Touch Me Not (Manwhore, #1)(83)

“Don’t,” Mike said. “We need to wait for the paramedics. We could hurt her more if we move her.”

“I need to know if she’s alive.” Tears streamed down his face, and he didn’t care. All he saw was Lily, bleeding and so still.

Kade leaned in and put two fingers to the pulse point on her neck. “She’s got a pulse. It’s weak, but it’s there.”

They could see more lights in the distance. Nikoli tuned it all out. All he saw was Lily. He knelt down in front of the trunk and prayed. He hadn’t prayed to God since he was a small boy, but he prayed now. He promised God that if he let Lily live, he’d spend every minute of the rest of their lives making it up to her. He promised so many things if only God would let Lily live. He was barely aware of the tears running down his cheeks or the sobs torn out of him. All he saw was his Lily Bells.

Kade gently pulled him away so the paramedics could go to work.

“What the hell?” Mike muttered. Nikoli’s head whipped around to see Mike staring at the driver. He went over to see what had Mike so startled.

Brian Greggory.

Brian Greggory from the football team.

A slow rage built in Nikoli, and he ripped the door from the hinges. Kade tackled him before he could grab him.

“Let me go!”

“You can’t beat the guy up, Nikoli. You’ll get charged with assault and battery!”

“After what he did to Lily?” Nikoli shouted, enraged. “They can arrest me!”

“Lily needs you right now,” Kade reasoned. “What is she going to do when she wakes up and you’re in jail? Think, Nik. Just think for two seconds. What’s more important? Lily, or beating an unconscious guy who won’t even realize the beating he’s getting?”

Nikoli stalked back over to where the paramedics were loading her into the ambulance. Adam climbed in behind them, and the paramedic said they could only take one passenger. He didn’t argue the point, just headed for Mike’s truck. Mike was waiting for him.

Mike pulled out behind the ambulance, and they both sat in grim silence as they followed the flashing lights.





Chapter Twenty




The wait seemed to go on forever. Nikoli kept staring at the clock. She was in surgery. Three hours. She’d been in surgery for three hours with no word. The nurse said the doctor would come out as soon as they knew anything. Adam had called Lily’s mom and his own parents. They were all on their way. Nikoli had already arranged for a car to meet them.

His mind kept flashing back to the look in her eyes when she’d seen him with the blonde. It defied words to describe the pain in them. He’d give anything for her not to have seen that. He had been about ready to call it quits when the door opened. No matter who he was with, he couldn’t see anyone but Lily.

She had to be okay. She had to forgive him.

He kept remembering all the laughter they’d shared. The times they’d just lounged on the couch watching horror movies, the debates they’d gotten into over food at one of the endless diners he’d introduced her to. He remembered the way her eyes would go sleepy and darken to a shade of black when desire ruled her. He remembered the deep, husky sound of her voice when she gave in to the passion he stirred within her. Mostly, though, he just remembered Lily, the girl who loved her penguin pajamas and books. God, she loved books. He’d build her her own library.

If she’d just live.

He was the biggest fool God had ever created. The one person who saw past the front he put up and dug deeper to find the real him, he’d tossed out like she was no better than day old garbage. He’d been given a most precious gift, something that was worth more than all the money he had, worth more than any car he owned, something worth more than his own life…and he’d thrown it away. All because he hadn’t been man enough to accept the risk of getting hurt.

And now he was hurting worse than he’d ever hurt, and Lily was fighting for her life. All because he was a fool.

“Can we go now?”

Nikoli opened his eyes at the familiar whine of Adam’s girlfriend’s voice. She looked irritated and impatient. She’d come to the hospital less than thirty minutes ago, and already she wanted to leave? Selfish bitch.

“No, we can’t leave yet, Sue. Lily’s still in surgery.”

“Adam, it’s not like being here is helping her in any way. Let’s go home where you can relax…”

“Relax?” Nikoli exploded. He stood up, his eyes cold and mean. Sue took a step back. “You really are the most selfish bitch I’ve ever met.”

She gasped and looked to Adam for help.

“You’ve known Boy Wonder what, three years or so? He’s known Lily all his life. She’s his sister, his best friend, a part of his soul. Do you really think he’s going to f*cking go home and relax while she’s in surgery fighting for her life? And why the f*ck would you ask him that? Other than the fact you’re a jealous, selfish she-bitch. Sit your ass down or go home, but do not say one more word about Adam leaving.”

He walked back over to his chair and sat. Sue stared at him, her mouth working while she tried to find words to respond. Finally, after a full minute, she turned on Adam. “Are you just going to let him talk to your fiancée like that?”