Heartbreaker(60)

“How can you say that?” I demand in disbelief. “I’m here now, Eva. I want you to let me in again. I want to be there for you, if you’ll just talk to me.”

She shakes her head. “I’m sick of talking!” she exclaims, her voice rising. “All it does is make us feel guilty over things we can’t take back.”

“So what do you want?” I exclaim, more confused than ever. “Tell me, Eva, and I’ll give it to you. Whatever you want, I swear.”

I see her face change, the mask finally cracking. “You!” she shoots back, angry. “All I want is you.”

Before I can respond, she pulls me down and kisses me hard, her eager mouth searching mine, more demanding than I’ve felt before. Hot and frantic, her body arches up against me, and her mouth begs for more. Part of me knows this isn’t the solution, that we’re just avoiding everything. But f*ck, she’s hard to resist.

“Baby,” I try to pull back. “Easy now.”

But Eva’s eyes flash angrily. “You asked what I wanted,” she insists. “And you want it too. Don’t try to deny it.”

She arches her body against me, grinding at the hard-on already raging in my jeans.

My self control snaps. With a growl, I push her back through the doorway, slamming us up against the wall. But instead of breaking, Eva just wants more. She moans into my mouth, wrapping herself around me. Her mouth demands, ravenous, and dammit, I’m going to give her everything. I grab her thighs and lift, wrapping her legs around my waist so her sundress rides up and her bare flesh is hot against my hands.

“Fuck me,” Eva gasps, grinding against me. “Please Finn, I need you.”

Dammit.

I grip her hair and yank her mouth back to mine again, kissing her with everything I have as my body crushes her up against the wall. She clings to me as I invade her mouth, probing my tongue deep and drowning in her sweetness. Those lush breasts strain against me until I have to lift her higher, burying my face in their slopes. She whimpers as I drag my tongue across one nipple, the stiff peak leaping to attention in my mouth as I suck and nip the rosy tip.

“Finn,” Eva gasps, and just my name on her lips makes me crazy. I want her hear her scream it forever, from now until the end of time.

I shove her dress higher and yank my jeans down. Eva’s eyes are shut; she’s braced against the wall and breathing fast. “Look at me,” I growl, gripping her chin. “Dammit, look at me! I want to see you take my cock, every f*cking inch.”

Eva’s eyes finally open, wide and full of lust.

“That’s right, baby,” I position myself against her, my head nudging her wet folds. I know it’s wrong, but I’m too far gone now, all my guilt and regret bound up in this desperate, hot moment. “You can’t shut me out. Not when you need me like this.”

I grip her hips tightly and slam inside.

Fuck.

Eva cries out, arching to meet me. She grinds down on my cock, and I can’t stop from pistoning into her again, burying myself as deep as I can. Blood pounds in my ears, and I know I should go slow, but God, the sweet, tight feel of her clenching around me is driving me crazy, so damn good. I take a ragged breath, bracing myself against her, but Eva just writhes impatiently.

“Harder,” she demands, breathless in my ear. “Fuck me harder.”

With a groan, I slam into her again, watching her face change, her eyes roll back as I plunge so f*cking deep I never want to let go. Eva’s panting now, and I thrust with all my strength, like the surge of my cock can shatter her last defenses and finally let me into that heart I need so badly.

“I’m here, baby,” I vow, pumping fast. “I’ve got you now.”

Eva digs her nails into my back and bites down on my lower lip. She’s a wildcat, grasping desperately for some release, and f*ck, I need it too. “This is what you wanted?” I demand, slamming into her again so hard her whole body shudders.

Eva moans. “Yes!”

“You’re close now, aren’t you, baby?” I feel her body tense and shiver. “You’re right there on the edge.”

“Please, Finn.” Her lips part, her eyes fluttering closed. “Oh God, don’t stop.”

But I do. With super human strength, I bury myself inside her then stop, holding still. Eva cries out in frustration, desperately grinding to get the pressure again, but I pin her back, wrists to the wall, and force her to look at me.

“No,” I growl. “You wanted this, but you’ll get it on my terms, baby. However I want.”

Eva gasps for air. Her face is flushed, and she’s pissed now, I can tell.

“Fuck me,” she glares.

“No.”

I smile, feeling power surge through me again. “See, I want to make one thing clear,” I tell her, still holding tight, feeling her body relax again, pulled back from the edge. “I’ll do anything for you, baby. Anything you want. I will love you until the end of the f*cking world, but you don’t get to shut me out again. When I take you, I take all of you. Every last piece of you, body and soul.”

Slowly, I thrust deeper. Her jaw drops. A moan escapes those lips so wet and perfect, I have to lick them clean. She shudders.

“So what’s it going to be, sweetheart?” I ask, gently stroking her cheek. She can’t look away now, can’t escape me. I’m inside her, all around her, and I won’t back down from this fight. “All or nothing. That’s the only way.”