Breaking Away (Assassins, #5)(91)

When she didn’t answer him, he continued. “I love you, completely, and I don’t plan on stopping. I am here, and I’m not going anywhere. Just please let go of the past because it will not help us make a future. It will hold you back and you don’t want that, do you? Don’t you want to succeed? Because I want to give you the tools and the love you need to do just that. Let me. Just let go of it all.”

She shook her head, tears rolling down her cheeks, ruining the makeup he knew she had spent most of the afternoon putting on. “I thought I had, but then you lied to me.”

He looked down and let his shoulders fall in defeat. “I know but the thing is, Claire, I never expected it to go as far as it did. Things started before you asked me not to get with her, and now I’m stuck.”

“Stuck?”

He let out a breath. “I love her.”

She looked shocked as she ran the back of her hand along her cheek, smearing her makeup. “And she loves you?”

He shrugged his shoulders. “I don’t know. But I do know she loves you, and that she isn’t going anywhere when it comes to you. I can promise you that if things go south between us, which I hope it doesn’t… but if it does, then you will always dance for her. You will always have her in your life. She is dedicated to you, so proud of you, like me, and I truly believe that she won’t go anywhere.”

Claire looked down at her knees as she whispered, “I never felt at home until I came to live with you. I may have fought you for months and given you a hard time, but that’s because I thought it was only going to be until you got sick of me, but then you proved me wrong. I feel safe now, but I’m still so scared that all these things you do for me and give me are just a dream. That at any time it’s all gonna go away, and I’m going to be starving on the street, alone, and I can’t imagine not having you or Reese. You both have helped me so much, and I’m just so scared to lose you.”

Reaching out, he brought her into his chest, hugging her tightly as she sobbed. A tear slowly rolled down his cheek, and he reached up to wipe it away so she didn’t see it. “I’m not going anywhere. I promise you that, Claire. You have my heart completely, and I have no intentions of ever letting anything happen to you. I will protect you until my dying breath. I promise you. I love you so much, and I want nothing more than for all your dreams to come true. I want to give you the life that you deserve.”

“You are,” she whispered against his chest. His heart exploded in his chest, and tears clouded his vision as he nodded. They may have had their issues but as long as she understood how much he loved her and wanted to do what was best for her, then they were going to be all right, because no matter what, they would always have each other.

“I’m sorry for being such a bitch.”

He laughed against her hair, kissing the top of her head before saying, “It’s okay. You’re a teenager—it’s expected.”

She looked up and smiled. “Yeah, you got two more years of this.”

He cupped her face and almost broke down looking into her eyes. She was so beautiful and reminded him so much of his sister. As much as he hated her for what she had done to Claire, he still loved and missed her and would die before Claire ever lived the way she had when she was with her. Even though he was embarrassed for being found with his hands up Reese’s shorts, trying to get some, he was glad Claire had found them. They needed this. Claire needed the reassurance, and he was glad to give it to her. Were they fixed? Not by a long shot, but at least she would always know that he was there for her, no matter what.

He loved her, and that was what you did for the people you loved.

“Nope, I have the rest of my life, and I am completely fine with it.”

She wrapped her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. “Me too.”

“Good.”

They hugged for a long time, and he felt so at peace with her in his arms. It had been so long since they had really hugged. It reminded him of when she was a little girl, bright eyed and happy whenever he came to see her. He loved seeing her like that, and to have that moment again was something he would treasure for the rest of his life. He knew he would strive to have more moments like this, and he was excited for their future.

“And I think I’m okay with you and Reese. You two fit in some weird way.”

He pulled back to look at her and smiled. “Yeah?”

“Yeah, I think so. It would be cool for all of us to be together. I wouldn’t have to go to Harper’s. I could just stay with her when you’re gone.”

“Whoa Claire, slow down. She won’t even admit to dating me, and you’re trying to move in with her.”

Claire laughed as she shrugged her shoulders. “She will and if she doesn’t, oh well, her loss.”

He nodded, but knew that was easier said than done. Because, just like Claire, life without Reese was unconceivable and scared the living shit out of him. When his phone went off, he let Claire go to get it out of his pocket before looking down to see it was Reese.

Y’all okay?

“Is it Reese?”

“Yeah,” before typing the same thing.

Awesome, not trying to rush y’all, but can you bring her back over? Rewards start soon.

“Rewards are about to start,” he said, typing back that they would be there soon.