Posing for the Omega (For the Alpha #2)(35)

Svara’s ears swiveled around on top of her head as she pondered what I’d said. “Your dama was so damn beautiful. He seemed to see the good in everything. Although you’ll never get to ask him why he did what he did. Hexis caught him smuggling the pups. When he did he let the alphas have a free for all on him. It didn’t take them long to—”

“Please stop.” Mother, please make her stop. Everything that came out of her mouth was evil and sad rolled into a painful mess of past and present that I didn’t want to be apart of. When I’d set off to find my place in the world I’d only wanted to find a pack that would see me as their equal. I’d never wanted to uncover the painful web of realities I’d been oblivious to before. I’d just wanted my alpha, and to make him happy and love me. Pain and confusion warred inside me making me hug my belly protectively. I wanted my alpha. I didn’t want to do this on my own. I didn’t want to find all the horrible truths out and hide them from him. I didn’t want any of this! I just wanted...wanted… Strong arms wrapped around me from behind, caging me in when my body felt like it might float away. The comfort and scent was familiar that I lead into it and accepted my alpha without question. “I’m sorry.” I croaked out as Zora pressed his nose into the side of my face. He rubbed his jaw over my shoulder.

“It is me who should be sorry. I let my pride rule me. Come back to our den. You have heard enough for one night.” Zora ignored svara and help my tighter.

There was so much I needed to tell him. To yell at him and call him a weasel shit patty, but he was right. I’d had enough for one night and I needed his comfort. I looked at Svara or watched out interactions curiously.

“Speak your mind female.” Zora’s lip twitched as he wanted to bear his fangs at her.

“You are a much better alpha than I’ve ever seen.” Svara grinned savagely her bright white fangs flashing. “Don’t let it go to your head, the competition is shit.”

I stood slowly as Zora helped me up. My balance was shit not that I had a giant mound in front of me. I noticed movement and the beta that had been sleeping was fully alert now, making me wonder if he’d ever really been asleep. Tomorrow I’d ask questions about my alphas whereabouts for the past few days. Right then I was feeling emotionally numb and unable process everything she’d told me.

“Ira—” Svara called out not loud enough to wake anyone but enough for me and Zora to pause and look at her. “If Kira is your dama, then Hexis is your sire.”





“You heard everything.” My voice was muffled from the crook of my alphas shoulder where I’d buried my face the last night before I’d fallen asleep. I shouldn’t say last night, it had been early morning so I guess I slept through half of the day. To say I was terrified might be an understatement. Svara’s words were a nightmare in real life. A whole pack of blood wolves wanting nothing more than to maim, take, and destroy everything in their path. Moose farts, but how could our pack survive against that? Maybe with Svara’s help we could defend against the smaller group led by Lathos, but what if they brought Hexis and more alphas?

“I never stopped watching you, even angry I would not let anything harm you, Ira.” He brushed his face between my ears nipping on one of them lightly to remind me he was here with me. “When you left the den I knew where you would go and I told Rwen not to interfere if you came to talk to her.”

Rwen was the beta I thought had been asleep when I was talk to Svara. Obviously I needed to take some lessons in observation because looking bad didn’t I find it odd that not a single pack members was awake so close to morning? Or that no one was woken by my voice that wasn’t all that quiet sometimes. Mother, was I always this oblivious. “Thankfully I’m not always that oblivious.” I said with a chuckle I hoped would detour from my mistake. Zora stiffened slightly and I pulled back to look at his second form face. OH. NO. NO. NO. NO. “I’m always that oblivious!?” It came out like a croak but also a harsh growl. The combination sounded like I was dying, and to be honest that was a strong possibility. What else had I not noticed in my life if I was so blind to the world?

“You are very… focused. There is no fault in that.” Zora swiped his tongue across my nose and lips, kissing away some of my thoughts.

“Focused?” That sounded like a veiled insult. My litter mate Dega used to love doing that to me and I’d been to oblivious— NOOOOOOooooooo I am oblivious.

Alpha rumbled out a laugh, the vibrations of his body soothing against my own. “There is nothing wrong with being focused. I will always ensure you never miss anything important.” He pushed me gently to roll on my back in our bed furs so that he could perch over me, looking down with his beautiful black eyes. “Naga has told me I am focused when it comes to you. I would let the entire world burn in my oblivion because I could only see you.” He leaned forward over my chest and nipped at the sensitive nipple buried beneath fur.

A low groan broke free of me as I held my alpha close his smooth skin warm under my hands as I clutched his back. I really didn’t want to admit why my nipples had become so sensitive during my pregnancy, or why they were leaking sometimes… if I pretended to be oblivious to that it would be ok cause then no one one would know except me— BUT MOTHER my alpha was making it hard to be oblivious! He started sucking and pulling with his teeth on the nub until I was squirming desperately beneath him. “Alpha please.” Please what! I don’t fucking know just please don’t stop until I’m tied to you with your big d— “I LOVE YOU!” I shouted as his mouth moved quickly to wrap around my impossibly hard appendage. He hummed against my flesh only making the slick slide even better as I thrust into his mouth. I loved— no, I was obsessed with the hot wet heat wrapping around me until I questioned if I was dead or alive. Zora pulled off with a pop and I whined long and loud at the loss. Why did he want to torture me! I was pregnant that was a crime against nature to torture anything pregnant. “Alpha please.” I don’t care what you do but don’t stop in the middle or I’ll shrivel up and die!