Watch Me Fall (Ross Siblings, #5)(87)

It was so good to talk, to joke, to feel normal. She’d taken it for granted for so long. She’d been such an idiot. She’d been an idiot with Jared too, but today wasn’t the day to think about that.

“Hey, wait a minute,” Brian said suddenly, pointing over at Ghost. “What’s that on your arm?”

Ghost’s dark brows drew together, and he straightened his left arm out, showing the fading purple bruise inside his elbow. “This?”

“Yeah, that. Oh Jesus. Tell me I don’t have a pint of you in me.”

“Probably more than a pint, brother. You know you always wanted me in you. You try to fight it, but we both know it’s true. I thought this was your big chance. Don’t you feel the insanity singing through your veins?”

“Oh, stop torturing him,” Macy said, giggling when Ghost’s other hand moved from her shoulder to cover her mouth.

“You’re lying,” Brian said.

“I’m not. You’re gonna have some of my superpowers. You’re gonna be twice the man you were before. Not that that’s saying a whole lot, but—”

Brian acted like he was about to crawl out of his hospital bed. “Candace, call the nurse. I probably don’t have much longer to live before I implode in the sunlight or—”

Ghost cracked up laughing. “I’m f*ckin’ with you, dude, don’t hurt yourself. We all wanted to know what we could do to help. They told us to donate blood. Didn’t mean it was going to you, but you were probably about to use up a chunk of their supply. Never let it be said I don’t care for my fellow man.”

“See? We both donated.” Macy tugged up her sleeve and stretched out her own slender arm to show where she’d given too. “And that should show how much I love ya, because y’all know I hate needles.”

“She passed out,” Ghost said.

“I did not.”

“She turned the color of pea soup, dude, I thought some Exorcist-type shit was about to go down.”

“You need a nap,” Macy told him. “I think you’ve been awake for forty-eight hours.”

Ghost shook his head wearily and rubbed a hand down his face. “I think it’s been longer than that.”

“You guys go home,” Candace told them, a note of incredulity in her voice. “Please, you’ve done so much. Go. Rest. We’re good here.”

“Tell us what you need first,” Macy said. “What about Lyr?”

“Mom has him. They’re good. I’m going to go by and see him later, and then probably take him to Brian’s mom. I’ll be staying here.”

“You really ought to go home too,” Brian said, reaching over to link fingers with his wife. “You look exhausted, babe.”

Indeed, she did. There were shadows and lines on Candace’s face that hadn’t been there before, but as expected, she was shaking her head before he could even get all the words out. “No. No way. I’m fine. I’m perfect.”

Feeling useless and third-wheelish, Starla cleared her throat. “I can help out too, if you need anything from home, or…just whatever you need.” She could also add “donate blood” to her checklist of things to do. If she’d spent more time around here, she might have known there was a need for it.

“Hang around for a second,” Brian said to her. “I want to talk to you.”

And she’d figured that was coming, but what surprised her was Candace’s departure. She gave Brian a kiss and left the room with Ghost and Macy, leaving the two of them alone. A million questions swirled in Starla’s mind—Did he ever tell her? Does she know? Wouldn’t she hate me? Wouldn’t she refuse to leave us alone, even if he is in the hospital?—but she took a calming breath and tried to beat them all back. She’d lived in a state of chaos for so long, it was hard to know any other way to be.

“You probably need some rest too,” Starla observed after the trio was gone.

“So they tell me. I think I’ve been asleep long enough, though.” He fiddled with his IV tubing and sighed. “I can’t stand this shit.”

“Of course you can’t. You’re a bundle of raw energy. You always have been.”

“The nurses have already threatened to strap me down.”

Sighing, she walked over and took the seat closest to his bed. Memories of the last conversation they’d had ran through her brain on fast-forward, but she couldn’t get a grasp on any one thing she’d said to him. She’d been so emotional and the confession had taken such a toll on her she’d probably blocked most of it out, not to mention what had happened later that night. It felt like years ago. Could it really only have been days?

Finally, though, as excruciating silence filled the room, her most burning question had to come out. “Did you tell Candace?”

“Yeah.”

Now she allowed horror to bloom full in her chest. “But she…”

“You saved my life, Star. You might want to wave it off, but you did. And like I told you, she loves you. She trusts me.” He chuckled. “And, well, her exact words were, ‘How can I blame her?’”

She had to laugh at that. “You sure you didn’t come up with that on your own?”

“Believe me, I didn’t. That’s just how amazing she is.” He cleared his throat. “I guess you still want to leave?”