Amour Amour (Aerial Ethereal #1)(82)

But he waits. For me. To say that I have no more thoughts.

“Why are you so patient with me?” I whisper.

“Because every part of me wants to take care of you.” One of his hands drifts to the back of my neck, the other beneath my wet shirt, around my hip. “And to do that, I’d slow down to your speed.”

“And what’s your speed?” I ask.

“Much faster.” He watches my reaction as he dips his hand beneath the band of my panties. My mouth opens in a heady breath. “Harder,” he says lowly. His fingers brush the inside of my thigh before he pulls off the fabric. “Deeper.” He peels the wet shirt off my arms, my lungs expanding in a strong breath.

The inhale lifts my chest, both barbells prominent, both pierced by him. It makes the throb in the hard bud feel more like pleasure than pain. He soaks in my body, every inch of skin with the most consuming gaze. After the sopping shirt hits the ground, we’re both left bare against each other.

He makes the two guys that I was with seem like boys. Nothing as sexual, as arousing, as this. And all he did was undress me.

I tremble. This time, not from the cold.

Very swiftly, he lifts me around his waist, and his lips and tongue make skilled work on my neck, sucking the most sensitive part. I grind forward, my nerves lighting and dizzying me. I clutch him tightly, my arms not even close to wrapping around his frame. I bury my head into his muscular chest, protected, small.

“Just…no sex tonight,” I whisper. Not after that conversation. I don’t want to equate the first time to her.

He kisses my lips and then says, “Okay.”

For a brief moment I wonder if he’s really okay with it. Then he dominates every movement, doing whatever he pleases while I relax into the moment. And I realize, he’s going to make it okay by doing so many other things.

His fingers slip inside of me. God. The fullness blinds me, and I cry into skin. We’re in the middle of the bathroom. Not even against the wall. He easily holds me, driving his two fingers deeper, finding a spot that—

“Nik…” I gasp into another cry, spidering him with the hardest grip. It collapses his breath for a second. Then he lowers his head to suck my neck again, like I’m his play toy that he wants to pleasure. I throb. I pulse. I ache. Actually craving for his cock—actually wondering what he’d feel like.

While he screws me deep with his fingers, he carries me to the ledge of the marbled tub, setting me down. He remains standing, and using his free hand, he grips the shaft of his erection, which is much larger than anything I’ve seen up close.

Boys. You were with boys, Thora James.

“Open,” he commands.

I am so wet. My back arches some, but I manage to part my lips. He fills my mouth, and I breathe through my nose, the erotic image like a trigger for my body. I nearly lose it, my toes curling and a raspy noise vibrates along his hardness. In my mouth. He places his hand on the back of my head, controlling how deeply I go. The movement. That mixed with his fingers in me.

I… almost fall backwards. Into the water.

He keeps me upright. And my hands slide onto his toned ass—Dear Lord. In heaven. It’s the way he’s looking at me too. His heavy breath, his arousal growing. He’s getting off watching me get off.

I pop him out of my mouth, right as he hits a spot that sends me over. I cry, so loud that he instantly covers my lips with his large hand, drowning the noise. I haven’t even caught my breath before he picks me up, as though I weigh nothing to him. And brings me into the tub.

My eyes are closed, but the hot water soothes my skin as soon as I’m lowered in it. He splays me against his chest. While he leans against the porcelain. His lips are on mine, but I can barely breathe still.

“You’re going to come again, little mouse.” His breath tickles my ear. “Until I decide to come with you.” Fact: he loves watching me orgasm. I just can’t imagine doing it again and again. And again.

“Not…possible,” I pant.

He squeezes my ass, and then his fingers dive back between my legs, pressing against my swollen clit from a new angle. I tighten around him, pulsating. “Nik.” I can’t see straight. I can’t even form another word. I am in his care, his possession. For the rest of the night.

“Anything is possible.”

And I think, only with my devil.





Act Thirty-Two



Four months at Phantom and I finally have a better routine for the aerial hoop. My training with Nikolai is thanks for that. My strength has improved, no more hoop burns. Top that with more sensual tricks, and I usually earn a warm applause at the end.

I even changed the music, no more emotional Broadway ballads. I go straight for mixes with sultry undertones. “My Song 5” by Haim blares through the amps and propels me forward. After weeks of Roger underpaying me for my “average performances” I caved—and it wasn’t soul-crushing.

I’m still me.

Focusing on my routine, I do the splits, not just any though. I grasp the lower rung of the hoop, my legs outstretched, and then I channel my strength, lifting my body upside-down. I blow out breaths through my nose, making it look as effortless as possible.

Blood rushes to my head, but I keep my legs extended. This is the part where I have to ignore all the whistling and hollers.