Love Survives (Love's Suicide #2)(92)

I rubbed her clit, hard enough where I knew she wouldn’t be able to stop what was happening to her. It gave me such pleasure to bring her this type of pleasure. “Oh yeah, that’s it.”

The next time our lips met I was sliding inside of her. She didn’t need to recover from the finger play. That had been the appetizer, and this was the main course. I entered her easily, using her own juices to guide the way. When I realized it was feeling too good, it was apparent I’d have to slow down. “Stand up and turn around.”

Kat turned and put her hands up above the window frame. I positioned myself behind her before entering. In the yard behind us a man was mowing the lawn. Kat said nothing as I began f*cking her right there, where he could have seen at any moment. I reached forward, pinching her nipples and holding them in place while rocking my stiff erection in and out repeatedly. Then I reached between her legs, giving her little clit some undivided attention. I shoved her against the glass, pushing her tits on the hard surface. It fogged up where her face was close, only reminding me of the temperature inside the small area.

Kat cried out again, fueling my own release. My knees became weak, almost buckling. The more she cried the tighter her walls became. “That’s it, Kat. Smother me with that *.”

She screamed so loud I bet that neighbor could hear. It was so awesome. When we were done I turned her around, shoving my lips against hers. I entered her again, almost forcing my way in between her legs again. She was still trying to recover, but I couldn’t hold it. The harder I pushed the more she accepted. I couldn’t stop. It was quite literally the hottest sexual experience to date.

I kissed her once I was able to catch my breath. “God, I love you.”

She was quite comfortable leaning against my soaked body. “I love you, too.”





Chapter 45


We’d been at my parent’s house for days, and I don’t think any of us had ever been happier. Kat’s problems seemed like a distant memory, and our time together was only proving how our time apart had made our love stronger.

The best part of every day was waking up seeing my little girl. Her smile made me weak, and when she called me her daddy I felt like the luckiest man in the world.

By the time Friday came around I could tell Kat was beginning to worry about Branch and Melissa’s visit. The last time either of us had seen them was the night before Kat was supposed to wed Branch. I could imagine she had a lot of things she wanted to say to him, but wondered if it was the same for him. I hadn’t spoken to my brother in the years I’d been away. Sure, he’d sent cards, but I had no interest in being his buddy. He’d cost me too much. Now that I had it back, I didn’t know what to say to him.

“Kat, how long are you going to sit there? That bathing suit isn’t going to put itself on, and if I have to stare at you in that towel for much longer, we’re going to have a bigger and much harder problem.” I pointed to my genitals as I walked over and kissed her head. “Look, I know you’re nervous. It’s one night and then they’ll be gone.”

“Am I allowed to hurt him?”

I laughed while grabbing the top to her two-piece and started putting it on her. “For the sake of my parents, let’s try to be on our best behavior. When they go to leave tomorrow, you can run out and do whatever you want to both of them. I’ll cover you.”

She seemed please with that idea. “I don’t know what I’d do without you. In one week you’ve changed my whole life. How is this even possible?”

“You weren’t the only one who was miserable. If you’d seen the things that I’ve seen, you wouldn’t want to live in the past either. Kat, we have a daughter now. I’m trying not to lose my man-card here, but I want us to work. When we go home, we’re together. We’ll have a lot to deal with, but we’ll do it as a team. People aren’t going to understand. They’re not going to like that you’re kicking your husband out and moving me in, but that’s exactly what’s going to happen. I’m not letting either of you out of my sight. The moment he laid a hand on you was when I lost respect for him. My daughter will not go anywhere near him and he can thank himself for that.”

“It’s still hard to believe.”

I got down on my knees to assist her in putting on the bottoms. “No, it’s not. Tell me this - when I came back the first time for the wedding, how long did it take you to realize that you were with the wrong brother?”

I could tell she didn’t have to think hard about it. “You know the answer.”

“Humor me, woman.”

“I supposed I knew it even before I saw you. I remember standing there watching for you to get out of a cab in your fatigues. My heart was racing and I couldn’t calm myself down. Then when I saw you for the first time, it was like the whole room disappeared except for me and you. Fighting those feelings was impossible for me. I knew I was making a mistake, but I couldn’t figure a way out of it.”

I stood back up and pulled her against me. “I was on the airplane with this old couple. They kept thanking me for risking my life for my country. About halfway through the elderly lady asked if I was married. I sat there with two strangers, and told them all about the girl I’d loved my whole life, and how she was marrying my twin brother.” I shook my head and chuckled. “I was so messed up in my head that day. I’d thought about what I wanted to say to you a million times. It was shocking when that old woman, who’d been married for more than half her life, told me I had to stop the wedding. She said I’d never forgive myself if I didn’t tell you how I really felt. When I got out of the cab and saw you standing there, I knew I was going after you. Something inside of me snapped. There was no way I could let you go through with it without telling you everything. I didn’t do it to get you into my bed. That part happened on its own. Obviously, in making love to you that night, we made the most beautiful little girl. I could tell you that we’re together because of her, but it would be a lie. I wanted you back the minute I saw you on the army base, I just needed to be mad first. I felt so betrayed and hurt. For my whole life I’d thought Branch was keeping us apart. Then I found out you were married to someone else.”