Without You (Love Wanted in Texas #1)(18)

“I’m going to make you mine forever, Lex. Mine. Forever.”

“Yes…” A sob escaped my throat.

Will stopped moving, but I opened my legs more and grabbed him to pull him closer.

“Don’t…please don’t stop.”

Will pulled back and looked at me. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Will…I need to feel you inside me. Please.”

He buried his face in my neck as he began pushing in. I wasn’t sure if him going so slow was making it worse or not. He pushed in and then pulled out some. He moved in more and let out a long, soft moan.

“Oh…God, you feel so good,” he whispered against my neck.

I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him to me. It was hurting like a bitch, and I closed my eyes tightly. “How much more?”

“I’m almost all the way in.”

“Will…just do it…please,” I said as I let out a whimper.

When he pulled out and pushed in again, something happened. It felt like heaven and hell at the same time.

“Ah…shit…Lex. I’m all the way in.”

When he looked at me, he sucked in a breath of air. He reached up with his thumb and gently wiped my tears away. “Lex, you’ll never know how much this moment means to me.”

I started crying more.

Will stopped moving. “Talk to me, Lex. Please tell me I’m not hurting you.”

I shook my head. “Will…I love you so much. Please don’t stop.”

He slowly pulled out some and began moving. At first, the pain was almost too much, but the more he moved, the more incredible it felt.

I arched my back. I needed him deeper in me. I needed more of him. I squeezed my legs around him, and he let out a moan.

“It feels so amazing…Will…I love you. Oh God. Will…don’t stop.”

I couldn’t believe it. I swore I could feel the buildup in my toes, and as it traveled up my body, it hit my core so hard that I let out a scream.

“I’m coming, Will! Jesus…oh God, I’m coming.”

I could feel him getting bigger inside me, and I squeezed down around him.

“Lex…baby, I’m gonna come. Lex.”

Will pushed in deep and hard as he began kissing me, and we both came together for the first time as one.



Will had his arms wrapped around me as he held me while our breathing slowed down. “Are you okay, Lex?”

I smiled. “I’m more than okay. I’ve never felt so wonderful in my life.” I rolled over and faced him.

He was smiling as he ran his finger down the side of my face. “I hope it was special for you.”

My heart slammed in my chest, and I had such an urge to crawl on top of him. “I don’t think you could have possibly made it any more special, Will. It was perfect, beyond perfect.”

“Did I hurt you at all?”

My heart melted at how much Will cared about me. “No.” I ran my tongue across my top teeth as I pushed him onto his back. I crawled on top of him. “Matter of fact, I think I’m ready for some more.”

My core clenched when I felt his hard on growing beneath me. I loved that I could turn him on so easily.

“Lex…” Will whispered as he placed his hands on my hips to stop me from grinding against him. “Condom, baby.”

I leaned over and reached for the box of condoms on the floor. I grabbed one, and then I grinned as a naughty thought entered my head. I moved off of him some and began stroking him.

“Jesus, Lex.”

I was hugging myself internally. I knew I had it in me. I just needed to be a bit more open to things. There were so many things I wanted to try with Will, and I was already wondering when and where we were going to make love after tonight.

Will had his eyes closed, and I looked down at him. He was more than ready to go again. I ripped open the wrapper, and I was about to pull the condom out of it when I suddenly became very brave. Before he could stop me, I leaned over and quickly took him in my mouth. I began moving up and down his shaft with my hand following my movements.

Will jumped and yelled out, “Holy f*ck!”

I smiled and then moaned. Will sat up, grabbed me, and pulled me off of him. He was breathing heavily, and I couldn’t help but smile.

“My God, Lex…you can’t…you can’t do that. I almost came right on the spot in your mouth!”

The idea made my insides tighten, and I instantly felt wetness between my legs. “I would have been okay with that.”

Will’s face dropped, and he shook his head. “Wha-what?”

I began chewing on my lower lip. What if Will doesn’t like the idea of me giving him a blow job? I quickly looked away. “I’m sorry I even tried.”

I went to move away from him, but he grabbed my arm.

“Lex, wait. I mean…I want you to do that.” He ran his hand through his hair and smiled at me. “I’ve woken up from dreams of you doing that. I just…I never want you to think you have to do something to make me happy.”

“I know that, Will. I know you would never ask me to do something I didn’t want to do.”

Will’s eyes lit up with something I’d never seen before. “Lex, do you want to be on top? Or do you want to do that?”