Holding You (Love Wanted in Texas #3)(11)

“Fuck yes, Lauren.” Dropping his head back, Colt let out a low growl from the back of his throat.

My orgasm began to build in a painfully slow way. Would it always feel like this? I wonder why it feels so good? The water? The way I was positioned over him? Colt’s amazing penis? Oh God . . . I can’t believe I just called it a penis! I hate that word. Focus, Lauren! Focus!

Shaking my head, I focused on squeezing myself around Colt’s dick and that’s when it hit. “Ohmygod! Colt!”

My whole body trembled as my orgasm hit me full force. I wanted to scream out Yes! Yes! Yes! But all I could think of was a cheesy porn flick. So I screamed out Colt’s name.

The next thing I knew, I heard Colt. “Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!”

Okay, if Colt can do it . . . so can I! “Yes! Yes! Oh God, yes!”

Pulling me off of him, Colt jerked back and let out a grunt. His face was amazing and I was pretty sure he was coming, but why did he push me away?

Oh no. He didn’t like the porn movie talk!

When he finally seemed to come to his senses, I felt embarrassed for the way I had acted.

Looking away, I said, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to act so . . . brazen like that, Colt.”

Standing up, I stepped out of the tub and grabbed a towel. Shit. It was soaking wet from our little f*cking escapade. Glancing around, I carefully walked across the room and pulled another towel down from the shelf. I was so embarrassed, I didn’t want to even turn and face Colt. Taking a chance, I peeked over my shoulder. Colt was sitting in the tub, staring straight ahead with a stricken look etched on his face, trying to catch his breath.

Wrapping the towel around myself, I cleared my throat. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to act so . . .”

Colt turned and looked at me. Shaking his head, he asked, “Wait. What?”

Looking down, I barley mumbled, “I’m going to guess you didn’t like that? I just got so turned on and it felt so incredible. I’m so sorry, Colt.”

His eyes widened as he stood up. I let out a whimper as I let my eyes roam across his body. My God. He had the most amazing body I’d ever seen. The way his muscles moved as he moved was hot as hell. I wanted to run my tongue along his V under his abs and take his dick into my . . .

Shaking my head, I pushed my naughty thoughts away. Stay in control, Lauren. Control is the key here.

Colt stepped out of the tub and walked directly over to me. Placing his hands on my arms, Colt looked into my eyes. “Lauren, that was f*cking amazing. I mean . . . I don’t even have words to describe how f*cking hot that was.”

Slowly letting a smile play across my face, I whispered, “It was, huh?”

Chuckling he said, “Yeah, it was. I know why it felt so f*cking good.”

Standing up straighter, I purred, “Cause I know how to ride?”

Colt tried to keep a straight face, but rolled his eyes. “Baby, we forgot a condom.”

My smile immediately fell and I’m sure my face turned white as a ghost. “What? Colt, how could we forget?”

Swallowing hard, Colt closed his eyes and shook his head. “Lauren, I’m so damn sorry. I know better than to ever risk something like that. It’s just, you took me by surprise, and it felt so damn good and I didn’t want to stop, and I wasn’t thinking. The moment I realized why it felt so good I pushed you off of me and came. I wasn’t in you when I came.”

Dropping my shoulders, I couldn’t help but smile and do a little jump. “Oh, thank God!”

Nodding, Colt said, “I know.”

“No, I thought you were turned off by my porn talk. I’m so relieved that’s not why you pushed me away.”

Colt gave me an incredulous stare. “Wait. What porn talk?”

Dropping my eyes some, I said, “You know. When I yelled out yes, yes, yes.”

Looking back into Colt’s eyes, he narrowed them as he continued to look at me with a confused expression. Then he started laughing. “Lauren, how is you calling out yes over and over . . . porn talk?”

Shrugging my shoulders I said, “I don’t know. Isn’t it?”

“Fuck no. And if at anytime you want to talk dirty to me, baby, I’m all for it.”

Sucking in my lower lip, I felt the pull in my lower stomach. “Really?”

Pulling me to him, Colt wrapped me in his arms. “Really, sweetheart.”

I loved being in Colt’s arms. There was no other place I’d rather be than right here. Up against, his cold, wet, naked body.

“Colt?”

Taking a step back and running his hand through his hair, I saw the worry on his face. “You need to dry off, and stop worrying. You pulled out before you came inside me. Plus, I got on birth control not too long ago.”

Colt’s face instantly relaxed, but then was quickly replaced with a look of horror. “Oh. Really? You got on birth control? How come?”

Tilting my head, I said, “Well, a certain hot football player from Texas A&M moved into the house I am living in. He has a very bad habit of walking around with no shirt on and let me tell you, his body is hot. Very hot.”

I’d never seen such a smile spread across Colt’s face. “Is that right? A hot football player?”

“Very hot, good-looking football player.”

Reaching behind me, I took a towel and handed it to Colt as he asked, “So, why the birth control?”