By Virtue I Fall (Sins of the Fathers #3)(53)

Fuck. I’d fucked her mouth and dipped my thumb into her ass before I’d even taken her virginity. I had a first class ticket to hell.

Anna pursed her lips. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

“You kept up the charade of being experienced just to prove a point.”

She didn’t say anything. I wished I knew what she was really thinking about what happened between us. She brought our faces closer. “I didn’t tell you because I knew it would have reinforced your will to stay professional. You wouldn’t have lost control if your protective streak had won out.”

I shook my head. She had me wrapped around her little finger.

“I’m fine, really.”

“You cried.” I still felt slightly sick thinking about it.

She actually rolled her eyes. “Because of our constant fighting, because it felt like you wanted to punish me for being with Maurice.”

“Not because you pretended to have slept with Maurice. I’ll be honest, I hated the idea of him being with you, but that’s not why I angry-fucked your mouth yesterday. I was just sick of your provocation, but mostly I was pissed at myself for my inability to stay cool and resist you.”

“Okay,” she said simply.

“I still can’t believe yesterday was the first time.” Someone fucked your mouth. With Anna smiling this sweetly at me, I couldn’t even say the words, much less let actions follow.

Anna lowered herself until she rested her chin on my chest, a teasing smile playing across her lips. “My first time with a cock in my mouth?”

Naughty Anna was back, and fuck me, I’d missed her.

“A cock in your mouth, and fingers in your ass and pussy.”

“I’ve had fingers in my pussy before.” She touched her upper lip with the tip of her tongue, obviously enjoying my facial reaction, the little vixen. “My own. Yours were slightly better.”

“Slightly, hmm?”

She shrugged, then lifted up on her elbows. Her face hovered in front of me. “I want to spend the night.”

I knew if she spent the night, we wouldn’t only be sleeping but I’d lost the fight today. I wanted more. I cupped her face and pulled her closer until our lips pressed against each other. Anna immediately leaned into the touch, her body softening against mine. Her softness against my hard muscles was a sensation I’d memorize forever.

“If you stay, you’ll know what’ll happen.”

“What?” she whispered against my lips but her hand already traveled down to my waistband where she found my cock tenting the fabric.

I kissed her again. “I’ll make you mine. You won’t sleep.”

“I don’t want to sleep. I want you.”

I rolled us over, pressing between her legs as I kissed her harder. Whatever happened tonight, I could still regret it tomorrow. I’d already lost control once. I wanted Anna, wanted her before anyone else could have her. Wanted her before Clifford got her.

Fuck, I just wanted her.

Anna wrapped her legs around my waist and pressed her pussy against my cock through our clothes. She began to shove down my sweatpants and I allowed her to do it by lifting my hips and getting up on my knees. I wasn’t wearing boxers so my cock sprang free. She wrapped her fingers around it, giving me a few firm strokes. She reached for her silk pants and pushed them down as well then tried to pull me down on her. I lowered myself, regarding the urgency on Anna’s face.

She reached for my cock and guided it to her opening. She seemed eager to get this over with. Was she worried I’d change my mind? Nothing on this planet would have made me change my mind now. My tip slid over Anna’s opening, which was slick but not nearly as wet as I wanted her, and I stifled a groan at how good the brief contact felt.

“Why the rush?” I murmured as I drew my lips across her collarbone and throat. Not that I wasn’t eager to fuck Anna, but she’d already bled with two fingers so I doubted shoving my cock into her without much preparation was a wise choice. “We have all night.”

“Why waste it on my first time when we could have sex multiple times?” she said with her trademark teasing smile.

I brought my hand between our bodies, stroking her sensitive flesh, my thumb drawing small circles on her clit. Anna kissed me impatiently. “I’m ready. I want this. Don’t hold back just because you think you have to. Treat me like you would any other woman.”

But she wasn’t like any other woman.

I kissed her then followed her demands as I hooked her leg over my waist and settled between her legs, my tip pressing up to her opening. I knew this wasn’t going to work but if Anna wanted something she wouldn’t stop until she got it.

I shifted my hips, pushing my tip into her. Anna winced, her nails digging into my arms. Her expression pitched with pain and her body tightened not just visibly. Her walls squeezed the life out of me, which caused a mix of intense pleasure and slight discomfort for me.

“I told you so.”

She scowled. “Don’t be a smartass now.” She pushed out a breath then shook her head. “Okay, you were right but I thought it would be easy because your fingers already did most of the job yesterday.”

I smiled wryly. “My cock’s bigger than two fingers.”

“Yeah.”

She couldn’t pretend anymore. And I didn’t want her to. Anna still wanted to prove a point, to show me she was all woman. But now it was my turn to show her I was a man who’d make sure the girl he was with enjoyed the ride. I pulled out of her slowly.