body jumped when Lauren took me in her hand.

Please don’t come. Please don’t come. Fuck . . . think of something else, Mathews. Lauren’s hand slowly moved up and down my rock-hard shaft. I was so hard, I actually ached.

Movies . . . I wonder what movies are coming out this weekend? The moment she took me into her mouth, I about lost it. Pulling back, I dropped down to my knees. “No! Holy f*cking shit, Lauren.”

Lauren jumped back. “Did I do something wrong? Oh God, I’ve never done that before, Colt, but I really, really wanted to, and I’m so sorry if I did something wrong. Shit! Shit! Shit!”

I looked into her frightened eyes, and I was elated knowing she had never given a guy a blowjob. Attempting to find my voice, I smiled the same smile I noticed seemed to make Lauren’s eyes light up. “No, sweetheart. God no, you didn’t do a damn thing wrong. I don’t want to come before I even get a chance to be inside you.”

The fear in her eyes was replaced with desire. “Really?”

Letting out a small chuckle, I nodded. “Really.”

The blush that moved across her cheeks was the sexiest thing I’d ever seen. “Now lie back, baby. I’m going to get that taste of you now.”

Lauren’s chest heaved up and down as she scooted her ass up the bed and laid her head down on the pillow. Crawling onto the bed, I pushed her legs open to me. I’d never seen anything so amazing in my life.

I began to kiss her inner thigh as Lauren made the sweetest little noises. Reaching her lips, I licked up from the bottom of her * to her clit. Lauren’s back arched off the bed as she cried out in pleasure.

Grinning, I was about to make Lauren completely mine. Burying my face between her legs, I moaned as I worked her with my tongue.

Finally, Lauren is mine.





THE MOMENT COLT’S tongue touched me, it felt as if I left my body. Okay . . . not really . . . but it was the most amazing thing I’d ever felt. The furthest I’d ever let a guy go was finger f*cking me. It had been nice and the orgasms pretty good, but this. Oh God, this was going to rock my world.

Placing my hands on Colt’s head, I moved my hips as he continued to work his magic. It wasn’t going to take long before I came and came hard.

Whispering his name over and over, my eyes about rolled into the back of my head as I felt my build up. I’d never experienced anything like this before. Colt slipped his fingers inside me, and I lost all control. My orgasm felt as if I was taken to utopia and left to float around for a bit.

Colt did something with his fingers and I felt a spilt second of pain, but my orgasm was too intense for me to really notice.

When he finally pulled his face away and looked at me, my breathing was so erratic I couldn’t speak. I was pretty sure I didn’t have just one orgasm, but two.

“Colt . . . that . . . was . . . so amazing!” I panted between breaths.

Moving up along my body, Colt placed gentle kisses as he softly spoke to me. “Lauren, I’ve never experienced such bliss as I am being with you right now. The taste of you was sweeter than I could have ever imagined.”

Oh God. I’m going to come again just from him talking. Colt wasn’t just handsome as hell, he was utterly the most romantic man I’d ever met.

My body shuddered as he moved further along. Settling between my legs, he placed his hands on the sides of my face. “May I kiss you, Lauren?”

Swallowing hard, I asked, “After you just did that?” I wasn’t too sure how I felt about Colt kissing me after oral sex.

His smile lifted on the left side as Colt stole more of my heart. His blue eyes pierced mine as if he was looking into my soul.

“I won’t if you don’t want me to, baby.”

Did I want him to? It was kind of gross thinking about it, but I put his dick in my mouth and I knew he would have kissed me afterward. Chewing on my lip I realized I was way overthinking this.

“Kiss me, Colt.”

Pressing his lips to mine, I opened my mouth to him. Colt moaned when our tongues began to dance with each other. Not being able to describe the taste in my mouth, I let myself get lost in his kiss and decided I liked this. It felt as if it brought us closer together.

I could feel Colt’s dick pressing against me, and I began to grind my hips against him. I knew he didn’t have a condom on, and we would need to be careful. “Colt, you feel so good, oh God. It feels so good.” I’d always imagined it would be magical being with Colt. But this . . . this was beyond anything I could have imagined.

He was rubbing against my clit and it didn’t take long before I was moaning into Colt’s mouth as another orgasm raced through my body. Pulling my mouth from Colt’s, I panted out, “More. Colt, I want more of you. Please.”

Running his nose lightly across my jawline, Colt let out a soft low moan. “Baby, the more orgasms you have, the more relaxed you’ll be.”

“Colt, please.”

Pulling back, Colt gazed into my eyes. I wasn’t sure, but something had changed between us, and I knew we would never go back to the way things were. Gone were the days of fighting and pushing each other away. Something in Colt’s eyes caused me to tear up. Placing his hand on the side of my face, Colt lightly brushed his thumb across my skin. “Lauren, I want you to know something before we do this.”