Tamed (Torn #5)(42)

I grinned. “Maybe…”

He stood and walked the few feet to where I was standing. “Last chance to back out.”

Instead of speaking, I grabbed his head and pulled him closer. My lips attacked his. I was desperate to feel something with him, even a margin of what I felt with Adam. I continued to kiss him, but nothing happened. It definitely felt good, but there was no spark, nothing at all.

His hands cupped my ass and pulled me closer. His erection pressed against my stomach. Heat shot through my body. This was what it was supposed to feel like when you were with someone you didn’t care about. I felt no pull toward him besides my body’s natural instincts to f*ck him.

His hands slid up my body to my bikini top ties. He undid both of them, but he didn’t break our kiss. I pushed him away long enough to let my bikini top fall away. I grabbed the ties on my hips and undid them as well.

I saw pure lust in Jordan’s eyes as he stared at my naked body. He undid the tie on his swim trunks and let them drop to the floor. I stared at his body appreciatively. He was nothing but pure hard muscle. My eyes dropped down further and stopped on his erection. He was larger than most men, but he couldn’t compare to Adam.

Shut up! Stop thinking about him! Now wasn’t the time to think of Adam. I thought about him too much as it was.

I grabbed Jordan’s hand and led him to the bed. I lay down with him on top of me. He kissed his way down from my cheek to my neck before finally stopping at my breasts. He sucked one of my nipples into his mouth, and I groaned. Despite the fact that I felt like something was missing, it still felt amazing. Jordan released my nipple and turned his attention to the other. After giving it the same attention, he slowly worked his way down my body.

I squirmed when I felt his breath on my skin down there. “Don’t.”

He raised his head to look at me. “What?”

“Don’t…do that. Just f*ck me,” I told him. I didn’t want this to be any more personal than it needed to be.

He frowned but nodded, and then he kissed his way back up my body. He rolled over and grabbed a condom from the nightstand drawer. I watched as he ripped the package open and rolled the condom on.

“You ready?” he asked as he climbed back on top of me.

“Yeah,” I said as I closed my eyes.

He entered me in one smooth thrust. My head dropped back onto the pillow, enjoying the feel of him inside me.

Maybe I am a whore, I thought to myself as he began a steady rhythm. My hips rose to meet him each time. If I weren’t a whore, I wouldn’t enjoy this as much as I am.

I shook those thoughts away as I clung to Jordan. His powerful body moved on top of mine, bringing me closer and closer to orgasm. I opened my eyes to look at him. His eyes were closed as he continued to pound into me.

I glanced over his shoulder and froze. Adam was standing in the doorway, watching us. His eyes met mine, and I nearly called out his name when I saw the pain and anger in them. We stared at each other for a moment before my body betrayed me. An orgasm rocked through me. I closed my eyes as it worked its way through my system. I moaned, unable to stop myself. I felt my heart breaking as Jordan shouted his own release.

When I finally opened my eyes, Adam was gone.

Oh God, what have I done?



Once Jordan and I finished, I dressed without a word and headed back out to the pool. Chloe gave me a questioning look when she saw me, but all I could manage was a small smile. I wasn’t ready to tell her how badly I’d f*cked up.

Adam never showed back up at the pool, not that I’d expected him to. The rest of us hung out around the pool until almost midnight. Finally, when exhaustion was threatening to take over, we called it a night. I glanced at the couch as I passed through the living room, debating on whether or not to sleep on it instead of going up to my room. I knew Adam was in there, and I didn’t want to face him. Yeah, I knew I was a coward.

Chloe saw me and waited for me at the base of the stairs. I gave her another weak smile as I moved in her direction.

“Everything okay?” she asked quietly.

“Yeah, everything is fine,” I lied.

“You sure about that?” She glanced up the stairs to make sure we were alone. Everyone else had already disappeared. “Did you and Jordan…”

“Yes,” I said, unwilling to give her any more details.

Her eyes widened for a fraction of a second before she masked her surprise. “Oh, wow. I didn’t think you two would actually do it.”

I shrugged. “He’s hot. What can I say?”

She studied me carefully. “I take it that it didn’t go well?”

I gave her a confused look. “It went fine. Why wouldn’t it?”

She frowned. “Then, why do you look like someone kicked your puppy into oncoming traffic?”

I winced at that thought. Poor puppy. “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

I started to walk away, but she caught my arm and pulled me back. “Amber, what happened?”

I hesitated before finally caving. What would it hurt for her to know the truth? “Adam saw us.”

“Oh.” She didn’t even try to hide her shock this time. “I take it he wasn’t happy.”

“He didn’t say anything. He just…watched me. Then, he left.”

“That explains why he didn’t come back out to the pool.” She sighed. “No matter what you say, I know something is going on between the two of you. I see the way you both look at each other when you guys think no one is watching. It’s more than just using each other.”