Made You Up(37)

“Who is it?” someone called. The whole group giggled.

Coach Privett said, “Drumroll, please,” and the girls pounded their feet on the floor.

Art and Jetta stopped their card game long enough to shoot the cheerleaders dirty looks. Miles flopped onto his side in annoyance.

Celia sat among the cheerleaders, like a hyena in front of a bloody haunch of meat. She had that deadly obsessive look in her eyes that girls got when they knew what they wanted and were going to do anything to get it.

The same look she had whenever she laid eyes on Miles. Which made no sense to me. What girl in her right mind would be obsessed with Miles? I wasn’t even obsessed with him. Me, who thought he might be Blue Eyes, and who had come to the unfortunate conclusion that even if he wasn’t Blue Eyes, I still didn’t mind noting the way he raked his hair to the side when it fell over his forehead, or how he stretched his legs out exactly twenty minutes into each class.

At least my attention to him was because I couldn’t get away from him. Celia had to have a different reason.

Coach Privett clapped her hands together. “Aaaand . . . the new cheer captain is . . .”

They sucked in a collective breath.

“ . . . Britney Carver!”

A ripple ran through the girls, and then lots of cheering and clapping and Britney squealed and stood and made a little bow.

Celia did not cheer, and she did not clap. Her entire face flushed with color as she gazed at her alleged best friend with cold-blooded murder in her wide, rabid eyes. I could imagine it as a cartoon—Celia’s teeth turning into fangs and steam blowing out her ears as she grabbed Britney around the neck and throttled her until Britney’s eyes popped out of her head.

When Coach Privett concluded the meeting and the cheerleaders dispersed, Celia still stood there, hands balled at her sides, jaw clenched. Her eyes made a quick sweep of the gym and saw me watching her. I looked down at my book. She turned and stomped across the gym and stood underneath the scoreboard.

Was it possible for someone to act the way she did because that was just the way she was? Or was there always a reason? I’d like to think, if someone saw me acting strangely, they wouldn’t assume it was because I was a bad person. Or they’d at least ask if something was wrong before they made the decision.

“Boss, are we done here?” Art asked.

Miles, who had fallen asleep, jolted awake and mumbled something about going home. We gathered up our bags and headed to the exit. I was the last one out, and right before the doors closed, the yelling started.

But it wasn’t Celia’s voice.

I jerked around in surprise and stuck my head back into the gym. Standing under the scoreboard with Celia, her back to me, was a woman in a sharp business suit, her blond hair waving down to the middle of her back. I glanced over my shoulder; Miles and the others were still walking, too far away to have heard.

Celia’s head was down, both hands up by her ears, like she was ready to block out everything around her.

“I thought it would be okay . . . ,” she said. “I thought . . .”

“That you had the situation under control?” The woman’s voice was sickly sweet with an undercurrent of poisonous. I had heard that voice before, at the volleyball game on the first day of school.

“I did,” Celia whined. “I don’t know why . . . I knew they were going to pick me . . .”

“But they didn’t. You want to explain that?”

“I don’t know!” Celia fisted one hand in her hair. “I did everything exactly like you told me! I did it all right!”

“Apparently not,” said the woman. “You wasted your time with that stunt you pulled at the bonfire. You’ve undermined yourself, and you’re ruining my plans. Where do you expect to go now?”

“I don’t even like cheerleading. And Britney’s my friend—”

“Your friend? You call that bitch your friend? You need to do something about her, Celia. You need to show her that she doesn’t deserve that position.”

Celia whimpered something unintelligible.

“And then you go around thinking a boy will make this all better,” the woman snapped. Blood-red fingernails tapped against her arm. “You’ve known him for five years and he’s hardly looked at you. He threatened to shave your eyebrows off! He’s an obstacle, Celia! One you need to remove.”

“No, he’s not!”

“I’m your mother—I know these things!”