Cowgirls Don't Cry(42)

Thanks, Simone.

Jessie spent an extra long time securing a knot in the plastic garbage bag, hoping Skylar would leave.

“I have a confession to make,” Skylar said, moving in closer.

“What’s that?”


“I overheard your conversation with Simone.”


Jessie looked at her boss. “Which part?”


“The ride me, cowboy hottie part. I’m assuming she meant Brandt.”


“Yes, but it’s not what you think.” Liar.

“So you’re not planning on riding him into your bed?”


Don’t blush. “I am. It’s just…” A whole new possibility to me and I’m flustered with you grilling me about my plans. “I imagine you want to talk me out of it.”


Skylar shook her head. “Exactly the opposite.”


Jessie wasn’t expecting that.

“Look, although our situations aren’t similar, in some ways they are. I sprang a surprise baby on Kade. He moved in to help me take care of her. I insisted we just be friends and parenting partners, nothing else, meaning absolutely no way, no how, was I having sex with him.”


“How long did that last?”


Skylar smirked. “You’ve seen my husband. So, oh, about two weeks before we were getting naked together at every opportunity. I hope this isn’t too much information, but I wanted to let you know, I’ve been exactly where you are. And I almost let the best thing that ever happened to me get away because I was afraid to take a chance.”


Kade and Skylar had a nauseatingly perfect marriage, so Jessie doubted the truth to that statement.

“Like you, I had past relationship issues to work through. Like Brandt, Kade had family issues to work through. I wasn’t sure if Kade wanted me, or if he only cared about me because of Eliza.”


Okay. So that did sound a little familiar.

“The point I’m trying to make? Brandt is a great guy. He’s crazy about you. I know you’re crazy about him, too, and well, it wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world if you two got to know each other on a whole new level, would it?”


“No. But this…situation with Landon isn’t permanent. I don’t want it to be permanent. But Brandt wouldn’t mind if it was. So can I start something with him knowing I’ll have to walk away?”


“The better question is: how can you be willing to walk away from him now and not be willing to take a chance that you might never have to walk away from him?”


For the psychoanalytical slant she used to make her statement, Skylar could’ve just said, you’ll never know unless you try. Jessie smiled. “Thanks, Skylar. I appreciate your candor.”


“Good.” At the door, she turned. “For what it’s worth? Simone was dead on. Getting naked always works.”


Chapter Nine


“Landon is down for the count.”


“Thank God,” Brandt muttered. “You have the magic touch. I swear the kid looked like he’d punch me in the face if I so much as touched him.”


She rolled her eyes. “He’s a little young to start brawling. But he is a McKay, so I wouldn’t be surprised.”


Brandt took another pull off his beer and gestured to the couch. “Sit down and take a load off.”


Jessie paced to the door, peering out the window, cursing her nervous energy. Hah. Who was she trying to kid? She was just plain nervous. This seemed like such an easy idea in the truck on the way home from work. Get naked. But it was two hours later and she still had her clothes on.