Saviour (Saviour #1)(80)
“Ahhhh no. Please Gabe, please, I want to come”
“Shush baby, I know, I know, I’ve got ya, soon, I just want to look at you some more like this”
He's off me again but still pushing his fingers into me and my juices are flowing. With one hand he has his fingers in the front and with the other, he's used my own juices as lubrication pushes his fingers into my bum
“Fuck Gabe. Fuck” I whimper
“Is it good Lauren, push onto it baby, take it, take it all in, I told you it was good didn't I, we're gonna have some fun with this but not now, right now I want to f*ck you so bad, so, so bad but I'm gonna leave my fingers there but I want you to tell me if it’s good or if you want me to stop, okay baby let’s try this”
My hips are in the air, he is on his knees, and he leaves his fingers in place as he pushes his cock inside me, slowly, all the way in.
“Oh f*ck Gabe, that's good”
It’s different, there’s pressure where I have never felt it before, and it effects the sensation I feel in more familiar spots and I like it, it doesn’t hurt, it feels good and rude and dirty and sexy and that’s what I want, I want to feel and be all of those things for him.
“If it's good, then f*ck me baby, f*ck me, show me, and tell me how good”
Sam’s words pop into my head about Gabe always seeking reassurance that everyone around him is okay. He pumps his cock into me and with his finger in place the sensation is unbelievable
“Tell me Lauren, I wanna know, I need to hear you say it”
I desperately want to reassure him, let him know how much I love what he’s doing to me. I feel out of control, every thought that enters my head, spills out of my mouth.
“Fuck me Gabe, f*ck me hard, that's f*cking good, harder deeper, baby, I want all of you, I want you so badly”
I want everything, all of him, I want him to crawl inside me, I want him to possess me, to feel how he makes me feel
“I'm going to come Gabe, I'm going to come”
“Come then baby, let it go, tell me how it feels, come, come now” I push and gyrate against him
“I’m gonna come, Gabe, don’t stop, harder, f*ck me harder”
I sob out the words, everything in me is affected by what he is doing, I have never felt so out of control. He's pounding me so hard it’s almost painful but it’s exactly what I need
“Lauren baby, come for me now, with me, now, together, us together Lauren, f*ck I love you, I love you so f*cking much”
I explode, I buck and convulse, he won’t let me close my legs and it adds to the intensity, I quiver and shake uncontrollably as my orgasm rolls through my entire body. I have never been f*cked so hard in my life. He collapses on top of me as he undoes my wrists and I can finally touch him, I pull my arms and legs around him and pull him to me so tight, he's still inside me and I'm still blindfolded but we lay locked together like this for a while, in silence, just us, locked together, as one, as it should be!
“I could do this forever, all day, every day and never get bored, there's so many different ways I want to show you I love you Lauren”
We're lying back on the floor; we have cleaned ourselves up in the bathroom and have lain back down on the carpet. I'm wearing his shirt but he's still naked. He brushes his knuckles up and down my cheek as I comb my fingers through his chest hair, my face resting on his belly.
“Think I'm too old for all day every day bubby, you'll wear me out, I'll be dead before I'm fifty”
“Don't say that Lauren, not even as a joke, just the thought of that. I've only just found you so please don't joke about things like that, it shits me”
Shit, what's got into him, it was only a joke, Mr serious! My belly rumbles, loudly.
“Have you eaten today Lauren?”
“Not yet, I’ve been working on stuff for the Palmers place all day and then I was just going to the shops to buy dinner when I decided to listen to my messages, then you came home and, well, here we are, so no. You going to moan at me about that now as well”
I actually feel tears prick the backs of my eyes, f*ck him for spoiling a beautiful hour!!
“I'm not moaning at you, I just don't find jokes about you dying very funny and I only asked if you had eaten because I know you don't always eat breakfast, or lunch for that matter and it’s now nearly dinner time, you must of dropped five or six kilos since I first met you, it worries me, that's all”
“Gabe I do eat, I eat and drink too much probably and I think the weight loss is just due to the stress of the past months, you will be moaning soon enough that I'm, old, fat, and middle aged, and I’m sorry about the joke, my bad”
He tilts my head up to look at him and we smile as I repeat one of Ava's favorite sayings...
“What are you like thirteen or something?” He mimics another of Ava’s sayings and smiles at me as he does. “You’ll never be old, fat and middle aged to me Lauren. Go shower, now, I'll be in to join you in a minute, I just have to make some calls and then I'll go get us some take out.”
We stand and I scoop up all of our clothes and carry them into the bedroom. I go and turn the shower on, then have an idea. I shower quickly before Gabe has chance to join me. Once out, I pull on a pair of hold ups, my heels and his tie. Nothing else, I walk back out to the family room. He's out on the balcony, naked and talking on the phone, the doors are open, he has his back to me but I can see it’s my old phone he's talking on by the George Cross case it’s in. I know I shouldn’t but I listen.