Blade of Secrets (Bladesmith #1)(69)

“What are you doing?” Kellyn asks.

“Use your gorilla arms to reach for the torch. I can’t get it.”

He raises a brow at the insult but does as I ask, trading places with me. It takes some finagling, but when he slides his arm back into the cell, he’s got the torch in hand.

“Oh, good,” Petrik says. “Now we might not freeze tonight.”

“Hold it against this bar,” I command, ignoring the scholar. “No, the tip. Press the fire to it. I need the metal to heat.”

“Ziva,” Temra says, realizing what I’m doing. “Is it enough?”

“I have no idea, but it’s worth a try.”

Temra and Petrik rise, standing just behind the mercenary and me. I can feel their stares over my shoulder as I concentrate on the metal the flame flickers against. The hairs on my neck prickle, and discomfort seizes my limbs.

“Will you two give me some space?” I ask. Petrik and Temra dutifully take a step back.

When the flame has licked the iron for some minutes, I stare at the red-gray metal. Red from rust, not heat. A torch’s light is not nearly enough heat to change the color, but is it enough to magic it?

“Break,” I say quietly, my gaze boring into the cell bar.

Absolutely nothing happens.

“Break,” I say again a little louder.

“Break!” I command.

“I thought you said the metal only responds when you whisper to it. Doesn’t it need gentle encouragement?” Petrik asks in his scholarly, know-it-all voice.

“You try being gentle when you know four lives rest in your hands!” I shriek back at him.

A hand settles against my shoulder, and since Kellyn still holds the torch to the bars, I know it belongs to my sister.

“You can do this,” she says. “I know you can. You’re my big sister, and you always save the day. Just try again.”

“I can’t do this with an audience. I forge alone. I’m uncomfortable. I’m stressed. It’s not going to work.”

“Some of your best work has happened when you least expected it,” she says. “You forged an air-sucking mace during one of your attacks. This little bar right here, it has nothing on you.”

Kellyn lowers his head so we’re eye to eye. “I believe in you. Your work is so powerful, people all over the world know who you are. If anyone can get us out of this mess, it’s you.”

“You’re a smithy. The master of iron,” Petrik says, not to be outdone. “You have to do this.”

I don’t know if their encouragement is helping or making my anxiety worse, but I take a deep breath and shut my eyes, thinking of the times I’ve magicked metal in the past. I remember the mace Temra mentioned. How I had an attack after an angry customer barged into my forge when he cut himself on his own blade. My hyperventilating gave it power.

I remember the time I broke one of my fingers. It was stupid. I agreed to a walk through town with Temra, and while I was worrying over all the people around me, I tripped and snapped the finger while trying to catch myself on the ground. The next day, when I went back to work, my less dominant hand throbbing, all I could think of was my carelessness the day before, the sound of my finger snapping. That was the day I magicked the daggers that shatter anything they come into contact with.

And then there’s Secret Eater. Forged because I was ridiculous enough to admire a boy through the window.

Accidents. These were all instances of accidents. Blades that were magicked when my feelings were overwrought or when I was experiencing something new.

Even at my worst, I can be strong.

When next I open my eyes, I lower my face to the bars, so close the torch almost burns my lips.

“Break,” I whisper, my breath brushing against the bar, sending the flame sputtering. I focus on my anger, on how Kymora broke my life and tore me away from almost everything I love.

The sound of metal snapping thunders through the prison. Kellyn jumps back from the bars and drops the torch, which flicks out instantly.

I can hear doors opening and closing somewhere else in the prison.

“Someone is coming to investigate!” I say. At the same time, I pull my sleeves over my hands, reach for the heated bar, find the break with my fingers, and pull the bottom half downward. Kellyn grips the top half of the broken bar, pulling upward.

I turn myself sideways and slither through the two pieces first. I go for Secret Eater immediately, attaching it back to my hip.

In the light of the last torch on the wall, I watch Temra and Petrik slide through the gap. Temra gets her hands on her sword just as a guard gets the door open.

She runs him through without a moment’s thought. Petrik steps forward, his hand going to the soldier’s open mouth to absorb any sound he might make. He’s dead before he hits the floor.

“Let’s go,” Petrik says to Kellyn.

“I’m stuck,” the mercenary says.

Kellyn has one leg and arm on the side of freedom, but his massive chest is wedged in the gap between the bars.

“Breathe out,” Petrik mutters.

Kellyn does so, and I grab his free arm and yank with all my might.

With a grunt of pain Kellyn flops to the floor.

Then we flee, wending our way through the jail. When we finally find the outer doors, we slip past the guards, preferring stealth to another fight. They talk to each other with their backs to us, and the four of us tiptoe around the building until we find the road.