Be a Doll(57)
I acted on what I wanted, needed.
I pushed a hand through his hair and raked my nails over his skull, earning myself another strangled groan from Mathis as he quickly worked on getting my bra off me. I felt the urgency in his movement as he threw the small piece of lace aside, I felt it in the way his teeth nibbled on my lip before he pulled back to stare at my exposed breasts.
His eyes darkened even more if that was possible and his chest heaved harder. His hand behind my head was trembling slightly and I didn’t know if it was all that pent-up sexual frustration or pure desire like I felt. His hand hovered in front of my left breast and I frowned, wondering what he was waiting for. I looked up and only when my eyes locked on his did he touch me again.
I gasped at the first touch without my bra between us. His strong hand over my large breast was heaven. I closed my eyes and let my head drop back when he massaged me, not slowly, but with possession. His every touch was a testament of possession.
His fingers pinched my hard nipple and I moaned, loudly. It came from so deep inside of me, unbridled. I barely heard it through the buzzing noise in my ears, but I felt it shaking my insides, my throat. I felt it when it came out because Mathis’ hand behind my head pushed me back into him for a bruising kiss that left me so breathless and in need of him I whimpered.
I needed him to the point of pain.
My core ached for him, his touch, his cock.
It was like he heard me because in my next breath he stepped back and grabbed my panties to push them down my legs until they fell at my feet. His eyes were down, looking at the small patch of hair between my legs. A small muscle in his jaw twitched.
It was my turn now.
I slipped my hands inside his boxer briefs on either side of his tapered waist and drew his underwear down his strong thighs. The first sight of his hard cock standing proudly between us made me sigh in appreciation. He was thick and long and so dark red I wondered how long he would resist before he came. The broad head of his cock glistened with pre-cum and I licked my lower lip when I saw it.
“On the bed, Lila. Now,’’ he growled and grabbed my chin between his fingers to direct my eyes to his. His cheeks were more flushed than before and the wild look in his eyes caused me to bring my thighs closer as another bout of need assaulted me. “It’s time I get to know all of my wife.’’
He released my chin and indicated to the bed next to us with a meaningful glance. Gingerly, I climbed on it, keeping my front to my husband so I wouldn’t miss a single thing from his body, the straining muscles in his chest and legs, his hard cock standing proudly, a cock as perfect as the rest of Mathis.
Lying in the middle of the huge bed over the covers, my legs pressed together in search of friction to alleviate some of the ache in my core, I kept my arms at my sides and let him take his fill of my bare breasts swaying with each of my labored breaths. When his eyes traveled down to my flat stomach and farther down, I was mesmerized with the muscles in his arms bulging.
“Spread your legs,’’ he ordered me, voice dark with desire. He put a knee on the mattress.
I did and bent my legs. His sharp intake of breath made me all the more aware of the state of arousal I was in and the kind of view he must have. He blew out some air and gripped my thigh.
“You have the sweetest looking pussy.’’ He ran a finger up the inside of my thigh. My legs shook. “I think I’m going to taste you before I take you, Lila. What do you think, little wife? Do you want my mouth on you?’’
I was panting, barely stopping my hips from bucking when his fingers stopped just an inch away from where I wanted him to touch me. I closed my eyes and nodded. I wasn’t suddenly shy or a prude, but I was overwhelmed with sensations I had forgotten, sensations I wondered if I had ever felt before.
“Are you suddenly mute, Lila?’’ He put all his weight on the bed and crawled between my parted legs and slowly brought his mouth to my left knee. He placed a kiss there and cradled my shin in his big hand. He kept his lips against my skin, but flicked his eyes up to mine. “I like it when you use your mouth. I like it even more when you speak your mind.’’ Then he placed a kiss to my other knee and continued up like this, kissing the inside of both of my thighs. It was slow, sensual. It made me moan and goosebumps broke out all over my skin, everywhere we touched and where we didn’t.
“You’re going to kill me,’’ I breathed out, fisting the pillows next to my head.
He smirked at me then and edged closer to my core, breathing loudly. I knew he wanted me to be aware that he wasn’t missing a single proof of my arousal, of how much I wanted him and the old me would have shied away, but the woman I had become in the past few days reveled in it. It wasn’t just because Carter Manor had shredded the few prudish shields I had had, but Mathis and that moment seemingly suspended in time did me in.
“Not before you give me your orgasms, little wife,’’ he said roughly, grabbing my ass and finally gave me what I craved.
The first contact of his lips and tongue on my clit stole my breath and shocked me. I moaned his name, or maybe it was just in my head. I didn’t know. I didn’t care either. All I cared about was the way his tongue circled around my clit and how he placed open-mouthed, dirty, naughty kisses there.
My fingers dug deeper into the pillows under my head and the ache in my knuckles from my tight grip only heightened the pleasure coursing through my body, eliciting more and more tingles through my limbs. My hips left the bed, trying to get even more pressure against Mathis’ mouth. He growled against me and put a hand on my stomach to push me back down. If anything, that dominant move with his hand holding me down on the bed made me burn hotter, and at feeling the vibration of his moan against my clit I ground my teeth to keep in the loud moan threatening to leave the confines of my lips. The way he moved his head against me, not holding back made his stubble rasp the sensitive skin on the inside of my thighs.