Sincerely, The Puck Bunny (Totally Pucked #2)(77)

Briggs is sitting in the new rocking chair glider he bought for Olive’s room, cradling her little body in his arms. The room is dark, with only her projector casting tiny ballerinas onto the ceiling, barely illuminating the two of them. He’s gazing down at her with so much love, so much adoration in his eyes that it steals the breath from my lungs.

I don’t want him to know I’m here, witnessing this moment. It’s so pure, so perfect, that I don’t want to ruin it. I cover my mouth to bite back the sob that threatens to spill over my lips.

He gently swipes his thumb across her cheek as he rocks her, gazing down into her eyes.

“You know how much daddy loves you, Olive Juice? More than you’ll ever know. I’d do anything in the world to see you smile. Anything to make you happy. Do you know that? That no matter what, Daddy will always be here. I’ll never leave you, no matter how old you get. Even when you think Daddy isn’t cool and you don’t want me to give you goodnight kisses, or piggyback rides. I’ll love you even more then.”

Oh god, my heart. I feel the hot sting of tears as they well in my eyes. Watching him rock our daughter, stroking her face so tenderly, it’s making my knees weak.

“And you know what Olive? One day, I’m gonna marry your mama.”

I suck in a breath beneath my palm at his words.

“I’m crazy about her, just like I am you, and one day, when you have brother and sisters running around to play with, you’ll still be my favorite girl. My always girl. Daddy loves you, more than anything.”

Somewhere during the middle of his talk, Olive’s eyes drifted closed and she’s fast asleep in her daddy’s arms, completely soothed by the sound of his voice. When he gets up to place her in her crib, I swipe away the tears and quickly dash back to the bathroom before he can discover I’ve overheard him.

I turn the hot water on, then add a small dash of cold, quickly undressing and gingerly stepping into the water. Once the tub is full, I turn off the faucet and then turn on the jets.

If my stomach wasn’t in knots, I could probably enjoy it, but the knot seems to tighten with each breath I take.

I feel sick to my stomach from the guilt. It’s time and pushing it off is only going to make everything worse. Lying back against the back of the tub, I squeeze my eyes shut and try to breathe, slow and steady. With the lull of the jets, I drift off.

“Baby,” Briggs whispers.

I open my eyes slowly and look up to see him standing over me. “Oh God, I fell asleep. I’m sorry.”

I try to sit up out of the now lukewarm water, but he places a firm hand on my shoulder. “Stay.”

He reaches down, the muscles of his forearm on display as he turns off the jets and lets the water drain, but then turns on the hot water once more. When he stands and reaches behind his neck and pulls his shirt off, my mouth goes dry.

No matter how many times I’ve seen or felt this body beneath my hands, I’ll never stop being in awe by the sight of him. His body is perfection, a washboard of abs that dip into a tight V at the waistband of his jeans. I watch as he pops the button of his jeans, unzipping them, then drags those and the tight black briefs beneath, down his hips. After that, he steps inside the tub with me.

Its massive size is meant for more than one person, and even though I’m still slightly self-conscious, I love when it’s just the two of us.

He sits across from me, his back resting next to the faucet. He pulls me between his legs and rubs the sole of my foot, paying extra attention to the sore arch like he did earlier tonight.

“You’re quiet, everything okay?” he asks.

I nod. “Just tired. On sensory overload.”

His hand stills on my foot, and I shake my head vehemently and narrow my eyes playfully. “If you stop…”

Laughing, he starts to rub again, and I sink further into his touch.

“I’m glad you’re here, Madds. It feels like home.”

It never fails, Briggs always knows exactly what to say to make me melt and become putty in his hands. Instead of answering, I sit up then climb into his lap, settling against him. I lean close, my nipples brushing against his chest as I gently press my lips to his. His hands slide up my ass, to my back as he presses me further against him.

“Me too,” I whisper, pulling back.

Right now, I don't want to talk. I don't want to think about the secret that could tear us apart. I don’t want to feel the anxiousness in my stomach at the thought of losing him.

It was supposed to be a fling, one weekend and we go our separate ways, and now… it’s so much more.

I know without a doubt, I’m falling in love with Briggs Wilson, and there is nothing I could do to stop it.

All I want to do is lose myself in him, and tomorrow, that’s when I’ll tell him. I’ll come clean and pray that he won't hate me, and that he'll stay.

My kiss becomes more frantic, more desperate, and he pulls his lips from mine and looks at me.

He drops to my nipple and sucks it into his mouth. I arch into him, threading my hands through his hair. The feel of his tongue as he lavishes the tight peak of my nipple is incredible.

“Briggs,” I moan out loud. My hips writhe in his lap with each pull of my nipple. “I can’t wait, I need you,” I plead.

Right now, I need him inside me. I rise on my knees and reach down under the water, pressing the head of his cock against my entrance, then place my hands on his shoulders as his hands fly to my waist.