Saviour (Saviour #1)(48)
I go and sit on one of the outdoor chairs as Gabe arrives with our drinks.
“Smoking MS Day? What's up, you stressing about something?” He asks me
“What's wrong? Talk to me.”
I shrug and shake my head. I know tears aren’t too far from the surface and I really don’t want to spoil the beautiful day we have had. He looks at me, concerned. And I don’t like that I’m making him worry “Thank you for today, I have really enjoyed myself”
“It was my pleasure, it’s been nice having time away from work and spending it with you but that doesn’t answer my question, tell me what’s wrong”
“Do you like me Gabe?” His face is a picture, he looks stunned.
“What the f*ck are you talking about, do I like you? Of course I f*cking like you. I more than like you, haven’t I made that clear? We may have only met a week ago, but you have turned my world on its head, you’ve moved into my home, my world, my life, my heart. Does that not speak volumes to you about my feelings Lauren?” He sounds a little pissed off and takes a long swig of his beer.
“What is this all about, has Jay called you again? I swear, I will kill that f*cker if he keeps this up” He reaches across and takes a cigarette out of the packet and lights it. Great, now I have him on a downer too. Nice work Lauren.
“No, Jason hasn’t called me, I’m sorry, I just keep waiting for something to go wrong, for you to get sick and tired of all my shit and how I handle things, or don’t handle things as is generally the case. I think I'm stressing about the fact that things are good, I'm happy here with you. I know we are going to have a battle ahead and it’s still early days but right here, right now, I'm happy. Fuck, I don’t know, I’m just a mess, a f*cked up mess”
I smile, shrug and shake my head as I Iook across at him, he looks back at me, with those eyes and I melt.
“You amaze me” he says shaking his head “I can't believe you've kept it together the way you have”
“Ha, I would hardly call having constant meltdowns and crying all the time, keeping it together”
“Don't be so hard on yourself, your doing great, you would probably be doing even better if I wasn't in the equation, confusing things even more and putting pressure on you with my demands”
I try and give him what I consider is my sexiest smile and say “I love your demands, they've kept me sane this week and you have taught me so much about myself, I also love the pressure that you've put on me, in fact, I love anything you put on me. Or in me for that matter” I give him a wink and hope he doesn’t think it’s some kind of affliction.
“Is that right? Perhaps I should have a little think about what other things I can find to put in you? If it’s your sanity that’s at stake”
“Perhaps you should” He stands abruptly, grabs the wine cooler and my hand and pulls me into the bedroom.
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He pulls my clothes off with no preamble and pushes me back on the bed and strips himself down to his jocks. He climbs up my body and kisses me on my mouth, then reaches across and takes an ice cube from the cooler and pops it in his mouth, he holds another in his hand. He leans back, propping himself up on his elbow. He kisses me, pushing the ice into my mouth as he does, then sucks it back out, kissing my neck, he drops the cube into the hollow at the base of my throat. He leaves it there, melting and water runs off either side, around to the back of my neck. I shudder but I don’t think it has anything to do with the ice. Fuck this is a turn on. He rubs the cube in his hand over both my nipples, slowly, around and around, then through the valley between my breasts, all the way down to my belly button, leaving that one to melt too. He goes back for more ice and pushes up each of my knees, my legs are wide open, my knees bent. He kisses up and down the inside of both my thighs with ice in his mouth and I shudder again, my body is covered in goose bumps. Ice is running out of my naval and around each side of my waist, it tickles as it moves across my sensitive skin, everything, inside and outside of my body is clenched, trying to protect itself from this sensation overload. Gabe grabs more ice, I feel his cold lips and tongue sliding inside me and over my clit. I cannot suppress the moan that escapes me and I tilt my hips up, letting him know I want more. He sits up on his knees, watching me intently as he pushes the melting ice inside me. Ahhhh that is amazing. I bite the inside of my bottom lip as I take the ice from my belly and begin rubbing it over my own nipples. Gabe’s mouth opens and forms an O shape as he watches me.
“Jesus Lauren, do that again, touch your nipples”
He pushes more ice into me and I rock my hips against his fingers, it’s so cold, it causes a strange aching sensation inside of me; he puts more ice on my belly, some of which I use on my nipples again. Taking my hand he pushes it between my legs.
“Show me” he whispers, his blue eyes on me but barely open. “Show me how you like it, how you like to be touched”
I move my middle finger around in circles on my clit as he pushes his fingers inside me with one hand and strokes himself with the other. His eyes move from mine to watch my fingers as I pleasure myself.
“Fuck baby, that looks so f*cking good. Your making me so hard, it hurts”
My skin is all tingle and sensation; I have goose bumps but feel like I'm on fire. I want him in me, over me. I want his mouth but I want his cock but I don't want him to take his fingers away. Jesus, I don’t know what I want, he is driving me insane. I keep rubbing my clit, holding onto his arm with my other hand, guiding his fingers into me harder. He curls them inside of me and then moves them away, I tilt my hips hungrily towards him. We don’t take our eyes off each other as he says to me “harder baby, f*ck my fingers harder” He curls his fingers again, they are stroking the front, inside me, right where my G Spot is and I know I’m done for, I grip hold of his wrist with two hands, forcing his fingers inside me. My mouth is open but no sound is coming out as I start to tense and buck as I come around him, I try to close my legs but he pushes them open, he puts his tongue down flat on my clit and it throbs and pulses against him. He slides up and into me and it takes only two or three thrusts and he comes loudly calling my name.