Made You Up(34)

Chapter Eighteen




I dismantled the pillow fort enough to make the couch sitable again. Dad and I watched the History Channel and played chess all day, and in the evening, my mother and Charlie joined us. Charlie played behind the life-size George Washington statue in the corner, reenacting the crossing of the Delaware.

When it was just me and Dad, he’d ask about school and what I’d been doing while he’d been gone. He carefully maneuvered around the word “friends,” something I thanked him for. But I did reassure him.

“They’re my friends. I mean, really, they are. Or were . . . I hope they’re still my friends, if they know . . .”

“If they’re really your friends, they won’t care about your condition, Lexi.” Dad hugged me closer to his side. He smelled like rain. “Tell me about them.”

So I told him about the club. About the triplets. About Art and the fact that even though he could kill a small man with a poke to the chest, he still acted like a complete teddy bear. About Jetta and her French heritage. About Tucker and his conspiracies. I smiled more than I had for the past two weeks.

“Who’s the kid who brought you home?” Dad asked suddenly, throwing me off kilter. “The one you punched?”

“How’d you know about that?”

“Mom told me,” he said, smiling. “Punching? Is that how you wrangle boys these days?” He nudged me in the side. I swatted his elbow away and pulled my blanket tighter, trying to hide the blush in my cheeks. “Wrangling” boys hadn’t been on my agenda lately.

“It’s just Miles.”

“Just Miles?”

I ignored him. “He runs the club.”

“What, that’s it? Nothing else?”

“Uh, what do you want to know? He’s the valedictorian. He’s really tall.”

Dad made an approving sound at the word valedictorian.

“He knew who Acamapichtli was,” I added after a second. “Along with most of the other Aztec emperors. And the Tlatocan.”

Dad’s approving noise rose an octave.

“And I’m pretty sure he can speak German.”

Dad smiled. “That all?”

My face heated up again at the look he gave me. As if I liked Miles. As if I wanted to think about him.

Just thinking about his stupid face and his stupidly blue eyes turned me into the most confused person on the planet.

“No,” I said, burrowing into my blanket. “He can also take a hit.”

By the end of the third week, the world balanced on its axis. Dad stayed home, Mom stayed happy, and I got to go back to school on Monday. Sure, I wanted to puke from the anxiety rolling around in my stomach, but now I could get back to my (admittedly late) college search, catch up on all that schoolwork, and see my friends again.

Assuming Miles hadn’t told them everything, of course. If he had, there was a real chance they wouldn’t want to talk to me at all. But, reassuringly, I thought they had tried to contact me. The phone had been ringing more often than usual, and more than once someone knocked on the door and was turned away by my mother. I wished I had my own cell phone, but my mother probably would have taken that away from me, too.

Sunday night, as I tromped down the back hallway—I’d just finished putting up all my pictures again—to the living room, I heard my parents’ voices floating out of the kitchen. Talking about me. I pressed myself up against the wall outside the doorway.

“—that it’s not a good idea, that’s all. We can’t pretend that it isn’t as bad as it looks.”

“I don’t think we should resort to that yet. Lexi’s a responsible girl. Something must have bothered her. I don’t think she’d forget—”

My heard swelled painfully with appreciation for my dad.

“David, really,” said my mother. “You can’t know that. What if she didn’t want to take it? It was my fault for not paying enough attention, but . . . but that’s not the point. The medication isn’t the problem. This has happened before, and it might happen again, and it keeps getting worse.”

“So you want to hide her away? You really think that’s best for her? Trying to convince her to stay in some asylum?”

The word rang in the air.

“Oh, David, please.” My mother’s voice lowered to a whisper. “You know they’re not like that anymore. They’re not even called asylums. It’s a mental hospital.”