Blinding Trust (Mitchell Family, #7)(23)

By making a few thrusts myself, I was able to get him positioned perfectly without even touching it.

It wasn’t like I didn’t want to touch it. I wanted to guide it in and feel it as it went in and out of me. I was dripping with anticipation of what was about to happen. When he entered me, I gasped, feeling his length overwhelming me.

His kisses became manic and I matched his movements, as even our teeth began brushing together. His hands gripped my ass cheeks and he kept them there to help better guide himself. His thrust were vigorous and his breath was weakened when his movements increased even more.

I grabbed his hair and ran my tongue along his Adams apple. I could taste the sweat on his skin and the salty taste made me want to lick him again. My legs wrapped around his ass as I leaned back and grabbed one of my breasts, sliding my fingertips across my nipples. At first they were still soft, but by the time I squeezed them they were rock hard and in need of his attention. He licked his own lips before letting them coat the tip of my nipple with his saliva.

My head fell back, even as I tried to concentrate and enjoy his simple touch. He had me so turned on that I couldn’t hold back the urge to let the tension of everything go. I could feel the warmth growing between my legs. The tickles became more apparent and my legs began to lock up.

Colt steadied his pace, making sure to hold out until my body stopped jerking.

I could feel him losing control. Little sounds were escaping his mouth. Finally he collapsed his head into my chest.

We both just stayed locked together trying to catch our breath. Our moment may have been over and some stress had been relieved. As much as I would have liked for it to solve all of my problems, it only reminded me of how good things could be between me and Colt if I’d only let them.

Things were going to be okay. I couldn’t stand to live without this man or any of our children. It just wasn’t an option.





Chapter 10


Colt


Things between Noah and Savanna didn’t get much better as the week progressed. Even though they spoke to each other, anyone could sense the distance between them. I hated to admit that it hurt me to see them acting that way toward each other.

By the time the weekend came, I think Savanna just needed a break. Since her parents lived here on the ranch, even visiting them wasn’t good enough. Since Noah and Christian both had things to do, Savanna took Addy and headed to North Carolina for a couple of days.

While she was gone, I was determined to smooth things out between her and Noah, even if I had to beat some sense into him. Regardless of their blood, the two of them were family and nothing was going to change that.

Christian had a birthday to attend on Saturday, while Noah had a lacrosse game. Once I had my daughter dropped off, we headed to the ball field. Noah was quiet at first, but he piped up when I started talking about his uncle. “I spoke to your uncle this week and he asked if you could come stay with him once his tour was over.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, really. This is how I see it though. Since you’ve been treatin’ your mom so terrible, I think it’s best that we wait a few more months. I don’t think it’s a good idea for you to be rewarded for the way you’ve been actin’.”

Right away, I could tell that I’d hit a nerve. “But, Dad! I really want to go.”

“Well, your mother really wanted her son to respect her. Do you think it’s right for me to reward you right now, Noah? Do you have any idea how much you’ve hurt her?”

He shrugged. “Not really.”

“Boy, I don’t know what’s gotten into you, but you best get back to the right way of actin’ before I take away more than a damn trip. Savanna is your mother and you know that. She’s loved you since the first moment you came into her life. Do you know how lucky you were to have her just accept you the way she did?”

“She wanted kids anyway. She told me that.”

“Son, she had just lost a baby. Did you know that? Before you came into our lives, we had just dealt with a serious situation. Your mother was kidnapped and held against her will by some very bad people. She tried to escape and ended up getting hurt. When she was found, she’d already lost the baby.” He hung on to my every word and I could already see the concern in his eyes as I told him about her horrific past.

“Was she sad?”

It made me sad to even talk about it. I pulled into the parking lot at the field and turned off the truck, but we just sat there. “We were both real sad. We’d been trying to have a baby for a while and nothin’ happened. Then when she finally got pregnant, tragedy hit. It ripped her heart apart. She couldn’t deal with it.”

“So how did she get better?”

“One day these people came to our door with a little boy. That little boy asked her if she was going to be his mother and from that moment she got better.”

“I don’t remember, but I know you’re talkin’ about me, dad.” He seemed sad.

I reached over and patted his shoulder. “Noah, you healed her. You healed her heart even when I couldn’t do it. She loves you unconditionally and she doesn’t deserve what you’re puttin’ her through right now. You need to figure out how to make things better.” This was his mess and if he thought he was old enough to say those kind of things, then he needed to step up and figure out how to eradicate his wrong doings.