Theirs to Keep (Tangled Hearts Trilogy #1)(40)

“Thanks,” she said softly. “I’ll consider it.”

Dallas touched her cheek and then rose. “Time for me to head home. I’m due at work in just a few hours.”

“Thanks for coming by, Dallas,” Merrick said. “We appreciate it.”

“Not a problem,” Dallas returned. “I’ll see you all later. Call me if anything pops up or if you have any concerns.”

“Will do,” Cade promised.

Elle watched as Merrick walked Dallas out to his car, and then she sagged back onto the couch, closing her eyes.

She was a complete clusterf*ck—to borrow one of the guys’ favorite expressions. It was certainly an appropriate term for her life and her situation.

It made her head hurt to think of all the ways she wasn’t able to give Cade and Merrick what they deserved. But she needed what they gave to her. It was the only thing keeping her together. If it weren’t for them, she would have shattered a long time ago.

“What do you say we try to grab a few hours of sleep before we have to get up for Merrick’s training and work?” Cade asked as they waited for Merrick to return.

She nodded, too tired to even voice the words.

He extended his hand down to Elle’s.

“Come on, sweetheart. It’s been one hell of a day. Let’s get you into bed and between me and Merrick, which is just where you belong.”

Chapter Twenty-Two

ELLE STARED DUBIOUSLY AT THE medicine bottle that Cade had picked up from the pharmacy and then quietly shoved it into the bathroom drawer. In the few days since the sleepwalking episode, she’d been leery of taking medication. So far, there hadn’t been a reoccurrence of the event, and unless there was, she wanted to stay away from drug-induced sleeps.

The guys had moved her into Cade’s room, though she still kept her clothes in the spare bedroom. Even the toiletries she’d kept in the hall bathroom had now been moved to the ensuite bathroom in Cade’s bedroom.

After checking her appearance, she straightened the camisole pajama top and then smoothed her hands down the soft, cotton bottoms.

Most people thought in terms of forever. She was on a day-to-day basis, afraid to look further than the present for fear of what the future held.

It was disconcerting to have no past or future and not to know what more than a few hours would bring.

There was a soft knock on the bathroom door.

“Elle? Honey, everything okay in there?”

She opened the door to Cade, who loomed just outside, and offered him a smile.

“Just fine. Was brushing my teeth.”

He swept his mouth over hers, tasting the mint from the toothpaste.

“Ready for bed?”

She let him lead her to the king-size bed, and she crawled up, positioning herself in the middle.

“Where’s Merrick?” she asked, not seeing him.

“He’s showering in the other bathroom.”

Cade slid in next to her and held out his arm. Accepting the silent invitation, she snuggled into his embrace, seeking the warmth and comfort of his chest.

“Take your medicine?” he asked.

She hesitated. “No. I didn’t want it.”

Cade sighed. “There’s nothing wrong with taking the pills. If they help you sleep better and keep you from sleepwalking or putting yourself in a dangerous situation, you should take them.”

“We’ll see how it goes,” she said. “If… If I need them, I’ll take them.”

He kissed her temple. “Fair enough.”

Merrick walked into the bedroom toweling his hair dry. He was wearing boxers and no shirt, and she stared, mesmerized by the beauty of his physique.

He tossed aside the towel, ran his hand over his head and then turned back for the light switch.

“Ready for lights-out?” Merrick asked.

“Yeah,” Cade replied.

Merrick hit the switch, dousing the room in darkness, and then the bed dipped beside Elle as Merrick climbed in next to her.

It was instinctive to move from Cade’s embrace to Merrick’s. She molded her body against the hard contours of Merrick’s chest and nestled her head underneath his chin.

She loved the feeling of being securely between the two men. She’d slept better the last few nights than she had since she’d come here.

She turned over, pressing her back to Merrick’s chest. He put his hand over her belly and anchored her firmly against him, pulling her behind into his groin.

In the dark, she reached for Cade, her hand sliding up his arm until she was touching both men. Cade took her hand, pulled it up to his mouth and pressed his lips warmly to her fingers.

“I love you,” she whispered.

“Love you too, sweetheart,” Cade said, his breath blowing over her forehead.

She’d very nearly drifted off when the peal of a cell phone startled her fully awake. Behind her, Merrick let out a curse and sat up, turning the lamp on.

“Goddamn it. Not tonight.”

Cade’s phone went off, and he reached to pick it up.

“Alarm’s gone off at Bo’s dealership. We better get down there to check it out. Might want to call this one in ahead of time.”

Elle shook the sleep fuzz from her head and pushed herself up into a cross-legged position.

“I don’t think we should leave Elle alone,” Merrick said bluntly. “I’ll go. You stay with her.”