Breaking Away (Assassins, #5)(87)
He winked right as Claire and Brian were announced.
“Here goes nothing,” she whispered, and then she felt his hand slide into hers.
“I’m nervous,” he admitted, and she smiled.
“So am I.”
When the music to Boyce Avenue’s cover of “Use Somebody” by Kings of Leon blasted through the speakers, Claire stood in the perfect position as Brian moved along with the music. When it was time for her to join with him, Reese held her breath as Claire actuated the music in a way that honestly brought tears to her eyes.
They were gorgeous.
“Wow,” Phillip whispered.
“Yeah,” she said as her face broke in a grin when the music picked up and they moved like one. Checking the faces of the judges, Reese was pleased with what she saw. They were all eating up the dance. Turing her attention back to her star dancers, she watched as the song came close to the end. Claire pulled her best leg stretch before completely taking off across the stage, propelling herself in the air and into Brian’s arms. He held her, looking deep into her eyes as if she was the only one in the room, and they rocked back and forth as the song ended. The place erupted and she wasn’t sure who was louder, Phillip or her. He was whooping, hollering, and practically jumping up and down as if he had scored the winning goal during game seven of the Stanley Cup finals. She had to admit, it was cute.
Pushing into him, she said, “Let go meet them backstage.”
“That was f*cking amazing.”
Reese grinned. “It was all Claire.”
He made the gesture like something was blowing out of the side of his head before saying, “Mind blowing.”
“I agree,” she said. She started following him towards the backstage, but someone took hold of her arm from the opposite side that Phillip was on. When she turned, she took in a sharp breath as she stopped dead in her tracks. Her heart jumped in her throat, all the air rushed out of her, and her head started to spin as she locked eyes with a set of big, brown eyes she used to be very familiar with. In love with actually.
Kevin Edds.
He looked exactly the same way he had when she left him what seemed like eons ago. His long, blond hair still dusted his shoulders. He had more hair on his face, and all it did was make him hotter. He wore a sleeveless shirt, showing off his toned, gorgeous arms. His legs just as toned in a pair of long shorts that came to his knees. His grin was unstoppable, his white teeth shining as his eyes ran up and down Reese’s body, making her crazy uncomfortable. Before she could say anything, he said, “Easy to say that song brings back some pretty great memories, huh?”
She couldn’t speak, couldn’t even think, as she stayed locked in his gaze. She felt like a fish out of water, gasping for air, trying to figure out what to do next.
“You look amazing, Reese, so beautiful. You haven’t changed at all,” he said, his voice soft and smooth, making her skin break out in gooseflesh.
Her heart hammered against her chest. She couldn’t catch her breath, and she couldn’t trust herself to speak.
He scoffed as he reached out, trying to cup her face, but she backed away some, causing him to smile. “Say something, ReeRee. You’re freaking me out.”
She took in a deep breath and couldn’t believe he had brought out his old nickname for her. Her eyes moved into slits as she took a step towards him, and he smiled. In that very moment, she hated him. How dare he act like he hadn’t ruined her life! Act as if taking his love away from her wasn’t like taking her next breath. How dare he! Her body shook with anger, her heart jackhammering, as her fists clenched and her fingernails bit into her palms. This was the man that ruined her, and she always dreamed of what she would say when she saw him again. She imagined herself kicking him in the gut and telling him to f*ck off, that she was better without him, but that wasn’t the case. She didn’t expect to feel like he had pulled out a knife and stabbed her in the chest. She didn’t expect to feel the way she had when she watched him walk away. She hated the way he made her feel, and rage ran through her veins. She wanted to slap him, beat him even, but then she remembered where she was. There were eyes everywhere. People knew her, knew him, and this could not happen. No matter how much she wished for it, she couldn’t risk it. He had chased her from her dreams before, but she would not allow him to ruin her career.
So very quietly, she took another step towards him and whispered, “Fuck you.”
Claire was grinning and coming out of a tight hug from Brian when she turned to look at him. Pride was pouring out of Phillip’s skin as he wrapped her up tightly in his arm, hugging the crap out of her. He had never seen anything so beautiful. Her solo was a masterpiece, but there was something about watching her move with a partner that made her even better. Phillip may not like the kid, but he made Claire a superstar. Kissing her temple, he pulled back and smiled down into her gorgeous, but wearing too much makeup, face. She reminded him so much of his sister that his eyes started to sting. He hoped that in Heaven his mother and sister were watching this moment, the moment when Claire f*cking shined, but at the same time, he was mad. They should be here, all of them should be, but because they couldn’t, Phillip was going to make sure this girl knew she was amazing.
“I’m so proud of you.”
She smiled, her cheeks darkening with color as she said, “Thank you.”