Breathe In (Just Breathe, #1)(114)



When Jared caught wind of what Maggie and I were planning, he bought us a few bottles of wine to help take the edge off for when we were ready. Even with someone you trust, it is nerve racking to know you are about to deflower yourself with your best friend. That night, sitting on the bed in the discrete plastic bag, hidden inside my large canvas tote bag I carried around, were three different toys along with some porn sites written on the receipt. Maggie and I sat staring at the bag in my room probably for at least an hour before either one of us said anything. Our pact and New Year’s resolution needed to come to fruition, but that Friday night we just couldn’t do anything but stare, laugh and even play with the toys in ways that were not how they were intended to be played with as we watched a variety of porn. We had never seen porn before, let alone what a penis really looked like. Maggie was staying the whole weekend, so it made it easier for us to get used to holding and touching the toys and the sights and sounds of sex on the laptop.

The next day, Jared went out with one of his new friends at the time, so we had the apartment to ourselves. After lunch, we resolved to meet our agreement, so we started watching more porn to help coax us into action. Hours went by and we became more comfortable with the overall concept and idea as we played at least two videos per category. Soon, we became comfortable enough to comment on what looked fun and what we might be willing to try with each other and in the future with guys. I admitted to her that I’ve masturbated and did regularly and was relieved when she shared that she did the same. We were at least familiar with the feeling of being aroused, touched and having an orgasm.


By early evening, we were halfway through a bottle of wine when we were starting to feel a little more adventurous. Putting on a video of three lesbians, we consented to begin touching ourselves while still clothed, and then perhaps go from there. My eyes bounced between the video and Maggie and they eventually settled on watching just Maggie. Our eyes stayed locked on each other until we both orgasmed. As I recovered, Maggie moved closer to me and brought her lips to mine. Her lips were soft, wet and gentle.

I had kissed a few of Jared’s friends, mostly straight guys and some gay guys who were curious to see what it was like kissing a girl. When your eyes are closed, all you taste and feel is skin, tongue, and moisture, and the only time you notice a difference is if your eyes are open, you touch the other person in certain areas or if they make a sound.

Our mouths stayed on each other’s, slowly, pleasantly poking and prodding with our tongues. One of my hands found the side of her face pulling her closer to me, causing our bodies to touch at the chest and legs. Leisurely, my hand began to caress her body and she moaned in delight. Maggie returned the exploration of my body with her tiny supple hands and then began to slide my shirt up over my chest. Our lips disengaged to allow her to take my shirt completely off as I sat up. I returned my lips to hers as my hands found the edges of her shirt and eagerly began to remove it.

I took the lead and started to direct her body backward onto the bed as I lowered myself, straddling over her as our mouths proceeded to massage each other’s. On my hands and knees, I kissed her neck and her hands ruffled in my hair. I moved gradually down to her collar bone and over her chest. Sliding my hands underneath her as I kept my mouth on her warm skin, I unfastened her bra and exposed her breasts to my wet and impatient tongue. She gasped in ecstasy as I sucked on each nipple.

Working my way down her belly, I started to unbutton her pants. I could smell her before the edge of her panties were exposed. Instead of pulling her pants off right away, I returned to embrace her lips with mine as I dipped one hand along her naked body and slide it underneath the folds of her underwear. She yanked her lips away from mine when she gasped at the touch of my fingers reaching her lower lips. I fondled her with my fingers on and round her nub while licking her nipples. She panted as I circled her clitoris and she grabbed the sheets under her when I dipped one finger inside. Stroking her mounds, Maggie moaned louder and louder as her wetness spread.

Removing my finger, she whined for more. I used both hands to remove her pants and underwear, but she started kicking them off in a rush. Maggie forced her lips to mine again as she took off my bra. I positioned myself over her this time, pressing my naked chest against hers. Shifting my hips to reach, my hand brushed down her skin to find her sex again. My mouth followed as I continued to explore her wet cave. Maggie breathed in elation as my tongue slipped over her exterior and my fingers eagerly massaged her on the inside. Her sweet smell and taste in my mouth excited my desire more. Within a few more strokes, Maggie climaxed.

Before she finished convulsing from her release, I began to slide one of the smaller dildos into her soaked opening. Her own moisture would make this process easier and more pleasurable now that she was relaxed. Sliding the toy in a little, I removed it quickly when she sharply breathed in. Maggie begged for more, so I slipped the device back insider her, that time pressing a little further and didn't remove it. She groaned, throwing her head back. I paused momentarily waiting to see her eyes again before continuing with my next thrust. Her moaning grew louder as she bit her lip and nodded for more. Again, I pulled out slightly and then plunged in one fluid movement. I paused waiting for Maggie to catch her breath when I saw the look of both pain and pleasure sweep across her face.

“Again,” she cried out after several breaths.

Following her direction, I repeated the thrust and this time her face showed a little less pain.

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